You Could (always) Have it So Much Better!!

You Could Have It So Much Better
The last message you sent
Said I looked really down
That I oughtta come over
And talk about it
Well I wasn't down
I just wasn't smiling at you
As I look at us now it seems
That your slapping my back
as if it's all alright
but it's not
I'm trying to get up
But you're pushing me down
Yeah you're pushing me down

So I'll get on my own

Now there's some grinning goon
On my TV screen
Telling us all that
It's alright because
She wears this and
He said that and
If you get some of these
It'll all be alright
Yeah if you get some of these
It'll all be alright
Well I refuse
To be a cynical goon
Passing the masses
An easy answer
Because it won't be alright
Oh no it won't be alright
It won't be alright

Unless you get up
Come on and get up

Well I'm just a voice in your earpiece
Telling you no
It's not alright
You know you could have it so much better
You could have it so much better
If you tried


This song is great, it is meant to be the antithesis of the slogan “you never had it so good” according to an interview I read.
This is my attitude nowadays... never to feel satisfied, knowing that I can do it better.. am I obsessed?? NO, I just want to be the best in what I do.
It also gives me energy, the tune is quite catchy, especially when you’re going on the fucking bus to Uni... that’s why I love FF so much,they’re amazing.. I really hope they come back soon... A very good friend of mine went to the Reading Festival, when they were presentating... I can’t help hating him, because he doesn’t like them, so he didn’t enjoyed it at all... I wish I could have been there... at least he’s sending me the pictures and some videos he got me... I appreciate a lot the fact that he took some pics just for me.. thank you!!!!!!!!!!
Dunno was noch to say...
I’m a bit lost, now that I don’t have a specific album to write about, but I think the next song is by FF too...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx


*sobre el post anterior: me dio la wea cuando estaba hablando con mi amigo que fue a ver FF, me estruje el cerebro tratando de entender por que esta tan lejos, y por que estan todos lejos. Tengo muy buenos amigos aqui, pero igual se siente raro sin algunas personas con las que solia pasar mucho tiempo... haciendo nada pero a la vez, añadiendo paginas a nuestra historia. Solo el destino tiene las respuestas de los por que... el destino quiso que nos encontraramos en un random place para despues separarnos... y quizas encontrarnos en otro random place... ojala sea pronto... me carga la incertidumbre de no saber cuando.
Si preocupe a algunas de mis lectoras regulares (Caty o Romi), lo siento... pero aca esta la explicacion. (dudo que otras personas aparte de uds. Pase por aqui...) En la casa esta todo bien...
Aprovecho de pasar el dato: TENGO 5 GATOS! La prostituta de mi gata ya los tuvo... no los he visto, pero segun mi mama estan todos bien y lindas las cagas esas... no se si mi familia va a querer alguno... la loca de mi hermana los quiere todos... pero.. SI ALGUIEN QUIERE UN GATO ME AVISA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O mi perrito lindo se volvera loco...


Eso.. ahora si que si... Auf Wiedersehen! xxx

Y ahora que?? (tercera parte)

estaba todo bien y de repente me vino otra vez...

estaba todo tan bien...

es solo una caida momentanea... pero puta que dolio...

por qué estás tan lejos y a la vez tan cerca?

lejos geograficamente

cerca mentalmente...

te extraño caleta... no tienes idea

por lo menos siento que tambien me hechas de menos...

te quiero mucho...

eso queria decir... ojala reciba algun puto post!

estoy bien... ya pasara...

y ahora si que el prox. post es FF... creo que es I'm your Villain o YCHISMB...

Best Wishes

Molks xxx

Good Work if you can get it.....

Scheisse

aburrida....




hoy es uno de los pocos dias en que odio concepcion....
quiero ver a mis amigos... los extraño mucho!!!!


ahora voy a salir... me sacan a pasear....



hasta la prox y no se que wea voy a escribir desdues

best wishes
Molks xxx

The Start of Something Beautiful

Always in my thoughts you are
Always in my dreams you are
I got your voice on tape, I got your spirit in a photograph
Always out of reach you are
Cold inside my arms you are
Simple like a child you are
I remember when you took my hand and led me through the rain
Down inside my soul you are

The more I show the way I feel
The less I find you give a damn
The more I get to know
The less I find that I understand
Innocent, the time we spent
Forgot to mention we're good friends
You thought it was the start of something beautiful?
Well think again.

