Mercy in You

I still dont feel very well... I'm so sick of everything... I'm about to give up.
too tired to carry on...
too tired to wait for you
too tired of waiting



if I could only find the mercy in him...

Mercy in you (Depeche Mode)

You know what I need
When my heart bleeds
I suffer from greed
A longing to feed
On the mercy in you
I can't conceal
The way I'm healed
The pleasure I feel
When I have to dea
lWith the mercy in you

I would do it all again
Lose my way and fall again
Just so I could call again
On the mercy in you

When here in my mind
I feel inclined
To wrongly treat you unkind
I have faith I will find
The mercy in you
I would lose my way again
Be led hopelessly astray again
Just so I could pray again
For the mercy in you

When here in my mind
I have been blind
Emotionally behind
I have faith I will find
The mercy in you

Officially Dead

that's a bit of a song by Robbie Williams called No Regrets...

I do regret a lot of things...

the thing is... I shouldn't.. it wasn't my fault in the first place.
everytime that I think of doing something... I can't do it because I know I'll regret later... and really that's an awful thing to feel...

feeling preety low and pretty lonely... I leave you the song that has inspired me to write today

No Regrets
Tell me a story
Where we all change
And we'd live our lives together
And not enstranged
I didn't lose my mind
it wasMine to give away
Couldn't stay to watch me cry
You didn't have the time
So I softly slip away...

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt

Sing me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine
I know from the outside
We looked good for eachother
Felt things were going wrong
When you didn't like my mother

I don't want to hate but that's
All you've left me with
A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of
How we all could live

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt
(We've been told you stay up late)
I know they're still talking
(You're far too short to carry weight)
The demons in your head
(Return the videos they're late)
If I could just stop hating you
(Goodbye)
I'd feel sorry for us instead
Remember the photographs
(insane)
The ones where we all laugh
(so lame)
We were having the time of our lives
Well thank you it was a real blast

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt

Write me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine

Everything I wanted to be
everyTime I walked away
Everytime you told me to leave
I just wanted to stay
Every time you looked at me and
Everytime you smiledI felt so vacant you treat me like a child
I loved the way we used to laugh
I loved the way we used to smile
Often I sit down and think of you
For a while
Then it passes by me and I think of
Someone else instead
I guess the love we once had is
Officially dead

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

13

today was horrible... there is a myth with the day 13 and today i felt the curse upon me..


it really was a fucking awful day

i wont mention all the things that happened today... just that if planets have something to do with this... the the whole universe is against me... and its not fair!!!!


im not that bad...
sometimes...



well, i really do think that no one reads this blog anymore, so ill have to promote it once more...

best Wishes
Molks xxx

back

im still alive and im not happy...


at least i have returned to my city!


dunno what's going to happen

Molks xxx