Bedshaped, by Keane. (For You, Rodrigo a.k.a. Cofla)

Bedshaped
Many's the time I ran with you down
The rainy roads of our old town
Many the lives we lived in each day
And buried altogether

Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

I know you think I'm holding you down
And I've fallen by the wayside now
And I don't understand the same things as you
But I do
Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

And up we'll go

In white light

I don't think so

But what do I know?

What do I know?

I know!

I've forgotten about something that happened last weekend.
My friend's death aniversary.

I wento to visit him at the cemetery... by myself. For some reason I didn't want to go with my sister like I always do.
as I was walking towards his grave, there was something on it.

I came closer.
I sat where I always do. and I saw a drawing from his daughter... and it said "I love you". the picture was filled with hearts and there was a drawing that I think it was my friend, watering the flowers.

I lost control.

I started crying... Something about that picture moved me so much I couldn't help it.
And then I remembered...

The first time I listened to that song I thought of him, and I said to myself "someday I'll sing that song to you".


There was no one else there... just a couple of ladies visiting someone else.
I closed my eyes and I sang...

In a moment, as I was singing, I felt better. I stopped crying and I was able to think about all the cool things we did together.

but I still can't get over it...


to my special friend. the song's for you.

to the rest of my friends...

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! sometimes I just want to be with you. sorry for being so me.

that's all for today
best wishes
Molks xxx

It's The End of the World As We Know It (And I Feel Fine), By R.E.M.

That's great, it starts with an earthquake, birds and
snakes, an aeroplane and Lenny Bruce is not afraid.
Eye of a hurricane, listen to yourself churn -
worldserves its own needs, dummy serve your own needs.
Feed it off an aux speak, grunt, no, strength,
Ladderstart to clatter with fear fight down height.
Wire in a fire, representing seven games,
a government for hire and a combat site.
Left of west and coming in
a hurry with the furies breathing down your neck.
Team by team reporters baffled, trumped, tethered cropped.
Look at that low playing! Fine, then.
Uh oh,overflow, population, common food, but it'll do.
Save yourself, serve yourself.
World serves its own needs,
listen to your heart bleed dummy with the rapture and
the revered and the right, right.
You vitriolic,patriotic, slam, fight, bright light, feeling prettypsyched.

It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it
.It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine.

Six o'clock - TV hour. Don't get caught in foreign
towers. Slash and burn, return, listen to yourself
churn. Locking in, uniforming, book burning, blood
letting. Every motive escalate. Automotive incinerate.
Light a candle, light a votive. Step down, step down.
Watch your heel crush, crushed, uh-oh, this means no
fear cavalier. Renegade steer clear! A tournament,
tournament, a tournament of lies. Offer me solutions,
offer me alternatives and I decline.

It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine.

The other night I dreamt of knives, continental
drift divide. Mountains sit in a line, Leonard
Bernstein. Leonid Brezhnev, Lenny Bruce and Lester
Bangs. Birthday party, cheesecake, jelly bean, boom!
Yousymbiotic, patriotic, slam book neck, right? Right.

It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel
fine...fine...
(It's time I had some time alone)


Well..

In Metdologia we are working on texts about global warming and global dimming...

that's the reason I'm posting this song..
I mean besides of scorching, we re getting darker now? how didn't we realise before?
fucking thing..
nevertheless, I dont care! I mean I'm going to die soon, I hope, so I won't live to see this whole diosaster.. the prob is now; that my next me will have to endure this..
anyway, it is an interesting subject, but I hate feeling so paranoid...

BTW, I hate 3rd year... I want my life back please!!!

that's all...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

The Sound of Muzak, Porcupine Tree

The Sound Of Muzak

Hear the sound of music
Drifting in the aisles
Elevator prozac
Stretching on for miles

The music of the future
Will not entertain
It's only meant to repress
And neutralise your brain

Soul gets squeezed out
Edges get blunt
Demographic
Gives what you want

Now the sound of music
Comes in silver pills
Engineered to suit you
Building cheaper thrills

The music of rebellion
Makes you wanna rage
But it's made by millionaires
Who are nearly twice your age

One of the wonders of the world is going down
It's going down I know
It's one of the blunders of the world that no-one cares
No-one cares enough


I've always said that I've got a special relationship with music... I'ts very hard to explain, but music has always been present in my life and therefore, important.

this song by PT talks about a new of making music, that I consider a blasphemy! Music can't be stopped and it shouldn't come in pills.. the vibration you feel when you are listening to a song that you like... or even stronger, when you're in a concert..

ok, I've only been to a concert once.,.. but I'll never forget what I felt that night...
I write about this 'cause I've been meeting new bands, which is always exciting

I'm in class right now and the teacher is talking about sonething I couldn't care less...

