I would tell you about the things they put me through
The pain I've been subjected to
But the Lord himself would blush
The countless feasts laid at my feet
Forbidden fruits for me to eat
But I think your pulse would start to rush

Now I'm not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes

Morality would frown upon
Decency look down upon
The scapegoat fate's made of me
But I promise now, my judge and jurors
My intentions couldn't have been purer
My case is easy to see

I'm not looking for a clearer conscience
Peace of mind after what I've been through
And before we talk of any repentance
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

Now I'm not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes


endless week!!!! and its just tuesday....

I love this song because it totally represents what I do and what generally, people say about me.. you what? I dont give a fuck!

im ok... didnt get the mark I wanted in FCE but im the best of my class anyway...

I really need holidays..
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Today

So, I’ve been going out with this guy I met two years ago. It has been strange in a very particular way, because if we count the days that we have been actually together, it’s less than a week. But we’ve been together for 2 months… and officially a couple 2 weeks ago…
I always said that I didn’t like relationships, that I didn’t like the feeling of “belonging” to someone, that I liked being free, and most of all, that I preferred having an affaire than someone who would end up breaking my heart once again.
I was too scared.
I was and I’m still scared of the unknown.
Am I silly?
No, I’m just a coward.
My best friend asked me if I really liked him… that maybe it was an obsession. I have to say that I wondered that myself, and the final answers are the following:
♥ If I don’t like him, why I get these butterflies everytime I see him, and even when we talk by the phone?
♥ Why I’ve never been able to get rid of him, no matter how much I wanted to forget about him?
♥ Why do I feel so good when I’m with him?
Conclusion: I like him. And with my friends as witnesses, I’ve liked him since the first time we kissed. What scares me the most is that I think that I’m falling in love with him, which is annoying, because I’ve never felt this way before.
It’s strange… why now? And why him? Maybe people could say that I’ve could have chosen better, someone my age or something… but I really don’t care… right now I just want to be by his side, hold him tight, and kiss him goodnight… stroke his hair until he falls asleep, kiss his forehead and rest my head on his chest and fall asleep listening to his breathing….
Is that Love?

Ok,I think I’m Fucked


Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Atlantic, by Keane

"Atlantic"
I hope all my days will be lit by your face
I hope all the years will hold tight our promises
I don't want to be old and sleep alone
An empty house is not a home

I don't want to be old and feel afraid
I don't want to be old and sleep alone
An empty house is not a home
I don't want to be old and feel afraid

And if I need anything at all
I need a place that's hidden in the deep
Where lonely angels sing you to your sleep
Though all the world is broken
I need a place where I can make my bed
A lover's lap where I can lay my head
'Cause now the room is spinning
The day's beginning


that’s all I need right now.,.. just a moment of peace in this chaos... this song’s by Keane by the way...
I’m too stressed to think about something interesting to say... listen to this song, it’s really beautiful...
I don’t know if you feel the same, but there are bands who are perfect for certain period of your life. For example, everytime I like someone, I listen to keane and I feel more likely to fall in love with that person. It happened to me when I got Hopes and Fears, and when I got Under the Iron Sea I felt the same... it’s weird... but then again, music it’s such a wonderful thing, that makes you feel a great variety of things...
I really can’t live without music...
And I can’t live without him...

Best wishes, and leave a fucking post, ok??
Molks xxx

How Could anybody say they know how I feel?

How Could anybody say they know how I feel?

She told me she loved me
which means she must be insane
I’ve had my face dragged
in fifteen miles of shit
and I do not / and I do not
and I do not like it
so how can anybody say
they know how I feel?
the only one around here who is me
is me
They said they respect me
which means
their judgment is crazy
I’ve had my face dragged in fifteen miles of shit
and I do not / and I do not
and I do not like it
so how can anybody say
they know how I feel?
when they are they
and only I am I
He says he wants to befriend me
which means he can’t possibly know me
the voices of the real and the imagined cry:“the future is passing you by
the future is passing you by.”
so how can anybody possibly think they
know how I feel?
everybody look / see pain /walk away
and as for you in your uniform
your smelly uniform
and so you think you can be rude to me
because you wear a uniform
a smelly uniform
and so you think you can be rude to me
but even I / as sick as I am
I would never be you even I / as sick as I am
I would never be youeven I / sick and depraved
a traveler to the grave I would never be you


This is a song by Morrissey, from the Album You Are the Quarry..
Why I chose it? Right now, I don’t know...
It’s a question I have asked myself in uncountable times, after hearing people say “I know how you feel” it’s very irritating, but when you’re having a hard time, it’s difficult to understand and realise that soemone is having a harder time tat you... and so on.
I like this song since the first time I listened to it, which I have to admit that it was very recently. My friend Tamara downloaded the album and I stole it...
About the prob of the previous post.. I’m better now. I feel a mixture of giving the fight and accept the facts that I’ve been lazy.. but seriously, I was really demotivated this year with german. I seriously thought of dropping it. Until the second semester, suddenly I thought that I could do it, I’ve got the ability... I’m just lazy. And all this semester’s events were like the push I needed to go on... and here I am... with a good level of the language (not excellent, but I can pass) and with the regret of missing too much classes and the high possibility of losing the whole fucking year.
That’s the truth.

