haemoglobin

Haemoglobin

I was hanging from a tree
Unaccustomed to such violence
Jesus looking down on me
I'm prepared for one big silence

How'd I ever end up here
Must be through some lack of kindness
And it seemed to dawn on me
Haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

At the time they cut me free
I was brimming with defiance
Doctors looking down on me
Breaking every law of science

How'd I ever end up here
A latent strain of color blindness
Then it seemed to dawn on me
Haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground

As they drag me to my feet
I was filled with incoherence
Theories of conspiracy
The whole world wants my disappearance

I'll go fighting nail and teeth
You've never seen such perseverance
Gonna make you scared of me
'Cause haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go.


Ok... back in hell..
I simply love this song... it has such strength, power, willing of living.. all the things I’m lacking right now...
I’m so tired, dissapointed, sick of everything and almost everyone.
I want to believe that everything will change someday... but I’m not so sure of it... it’s like, everytime a part of your life gets better, the other falls down espectacularly to pieces. Maybe I have to sacrifice that thing to get the other... but it seems like I can’t have both... I said I was going to fight... but I just can’t find the tools right now... I’m tired... so tired... I wish not to wake up tomorrow, I don’t care, I’m done with all this...
Dunno what else to say...

Best Wishes for you all
Molks xxx

You don't care about us

If it's a bad day,
you try to suffocate.
Another memory, scarred.
If it's a bad case,
then you accelerate,
you're in the getaway car

.You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us.

If it's a bad case,
you're on the rampage
.Another memory, scarred
.You're at the wrong place,
you're on the back page,
You're in the getaway car

.You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us.

It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage

You're too complicated,
we should separate it.
You're just confiscated,
you're exasperating.
This degeneration,
mental masturbation.
Think I'll leave it all behind
Save this bleeding heart of mine
It's a matter of trust X4

Because
You don't care about us X4
It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage


I really like this song.. dunno why I’m posting it today.. maybe because I’ve got an age problem... which has brought me more problems... that’s why it’s my rage.
And he doesn’t care about us either.. so why I keep on this?... I seriously don’t know... the most sensible thing to do is leaving it all behind and save this bleeding heart of mine. I hate feeling like this. sometimes I hate him. I hate the way he can change my mood... I said before that I was going to get rid of him... but til now... I haven’t. And it’s not because I don’t want to, it’s because I can’t. Well.. this weekend I might see him.. I mean I have to.. he’s got some of my cds and I need them... I hope I can tell him the way I feel, and stop all this....
Have a nice looooooong weekend.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Outsiders

We've seen some change
But we're still outsiders
If everybody's here
Then hell knows
We ride alone

I've seen some years
But you're still my Caesar
With everything I feel
I feel you've already been here
The only difference is all I see is now all that I've seen
It's bright on the outside
The bright love the dark side
I know it's obvious
But sometimes
You just have to say it
So you don't feel so weak
About being such a freak
Or alone
In seventeen years
Will you still be Camille
Lee Miller, Gala or whatever
You know what I mean, yeah
Love'll die
Lovers fade
But you still remain there
Squeezing in your fingers
What it means for me to be
The only difference is what might be is now what might have been
When you saw me sleeping
You thought I was dreaming of you
I didn't tell you
That the only dream
Is Valium for me
The only difference is that
What Might Be Is NOW


Good day to you all… this is another song by FF… it’s called outsiders... the tune is awesome, I love the sound of the drums.
There’s one phrase of the song that captivated me when I first listened to it. “Love will die, Lovers fade, but you still remain there” meaning no matter how many people you love, someone will always be there and for me those are my friends. As I’ve written before my friends are the most important thing for me…
I’d love to write more, but I’ve got phonetics homework to do, study for my German test, and write a story about Vanity Fair… has anyone seen that movie? It’s very good…
Well, that’s all… take care… dunno what song is coming next…
Best Wishes
Molks xxx