Going home this weekend...
hope everything works out fine...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

SOY ELECTRONICA

Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
El botón color caramelo me miro
El botón color caramelo me miro
Tengo subwoofer
Tengo palm
Tengo zapatillas raras
Y uso laptop

Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Voy a la disco me subo a la tarima
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea
Porque soy electronico
Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Soy Electrónico

Tengo cool edit y uso fruity loops
fruity loops fruity loops
fruity fruity fruity loops
Porque soy electronico
Tech machine Tech machine
Tony Mass Dj Wask Dj Wask
Soy amigo de cabezas

Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Uso el reason
No se me va en collera Uso el reason
No se me va en collera
Crackeo programas
Porque soy electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea
Porque soy electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico
Voy al riesco en mi City Car
No hago fila Tomo mineral
Saludo a Marciano En el bar
Y quedo solo Hablando weas

Porque soy electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico
Tengo fonos cuaticos Tengo fonos cromados
Tengo fonos cromados Porque soy electronico
Tengo fonos cromados Porque soy electronico

Tengo sed tengo sed
Quiero mineral quiero mineral
de 3 lucas quiero mineral
de 3 lucas quiero mineral
de 3 lucas

Porque soy electronico
Cecilia Amenabar y Gustavo Cerati
Son mis amigos
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea
Oh que estuvo weno el loop


ok.. esta es la cancion mas idiota que voy a subir..


ultimamente me he sentido electronica... y segun la nueva version de la cancion que habla del fotolog y weas varias, me puse a pensar:

tengo flog
tengo 2 blogs, y creo que hare otro
tengo facebook
tagged

mis fonos son cuaticos...


y si apareciera otra cosa como esas, creo que me crearia una..

han sentido fiebre tecnologica??
yo si!
eso...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Freak on a Leash

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Somethings raped and taken from me... from me.
Lifes got to always be messing with me. (you wanna see the light)
Cant they chill and let me be free? (so do I)
Cant I take away all this pain. (you wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes its my life I cant taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
Youll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (you wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (so do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (you wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes its my life I cant taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
Youll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me

So...fight! something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.
Part of me...Part of me...Part of me...Oh...



I loved the unplugged version with amy lee..


I post it because that's the way I fell right now...



Comments??


NONE...


Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
und dann sag, dass du mich liebst
Ich weiß genau, es ist nicht Wahr
doch ich spüre keinen Unterschied
wenn du dich mir hingibst...

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach mir ruhig etwas vor
ich vergesse was passiert ist
und ich hoffe und ich träume
ich hätt dich noch nicht verloren

es ist mir total egal,
ob du wirklich etwas fühlst
...tu was du willst

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
ist es auch das letzte Mal
lass uns den Moment des Abschieds noch verzögern
Lass mich jetzt noch nicht allein mit meiner Qual

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach mir ruhig etwas vor
Wenn du willst kannst du dann gehen
Aber denk dran ohne dich,
ohne dich bin ich verloren...

Es ist mir absolut egal
ob du nurnoch mit mir spielst
Tu was du willst

Mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu und küss mich


to all those who don't know german...
the song is about someone who tells someone to close his/her eyes and kiss him/her... that it doesnt matter it she/he says i love you and it's not true... that he/she doesnt care if she/he is playing with him/her... but that he or she must think that without him/or her/ she or he is lost.

things that a 21st century independent woman shouldn't say or think... but I do...

CONFUSED AS HELL...


waiting for the long weekend to see what happens...
best wishes
Molks xxx

The Kill, 30 seconds to Mars

The Kill
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with
if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
Youre killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ahOh, ohAh, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

I wanted to post this song a long time ago... I didnt know the name of the band nor the name of the song... If you remember Jared Leto from Requiem for a Dream.. you might like it... hes the singer... and hes fit! lol
I know its very Emo... but I like it anyway..

my blog looks different because I need to cahnge some things about myself, as I wrote in the previous post.
and I really need to find my way again.. Im a bit lost and I hate it.
what else??


I have to keep studying...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Tell me where did you sleep last night

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

Tell me where did you sleep last night.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through

Her husband, was a hard working man,

Just about a mile from here.

His head was found in a driving wheel,

But his body never was found.

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

me where did you sleep last night.

the pines, in the pines,

the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

Tell me where did you sleep last night.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine

.I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

In the pines, …the pines,……… sun,……….shine.

Im not very sure why Im uploading this song... maybe beacuse I really like it, a friend of mine lent me the cd, last week was Kurt Cobains death anniversary...

Ive got a problem with myself.... Its the part of me that believes that everyone should listen to me and the world would be better... and it shouldnt be like that, really...

and that pisses me off... hes not part of me anymore, and he shouldnt do anything for me unless he really wants to. the thing is that Im always expecting something... that he says something or that he does something... etc.

