Wednesday, July 25, 2007

holiday

OK...


I'm here in the city I hate...


but today I remember the only thing I like in here...


the bloody mountains!
there were all snowy and beautiful....


that's the only good thing opf this place...


wanna play pool with my people.-... but there's no one here...

I've been writing a lot...

thinking a lot


analysing a lot...


I want to go back.
thanks to all the people who have sent me their support... lol

love you all
best wishes
Molks xxx


I dont have a song today... sorry

Thursday, July 12, 2007

No Volveré a Caer by Phono

Ya no habrá mas fuego dentro de mi corazón.
Se apagó el encanto dulce que sentía por ti.
Tú no haces nada que me haga sentir bien…
Me queda ser infiel.

Y siento que mañana será mejor,
Quiero entender que existe alguien más,
Como recuperar los años que te deje,
No volveré a caer, No volveré a caer.

La monotonía juega con mi voluntad .
Se apagó la adrenalina que sentía por ti.
Tu no haces nada que me haga sentir bien.
Mi sueño esta al revés.

Y siento que mañana será mejor,
Quiero entender que existe alguien más,
Como recuperar los años que te deje,
No volveré a caer, No volveré a caer.

Y siento que mañana será mejor,
Quiero entender que existe alguien más,
Como recuperar los años que te deje,
No volveré a caer, No volveré a caer.


It´s a promise to myself.... hope to keep it...



keine Lust of going on holidays..
I'll work on my projects this weekend, but if anyone wants to come and pay a visit... you're welcome.. I'll be here by myself

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Monday, July 09, 2007

Siehst du mich im Licht? by Lacrimosa... WITH TRANSLATION

Deine Lippen in das Fleisch gepresst
Die Meinen wild verzerrt
Der Orgasmus der Verwundbarkeit
Die Seele schreit nach mehr
Nur herein in meine kleine Welt
Und friss dich durch bis zum Schafott
Zerbeisse jede Zelle meiner kalten rohen Haut

Und du bleibst leer
Hast zerstört
Nur fur Sekunden diesen Rausch erlebt
Und du bleibst leer
Hast gelogen und betrogen
Und bei allem dich nur selbst projeziert

Zwei Augen im Kopf
Und die Ohren links und rechts
Und so blind wie ein toter Fisch
Du kannst mich nicht verstehen
Nein - du wirst mich nie verstehen
Nur reden kannst du über mich
Dir ist es scheissegal ob es wahr ist oder nicht
Denn am Ende trifft es niemals dich
Du bist die letzte Instanz
Du bist die Pegel der Bilanz
Du bist der Mörder jeder Wahrheitssubstanz

Im kurzen Augenblick
Des blinden Übermuts
Verspruhst du deine Weisheit
Deine Falschheit - Deine Sucht
Und du bist dir nichts bewusst
Deine Dummheit ist die Lust
Die deinen Verstand langsam ausradiert
Und du bleibst leerHast zerstört
Nur Für Sekunden diesen einen kurzen Rausch erlebt
Und du brauchst mehr
Du musst gelügen und betrügen
Und bei allem -Siehst du mich im Licht?!?

Zwei Augen im Kopf
Und die Ohren links und rechts
Und so taub wie ein toter Fisch
Du kannst mich nicht verstehen
Nein - du wirst mich nie verstehen
Nur schreiben kannst du über mich
Dir ist es scheissegal ob es wahr ist oder nicht
Denn am Ende trifft es niemals dich
Du bist die letzte Instanz
Du bist der Pegel der Bilanz
Du bist der Mörder jeder Wahrheitssubstanz
Nicht im Gesprach liegt deine Kraft
Im Monolog suchst du die Opfer
Deren Dasein dich am Leben halt
Zwei Augen im Kopf
Und das Herz am falschen Platz
Du bleibst das Echo unsrer Zeit
Du bist das Sprachrohr weit und breit
Nicht viele Worte mocht ich machen
Denn du machst ja schon genug
Wahrscheinlich wirst du wieder lachen
Solange trinke ich dein Blut

Zwei Augen im Kopf
Und das Herz am falschen Platz
Und so taub wie ein toter Fisch
Du kannst mich nicht verstehen
Nein - du wirst mich nicht verstehen
Du wirst mich nicht verstehen!