Mother lost her looks for you
Father never wanted you
I trust to love and then I find you never really felt the same
There's something in your heart so cruel

This song is by a band called Porcupine Tree, the album is Deadwing from 2005 if you’re interested...
I like this song because it’s like me, the more I show the way I feel to someone the less I find he cares... Sometimes I get confused and I start feeling things I shouldn’t for some people. And when I think something magical is happening, suddenly I realise it’s not true, it’s all in my head... and I was thinking it was the start of something beautiful...
Lately, I’ve been recovering of that “disease” the last time it hasppened, I told myself that I always did those kind of things so it wasn’t real.. and it went away... as simple as that... I’m glad... otherwise, I would be crazier now...
Well.. I can’t think of anything interesting to write... so I’ll leave it here... dunno what song will be next.. I think it’s FF... but I’m not sure...
Take care and don’t forget to post...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Good Work if you can get it...

Come on Home

Although my lover lives in a place that I can't live
I kind of find I like a life this lonely
It rips and pierces me in places I can't see
I love the rip of nerves, the rip that wakes me
So I'm dissatisfied, I love dissatisfied
I love to feel there's always more that I need

So come on home

You're where you want to be, I'm where I want to be
Caught up chasing everything I've ever wanted
I replace you easily, replace pathetically
I flirt with any flighty thing that falls my way
But how I needed you, when I needed you
Let's not forget we are so strong, so bloody strong

Come on home

Blue light falls upon your perfect skin
Falls, and you draw back again
Falls, and this is how I fell
And I can not forget this
And I can not forget this

Come on home
So come on home
But don't forget to leave

Hallo hallo!!!
I told you I was going to write other songs, not by Placebo.. this one is by Franz Ferdinand (FF for short)... from the first album... A friend told me once that FF was a band with a weak first record and an excellent second record... I agree to a certain point, I love the first album and without it, the second one would have never been so great as it is...
I love this song, is fucking amazing... maybe musically speaking is simple and all that... but the lyrics... they’re so like me...
I kinda find I like a life this lonely... I’m always complaining aout being alone and single and whatever, the truth is that I like being alone... I can’t see myself tied to someone... dunno how much I could stand it without turning into a psycho.. and the thought of becoming a psycho freaks me out.. so I prefer being alone... and I’m liking it, you know? I never thought of liking this situation, but right now I’m loving it! And I’m chasing everything I’ve ever wanted, I’m having the time of my life with my friends, though I miss a lot of them who are away from here... sometimes I really think it’s a blunder that this country is so long... everything is so far away... but I don’t forget that we’re so strong, so bloddy strong...

That’s all I can say.. Ich habe viele Sachen zu machen...
Take care and I’ll see you soon
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: I confess my weakness... I couldn't stick to what I wrote in the last post... but i don't regret it and that's what counts... right?

Song to say Goodbye

song to say goodbye

you are one of god’s mistakes
you crying, tragic waste of skin
I’m well aware of how it aches
And you still won’t let me in
Now I’m breaking down your door
To try and save your swollen face
Though I don’t like you anymore
You lying trying waste of space

Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of tose
Blessed with lucky sevens
And the voice that made me cry
My oh my

You were mother nature’s son
Someone to whom I could relate
Your needle and your damage done
Remains a sordid twist of fate
Now I’m trying to wake you up
To pull you from the liquid sky
‘cause if I don’t we’ll both end up
with just your song to say goodbye
my oh my

a song to say goodbye

a song to say
before our innocence was lost
you were always one of tose
blessed with lucky sevens
and the voice that made me cry

a song to say goodbye...

this is why I love this album... because I can feel every song; this one for example, it tells how I feel right now... I have to say goodbye to someone who’s fucking with my Brain, whose voice makes me cry and everything he does. I’m sorry for all this, but I can’t do it anymore.. I know that finally I had the approval of all my friends... I thought he would do me some well... but he hasn’t and he won’t... after all, we just have our song to say goodbye. I still like him, though... but I can’t stand feeling like this for someone who doesn’t even like me, respect me and valuate me at all...
maybe someday he will realise that he could have had everything he had ever wanted with me, and regret for losing the chance... as some other guy did last year... but, this is the last time I write about you in this blog... or at least with good feelings.. I wish you the best for your future; but seriously, next time you call me, I won’t be there... I just need to get the cd’s I lent you...
enough of this.. I greet the friend I met this weekend after a looooooong time without seeing them, I’m so glad that there weren’t empty spaces between us... I love you my girls!!!!!

As I said before, this is the last dong of MEDS, but I’ll be writing about other songs now...
Best wishes
Molks xxx

In the cold light of morning...

In the cold light of morning

In the cold light of morning
While everyone’s yawning
You’re high
In the cold light of morning
The party gets boring
You’re high
As your skin starts a scratching
Wave yesterday’s actions goodbye
Forget past indiscretions and stolen possessions
You’re high
In the cold light…

In the cold light of morning
While everyone´s yawning you’re high
In the cold light of morning
You’re drunk sick from whoring and high
Staring back from the mirror
A face that you don’t recognise
It’s a loser, a sinner, a cock in a dildo’s disguise
In the cold light…

Tomorrow…

As your skin starts a scratching
Wave yesterday’s actions goodbye
Forget past indiscretions and stolen possessions
You’re high
In the cold light of day
Tomorrow´s only a kettle whistle… away
In the cold light of day…


Hello once again…
This song is the one that gives the name to this blog, I’m sure that someday I’ll be sued for using the name…
Well, the song is beautiful. It’s got a lot of influence from Leonard Cohen if you think about it… the thing I like the most is that, (from my point of view) is the story of an end of a party, and therefore, the end of a story… and morning might be the start of a brand new day, but here it means the end of something, that’s why maybe it’s cold…
And the kettle whistle… means, breakfast… the natural symbol of breakfast, and of course that the day has begun… sad song to be honest…

I remind you, reader, that these are just my thoughts, it’s not the personal thinking of the band or anything like it… it’s just what I feel…

That’s all… Next time I’ll be writing about the last song and that will conclude my revision of Meds…
Take care and see you soon
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

I'm one of a kind!

One of a Kind

On top of the world you get nothing done
Talk is cold and burns like the sun
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause the top of the world is where I’m from
the back of the class is where I was
keeping quiet, playing dumb
can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause the back of the class is where I’m from

and I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

I’m on a race and it’s killing time
I don’t need yours I’ll keep it with mine
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause I’m on a race and I’m doing fine, thank you
two of a kind and no one home
I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause one of a kind is all I own

and I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

Out of the womb and into the void
I wanna try but I get annoyed
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause I’m out of the womb and into the void

I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am (x2)

On top of the world you get nothing done



This is the other song that I first said “don’t think I’ll like it” and it turned out to be the contrary.
This song represents me a lot... quite a lot, especially “the back of the class is where I was, keeping quiet playing dumb” I never did anything in high school, I didn’t want to be noticed too. I wanted to keep a low profile to avoid teasing and all that. My classmates never understood me, just my friends. And I’m glad... because I never liked them anyway, and I never felt part of the class...
The other bit that I like is “I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone” that represents life in general, you might think there will always be someone by your side, but no... you were born alone and you’ll die alone... it’ll sound stupid but it is described in the movie Titanic, when Rose says that she felt she was screaming in a crowded room and no one paid attention to her. Dunno if any of you will remember...
“I don’t need yours, I’ll keep it with mine” it’s a way to get rid of things that aren’t necessary, facing things alone... which sucks, but someday you have to grow up and realise that you have to live for yourself and become independent (erwachsen, lol)
the reason why I like this song is because I am one of a kind!, I’ve got a gift and I hope to develop it in this race in which I’m still doing fine, THANK YOU...

to end with this post, thanks to all the people who have posted lately, and if Nullmensch is around here... Who are you?? You posted in my friend Motoko’s blog saying that you got there through my blog...
that’s all
next one is In the cold light of morning.. and only 2 songs to go!!!! After I finish with meds, I’ll keep writing about songs, I’ll give a rest to Placebo...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Ich weiss nicht

No se que escribir.. una amiga me dijo que cambiara el post, y como no venia con nada preparado... vomitare lo que he estado haciendo..
vengo a la U para disfrutar las clases... y NO HAY!!!!! me levante temprano pa puro weiar...

pero estoy de vuelta y eso es lo que importa, porque tengo a mis amigos aqui... aunque extraño a alguien.. a varias personas en realidad... la facultad ya no es la misma... y concepcion es un poco mas latoso si no estan aqui...
quiero mucho a mi gente que esta lejos...
al del norte y a los de mas al norte todavia...
cuidense y pa la proxima es One of a Kind...

best wishes
Molks xxx