I really need to change that because its not doing me any good..

and I wanted to know where did he sleep last night...

thats all...

thanks to one people who post..

best wishes

Molks xxx

IDK

Make Damn Sure

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought
you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
In time, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
It says, "Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red.
"You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna bring you down so badly
I just wanna bring you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

fucked is the word that im looking for right now...
my head goes mad and the worst is that I cant help it. Im losing it. Im losing myself. there is only one thing that keeps me alive and I wont say what it is... but its a good one.Ive lost interest in so many things...
BTW, the song is by taking back sundays...
and it tells what I want to do
thats all for today. no one reads this blog anyway.... but its cool to have it... otherwise I would have closed it a looooooooong time ago.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Mercy in You

I still dont feel very well... I'm so sick of everything... I'm about to give up.
too tired to carry on...
too tired to wait for you
too tired of waiting



if I could only find the mercy in him...

Mercy in you (Depeche Mode)

You know what I need
When my heart bleeds
I suffer from greed
A longing to feed
On the mercy in you
I can't conceal
The way I'm healed
The pleasure I feel
When I have to dea
lWith the mercy in you

I would do it all again
Lose my way and fall again
Just so I could call again
On the mercy in you

When here in my mind
I feel inclined
To wrongly treat you unkind
I have faith I will find
The mercy in you
I would lose my way again
Be led hopelessly astray again
Just so I could pray again
For the mercy in you

When here in my mind
I have been blind
Emotionally behind
I have faith I will find
The mercy in you

Officially Dead

that's a bit of a song by Robbie Williams called No Regrets...

I do regret a lot of things...

the thing is... I shouldn't.. it wasn't my fault in the first place.
everytime that I think of doing something... I can't do it because I know I'll regret later... and really that's an awful thing to feel...

feeling preety low and pretty lonely... I leave you the song that has inspired me to write today

No Regrets
Tell me a story
Where we all change
And we'd live our lives together
And not enstranged
I didn't lose my mind
it wasMine to give away
Couldn't stay to watch me cry
You didn't have the time
So I softly slip away...

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt

Sing me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine
I know from the outside
We looked good for eachother
Felt things were going wrong
When you didn't like my mother

I don't want to hate but that's
All you've left me with
A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of
How we all could live

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt
(We've been told you stay up late)
I know they're still talking
(You're far too short to carry weight)
The demons in your head
(Return the videos they're late)
If I could just stop hating you
(Goodbye)
I'd feel sorry for us instead
Remember the photographs
(insane)
The ones where we all laugh
(so lame)
We were having the time of our lives
Well thank you it was a real blast

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt

Write me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine

Everything I wanted to be
everyTime I walked away
Everytime you told me to leave
I just wanted to stay
Every time you looked at me and
Everytime you smiledI felt so vacant you treat me like a child
I loved the way we used to laugh
I loved the way we used to smile
Often I sit down and think of you
For a while
Then it passes by me and I think of
Someone else instead
I guess the love we once had is
Officially dead

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

13

today was horrible... there is a myth with the day 13 and today i felt the curse upon me..


it really was a fucking awful day

i wont mention all the things that happened today... just that if planets have something to do with this... the the whole universe is against me... and its not fair!!!!


im not that bad...
sometimes...



well, i really do think that no one reads this blog anymore, so ill have to promote it once more...

best Wishes
Molks xxx

back

im still alive and im not happy...


at least i have returned to my city!


dunno what's going to happen

Molks xxx

Nothing

ok.. I'm so tired of not having anything to write about...


it's annoying..


I'm ok btw... been going out a lot with a friend of mine... and having a blast everytime we're together.. it's a pity it's not going to last...

just waiting for the time to come back... I miss you, people!!!


Best Wishes
Molks xxx



ps: although we're not together anymore. I send you a valentine's kiss... you're still the best thing that has ever happened to me...

False Memory

hello..
long time wothout writing... honestly, dunno what to write about...
it's a bit frustrating...
i want to talk about the book im reading, it's called false memory, by dean Koontz..

the book has the hypothesis that people can control your mind with the help of some durgs.. and something very misterious, haikus.
haiku is a literature form called poetry from the japanese culture. it has the 5-7-5 verse...
and according to the book the manchurian candidate, people can control your mind just by sayong a haiku...
terrifying..
if you have the chance of reading it.. do it!



Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Words fail me ( Alleine zu Zweit)

Alleine zu zweit
Am Ende der Wahrheit
Am Ende des Lichts
Am Ende der Liebe
Am Ende - da stehst Du
(Im Herzen wird es leerer -
ein Teil geht nun von mir
Nichts hat uberlebt
Wir haben schweigend uns schon lange getrennt
Und mit jedem Tag Wir
Wuchs die Luge unserer Liebe
Und je weiter wir den Weg zusammen gingen
Desto weiter haben wir uns voneinander entfernt

Einsam - gemeinsam
Wir haben verlernt uns neu zu suchen
Die Gewohnheit vernebelt
Die Tragheit erstickt
Der Hochmut macht trunken
Und die Nahe treibt zur Flucht

Tanz - mein Leben - tanz
Tanz mit mir
Tanz mit mir noch einmal
In den puren Rausch der nackten Liebe

Und wenn ich sie (ihn) so sehe
Wenn ich sie (ihn) erlebe
Wenn ich uns betrachte
Etwas hat uberlebt
Und wenn ich Kraft und Hoffnung fande
Wenn ich selbst noch den Glauben an uns hatte
Wenn ich sie (ihn) erreichen konnte
Sie (Ihn) noch einmal fur mich hatte
Wenn die Basis - unser Fundament
Wenn wir uns noch einmal neu entdecken wurden
Wenn sie (er) nur wollte
Ich will!

yesterday I started to write about how I couldn't write...



and it ended up with all the things I'm thinking about...

I'm very confused... dunno what I want...
I suppose it's typical... it's something you have to endure after a break up

I need to go back to my life....


Best Wishes
Molks xxx




la trasuccion no es mia... pero aca va

Solos los dos
Al final de la verdad
Al final de las luces
Al final del amor
Al final - ahí estas tú
(El corazón se vacía una parte se va de mí)
Nada ha sobrevivido
Nos hemos callado por largo tiempo
Y con cada día de ese "Nosotros"
La mentira de nuestro amor creció
Y más allá juntos hemos ido por nuestro camino
Más allá nos hemos alejado

Solos - juntos
Nos hemos olvidado como buscarnos
La costumbre nubla
La indolencia ahoga
El orgullo embriaga
Y la cercanía impulsa a huir

Danza - Mi vida - Danza
Danza conmigo
Danza conmigo otra vez
En el éxtasis puro de amor desnudo

Y si yo la veo
Si yo la vivo
Si nos contemplamos
Algo ha sobrevivido
Y si encuentro fuerza y esperanza
Si yo aún tengo fe en nosotros
Si la pudiera alcanzar
Otra vez la tendría
Si regresáramos a la base - nuestro fundamento
Si otra vez nos llegamos a descubrir
Si sólo ella quisiera...
¡Yo sí!

New Year...

what's this thing about new year??


I hate all the people that starts celebrating and proposing things to do in the new year... WTF!!!
you can start over every day!!


anyway... I'm breaking the routine of playing with the computer till dawn... I'm celebrating with my urban family.. i hope to have fun...

to all of you... my dear readers... have a great time and as always, my best wishes for all of you...


Love, Molks xxx

A Week After...

well..


a week has passed.. ive had a lot of time to think... and i dont always like to think... basically because i get really depressed...
he pensado tanto que ya no se que mas pensar... me he cuestionado tanto que ya no se que es cierto y que conjeturas ha llegado a hacer mi cabeza de mierda...


i didnt mean for this to happen in the first place... when we started to go out, i was determined to say goodbye to him... soemething happened and i couldnt..
now i think that my biggest mistake was loving him too much... more than he deserved maybe...

and now i think that if i am the way i used to be, everything would be ok again... that's the best idea till now...


i accept comments of all kinds...


and I leave you my cartoon which is very cool.. a friend of mine madeit, you can see her drawings in www.fotolog.com/devil_katy

take care and best wishes
Molks xxx

No Distance Left to Run

No Distance Left To Run

It's over
you don't need to tell me
I hope you're with someone
who makes you feel save in your sleeping tonight
I won't kill myself trying to stay in your life
I've got no distance left to run

When you see me,
please,
turn your back and walk away
I don't wanna see you
'cause I know the dreams that you keep
that's where we meet
when you're coming down
think of me here
I've got no distance left to run

-whoo whoo whoo-

It's over
I knew it would end this way
I hope you're with someone
who makes you feel
that this life, is a life
Who settles down,
stays around,
spends more time with you,
I've got no distance left to run



I think the song explains it all.... nothing else to do... nothing else to say....
my thoughts are so confusing right now... I don't want to wake up tomorrow...






please.... my girls from santiago call me... Im in Linares and I really need to talk to you... any or both of you would be even better



Molks xxx

Holiday plus In your Room

In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here

In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave

In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here

Your favourite innocence
Your favourite prize
Your favourite smile
Your favourite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here

In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise
Will you let the fire die down soon
Or will I always be here

Your favourite passion
Your favourite game
Your favourite mirror
Your favourite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
Will I always be here

the song's by Depeche Mode, form the album Songs of Faith and Devotion. nothing else to say... I think it0s very explicit... it's my darkest desire....

ok...
once again Im back in the shithole...
desperate bacuse it's too fucking hot and and Im already bored. i miss loads of people and most of all, I miss concepcion.


nothing has happened as I planned...



this is gonna be a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong summer.... if I survive...


best wishes
Molks xxx