CAN YOU SEE ME IN THE LIGHT?
Your lips pressed into the flesh
Mine wildly contorted
In the orgasm of vulnerability
The soul is crying out for more
Come along into my little world
And eat your way through to the scaffold
Chew each cell of my cold raw skin to pieces

And you remain empty
You have destroyed
Only experienced this ecstasy for seconds
And you remain empty
You lied and deceived
And only projected yourself in all this

Two eyes in your head
And the ears left and right
And as blind as a dead fish
You cannot understand me
No - you will never understand me
You can only talk about me
You don't give a shit if it's true or not
Because it never affects you in the end
You are the last authority
You are the gauge of the balance
You are the murderer of each essence of truth

In a short moment
Of blind arrogance
You sense your wisdom
Your falseness - your obsession
And you are not aware that
Your stupidity is the desire
Which is slowing erasing your mind
And you remain empty
You have destroyed
Only experienced this ecstasy for seconds
And you need more
You must lie and deceive
And in all of this -Can you see me in the light?

Two eyes in your head
And the ears left and right
And as blind as a dead fish
You cannot understand me
No - you will never understand me
You can only write about me
You don't give a shit if it's true or not
Because it never affects you in the end
You are the last authority
You are the gauge of the balance
You are the murderer of each essence of truth

Your strength doesn't lie in talking
You look for your victims in monologues
Whose beings keep you alive
Two eyes in your head
And your heart in the wrong place
You are the echo of our time
You are the mouthpiece far and wide
I don't want to make any words
Since it is you who makes enough already
You will probably laugh again
In the meantime I'll drink your blood

Two eyes in your head
And your heart in the wrong place
And as deaf as a dead fish
You cannot understand me
No - you will never understand me
You will never understand me!


OK!! for all those who don't understand German... the English translation. I didn't do it so it's not my responsability...


i love this song.. it's so us... that's why I like it perhaps..

dunno what to say... I DON'T WANNA LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna miss so many people.. special people that only here I can find... special people I've met in these months... VERY special people that have given me a new perspective of life, an opinion... that have made ask about everything.. taht have made me think and work... people I've shared very special moments with... I'm gonna miss them so much!!! at least I have my projects...
best wishes
Molks xxx

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

You Know You're Right, by Nirvana

I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You wont be afraid of fear
No thought was put in to this
I always knew it would come to this

Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to feel
Pain [3x]

You Know your Right [3x]

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let’s talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You wont be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew to come like this

Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to feel
Pain [5x]

You know Your Right [17x]

Pain [1x]






Right.. it came to this...

I have to.
I need to..
I must to...

It wasn’t enough to have broken up, it wasn’t enough to play with me, it wasn’t enough to feel used by you. No. You had to go further and, besides all the things mentioned above, you had to disappoint me. Not once, not twice... but nore time than I can remember and stand.

How could you?

Did you mean all the things you told me? I seriously can’t understand you. And you can’t understand me. it doesn't matter though... because I will do exactly as the lyrics of this song say. I will never bother you..
and it doesn't matter because you know you're right. you always were. But I'm right now. I don't think you'll ever come back to me because when I say that you don't care, I really meant it. You only come to me when you need something..

I hope this is the last time you do this. I’m not there for you anymore, as you weren’t when I needed you. I can’t believe that I went from loving you so much to this feeling, mixture of despise and pain.

Then again, you’re the only one who can make me feel such strong things.

I would like to say it’s over. But I’m almost sure that sooner or later, I’ll be back in your arms... even if I don’t want to.

Even if it’s just for a short moment of pleasure and lust, just as we like it.

I have to be strong and not to fall again.
I have to.
I need to..
I must to...


Best Wishes
Molks xxx