Drown With Me

Drown With Me

So you have been of use
And you have been abused
You know you look pale today
Your lipstick has gone astray

You sold out and lost your looks
You gave away all your books
(You should drown with me)
Your coil has been wound up tight
Unwind it with me tonight
(You should drown with me)

Tyre tracks Fresh on the ground
Where she will be found
Held under the water
Resting there in a stream
View from the cold water
Buried in green
Orange filter sky

Your drowning in family there
When will you come up for air
(You should drown with me)
Don't feel you let 'em down
Cos they have already drowned
(You should drown with me)

I wanted to write this song since a long time... I get a lot of memories with it... it makes me think of a really good friend of mine; because porcupine tree is his favourite band.
It’s the first time I read the lyrics... what do I think it means?? It’s about letting people down, and about how you shouldn’t care about it..
It doesn’t matter if you’re letting someone down as long as you feel you’re doing the right thing. It’s a bit harsh.. but how many times you have given up on something you wanted, just because other people told you not to do it? If I had followed other people’s opinion.. I wouldn’t be studying what I’m studying and I wouldn’t be with Him... you have to drown all that kind of people somehow.... just listen to your mind, and it will tell you exactly what to do...

I’m not very well for all those who want to know... I’m very stressed and worried about 1000 things to do... I didn’t do very well in 2 exams... tomorrow I’ve got another one... and he hasn’t texted me very much... he doesn’t remember that I exist I think..

I’ll try to write something happier next week... but that’ll depend on a lot of things...
Best wishes,Molks xxx