Mach die Augen zu und küss mich

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
und dann sag, dass du mich liebst
Ich weiß genau, es ist nicht Wahr
doch ich spüre keinen Unterschied
wenn du dich mir hingibst...

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach mir ruhig etwas vor
ich vergesse was passiert ist
und ich hoffe und ich träume
ich hätt dich noch nicht verloren

es ist mir total egal,
ob du wirklich etwas fühlst
...tu was du willst

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
ist es auch das letzte Mal
lass uns den Moment des Abschieds noch verzögern
Lass mich jetzt noch nicht allein mit meiner Qual

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach mir ruhig etwas vor
Wenn du willst kannst du dann gehen
Aber denk dran ohne dich,
ohne dich bin ich verloren...

Es ist mir absolut egal
ob du nurnoch mit mir spielst
Tu was du willst

Mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu und küss mich


to all those who don't know german...
the song is about someone who tells someone to close his/her eyes and kiss him/her... that it doesnt matter it she/he says i love you and it's not true... that he/she doesnt care if she/he is playing with him/her... but that he or she must think that without him/or her/ she or he is lost.

things that a 21st century independent woman shouldn't say or think... but I do...

CONFUSED AS HELL...


waiting for the long weekend to see what happens...
best wishes
Molks xxx

The Kill, 30 seconds to Mars

The Kill
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with
if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
Youre killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ahOh, ohAh, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

I wanted to post this song a long time ago... I didnt know the name of the band nor the name of the song... If you remember Jared Leto from Requiem for a Dream.. you might like it... hes the singer... and hes fit! lol
I know its very Emo... but I like it anyway..

my blog looks different because I need to cahnge some things about myself, as I wrote in the previous post.
and I really need to find my way again.. Im a bit lost and I hate it.
what else??


I have to keep studying...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Tell me where did you sleep last night

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

Tell me where did you sleep last night.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through

Her husband, was a hard working man,

Just about a mile from here.

His head was found in a driving wheel,

But his body never was found.

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

me where did you sleep last night.

the pines, in the pines,

the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

Tell me where did you sleep last night.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine

.I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

In the pines, …the pines,……… sun,……….shine.

Im not very sure why Im uploading this song... maybe beacuse I really like it, a friend of mine lent me the cd, last week was Kurt Cobains death anniversary...

Ive got a problem with myself.... Its the part of me that believes that everyone should listen to me and the world would be better... and it shouldnt be like that, really...

and that pisses me off... hes not part of me anymore, and he shouldnt do anything for me unless he really wants to. the thing is that Im always expecting something... that he says something or that he does something... etc.

I really need to change that because its not doing me any good..

and I wanted to know where did he sleep last night...

thats all...

thanks to one people who post..

best wishes

Molks xxx

IDK

Make Damn Sure

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought
you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
In time, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
It says, "Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red.
"You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna bring you down so badly
I just wanna bring you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

fucked is the word that im looking for right now...
my head goes mad and the worst is that I cant help it. Im losing it. Im losing myself. there is only one thing that keeps me alive and I wont say what it is... but its a good one.Ive lost interest in so many things...
BTW, the song is by taking back sundays...
and it tells what I want to do
thats all for today. no one reads this blog anyway.... but its cool to have it... otherwise I would have closed it a looooooooong time ago.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx