Pierrot the clown

Leave me dreaming on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
keep this scene inside your head
as the bruises turn to yellow
the swelling goes down

and if you’re ever around
in the city or the suburbs of this town
be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown

Saw you crashing round the bay
Never seen you act so shallow
Or look so Brown
Remember all the things you’d say
How your promises rang hollow
As you threw me to the ground

And if you’re ever around
In the backstreets or the alleys of this town
Be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in pity
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown

When I dream, I dream your lips
When I dream, I dream your kiss
When I dream, I dream your fists...

Leave me bleeding on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
keep this scene inside your head
as the bruises turn to yellow
the swelling goes down

and if you’re ever around
in the city or the suburbs of this town
be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown

Guten Morgen...
I’m so fucking stressed I can’t take long with this... but I leave you this beautiful song...
It’s so tragic and sensitive... I love it...
I really have to dash now, take care and next time I post, it’ll be broken promise...
By the way, if any of you is interested, I used to have 5 hours in the computer lab, but now I’ll have just 2, and one of them I can barely use the computer because the teacher doesn’t let us use them unless she commands us which is not very often. So, I’ll be posting just once a week...
Take care
Best wishes
Molks xxx

Please don't drive me blind

Blind
If I could tear you from the ceiling
And guarantee a source divine
Rid you from possessions fleeting
Remain your funny valentine

Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind

If I could tear you from the ceiling
I know best have tried
I’d fill your every breath with meaning
And find a place we both could hide

Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind
You don’t believe me
But you do this every time
Please don’t drive me blind

I know you’re broken

If I could tear you from the ceiling
I’d freeze us both in time
And find a brand new way of seeing
Your eyes forever glued to mine

Wow... what could I say about this song... fucking amazing...
I don’t think it’s healthy to love in such way... especially if the other person doesn’t feel the same... which I can say it has happened to me... more times than I would like to remember.
But anyway...
For the same reason, I’m not very sure if I would like to feel like it is described, it’s a bit desperating... I wish I could tear some people from the ceiling, to stop feeling something for them when they don’t even deserve it... and I always Remain their funny valentine, the only one who cares about them when everyone has left them... I’m such an idiot sometimes... if I ever do that again, someone shoot me please!
I’d fill your every breath with meaning, And find a place we both could hide: this is like the maximum expression meaning that you REALLY want to be with that someone, someone who might feel the same as you...
I could say something about every verse, but I don’t have much time... so.. the last one
Your eyes forever glued to mine: is there anything cooler than looking at someone’s eyes, especially after you’ve kissed? I don’t thing so. Going backwards, I remember that one of the best kisses I’ve received, we looked at each other for what it seemed hours, and I was thinking, “I could easily spend the rest of my life like this”. I’d never felt that comfort before...
Ok... that’s all... I’ve got thousands of things to do... Including talking to someone... hope it works this time...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

(this doesn’t belong to the song, it’s just a bit of my thoughts)
*what the fuck is going on??? Everytime I try to reach you, you’re doing something else, and you always reach me when I don’t want to talk about it... we’re not as synchronised as I thought we were... or someone really don’t want us to be together. I really can’t understand why people hate you, they always try to stop me thinking about you, but they don’t know and they’ll never understand why I like you. They underestimate you. It’s probably true that we don’t have the same frequency, but I can’t stand whern they talk shit about you, they don’t know you... I hope you see this someday, but i know I’ll have to translate you everything, won’t I?
(I might regret of writing this someday but that’s really what I feel about Him.)

*this one goes to some people: I’m tired! I hope you get away from me as soon as possible, I can’t stand you anymore. Fucking bastards, leave me alone, I don’t care about you. I hope a swordfish fucks you and leave you all pregnant. If you were more important, I would take the time to fuck up your lives, but you’re not important and being as stupid as you all are, you’re gonna fuck it up anyway.

* I love looking at you, you know? I love the way you smile but why do you have to be in that position?? I bet she doesn’t deserve you. I hope our eyes keep meeting in the middle of the strangest situations... I won’t hurt you, unless you ask me to hurt you

*you really fucked it up, you should have look for someone better, at least someone cuter than her.
But now she’e very dissapointed and I really wanted her to suffer because of what she did, hats off to you!. But anyway, you could have chosen better... not the most desperate woman 0n earth... I still hope you don’t get together with the girl you like because she’s weirder than me and that’s saying something

...Good work if you can get it...

Para ti...

Because I want you

Fall into you, it’s all I seem to do
When I hit the bottle, ‘cause I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two, it’s all it seems to do
As the anger fades, this house is no longer our home
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting
And everything that’s true
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

Stumble into you is all I ever do
My memory’s hazy and I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two is all it’s gonna do
As the headache fades, this house is no longer our home
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting
And everything that’s true
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

Fall into you it’s all I ever do
When I hit the bottle ‘cause I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two
Tear us in two
Tear us in two

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

I’ve just heard the song to see if my emotions have changed...
They haven’t. So I’ll start trying to analyse it.
It’s the story of someone who’s absolutely fallen for someone. I presume that the other person feels the same, otherwise it wouldn’t say “I want you too”
This song makes me feel positive, and that’s saying something. I’d also like to dedicate it, but I don’t know… I want to dedicate it to a special boy. I don’t know if he wants me too, but now everytime I hear it, I think about you. I miss you a lot. You’re the reason that I want to go home sometimes, just to see you. Even if I have to go to your house to see you for ten minutes, I think you’re worth the waiting...
I’d love to be with you and stop fucking around, we like each other, maybe it’s time to take this a little bit further... if you want... I’ll be waiting... I’ve been waiting for you for almost two years now, I don’t care if I have to wait a bit more. But I won’t be here forever...
I also like singing it, especially the last part, it heals me when I sing it. I think singing it’s a great therapy and I really can’t believe that there are people who don’t care about music very much.
I can’t think of anything else, I watched The Omen... I read the book some years ago and i went crazy and it absolutely scared me… great movie... I reccomend you to go and see it, and speaking of it, I have to do a presentation about it in an hour, so if you’re around... WISH ME LUCK!!!!
See you around. Next song is Blind...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Adiós a la basura (especialmente a ti)

en este momento decido dejarte atrás...
lo que pasó lo recordaré siempre pero ya es tiempo de dejarte atrás porque no puedo seguir viviendo de recuerdos.

lo más probable es que no te importe, pero prefiero dejar un registro en caso de que vuelva a caer en tus garras...

lo pasé bien, gracias espero que tu tb.

nos veremos en algún otro lugar...

ahora si que el prox post es because I want you....

best wishes
Molks xxx


P.S.: esto va para el ciudadano anónimo...

Y?

puta que me da lata cuando vengo a revisar si alguien dejo un post y no encontrar nada...
pero =... esta wea la hago pa vomitar la mierda que tengo adentro.
no he podido postear ultimamente porque estoy en paro...
pero vuelvo la prox. semana....
si es que a alguien le importa... lo dudo
best wishes
Molks xxx