And that’s all for this week...
I’m taking FCE next week... so I don’t know if I’ll be able to post something... but anyway... I’ll try.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

NCR

ni siquiera tengo ganas de escribir en ingles....


es grave...


la sentencia ha dicho lo siguiente...
NCR en aleman (no cumple requisito)

perdi un puto año...


voy a salir de esa carrera del orto cuando tenga 60 años!!
como mierda fui tan pava??¡¡


eso...


desolacion total...


y tampoco tengo cancion...



igual a nadie le importa..


asi que chao no mas


sus condolencias a los posts por favor

Best Wishes
Molks xxxx

I QUIT!!!!!!!

I'm so fucking tired!!!!!!!!!!!!


and stressed as well...

I've noticed I've got like 4 weeks of classes and 100000000 things to do, 4 BIG exams (two FCE's, ZD and Final Exam in german literature)

thousands of papers, articles, stories, tests... this is going to be another hell month....

an to make it worst... no one posts here!! I havent forgotten this blog, even though I've got a new one...

take care and best wishes... I hope to have at least one post... since in the last song there wasn't any...


Molks xxx

You're The Reason I'm Leaving

Some granite wall
Numbs our bones, numbs our all
As we sit on skinny hands
Nothing to say, nothing at all
I don't know you and I don't want to
You're so awkward just like me
But I don't care
You're the reason I'm leaving
I'd no idea that in four years
I'd be hanging from a beam
behind the door of number ten
Singing fare thee well
I am leaving
Yes I leave it all to you
You're the reason I'm leaving
As we ride along under an optimistic sun
The radio sings that Everybody song by rem
And Here I Am Fighting Fighting
Yes I'm Fighting not to cry
And that's another reason
Why I oughtta hate you like I do
Like I do
I'm the reason you're leaving


Things have gotten a bit better... I’m still nervous about my presentation tomorrow....
I really like this song because it’s a bit of a hate song but without being too rude, and that’s is to be politically correct... sometimes it’s necessary not being rude the whole time like I do...


I SERIOUSLY don’t know what to write... my stock of songs to write about is empty right now..
But for all those who were worried, don’t be... I’m ok... JUST SHIT SCARED ABOUT TOMORROW!

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Drown With Me

Drown With Me

So you have been of use
And you have been abused
You know you look pale today
Your lipstick has gone astray

You sold out and lost your looks
You gave away all your books
(You should drown with me)
Your coil has been wound up tight
Unwind it with me tonight
(You should drown with me)

Tyre tracks Fresh on the ground
Where she will be found
Held under the water
Resting there in a stream
View from the cold water
Buried in green
Orange filter sky

Your drowning in family there
When will you come up for air
(You should drown with me)
Don't feel you let 'em down
Cos they have already drowned
(You should drown with me)

I wanted to write this song since a long time... I get a lot of memories with it... it makes me think of a really good friend of mine; because porcupine tree is his favourite band.
It’s the first time I read the lyrics... what do I think it means?? It’s about letting people down, and about how you shouldn’t care about it..
It doesn’t matter if you’re letting someone down as long as you feel you’re doing the right thing. It’s a bit harsh.. but how many times you have given up on something you wanted, just because other people told you not to do it? If I had followed other people’s opinion.. I wouldn’t be studying what I’m studying and I wouldn’t be with Him... you have to drown all that kind of people somehow.... just listen to your mind, and it will tell you exactly what to do...

I’m not very well for all those who want to know... I’m very stressed and worried about 1000 things to do... I didn’t do very well in 2 exams... tomorrow I’ve got another one... and he hasn’t texted me very much... he doesn’t remember that I exist I think..

I’ll try to write something happier next week... but that’ll depend on a lot of things...
Best wishes,Molks xxx

Pure Morning...

Pure morning
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend with weed is better
A friend with breast and all the rest
A friend who's dressed in leather
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend who'll tease is better
Our thoughts compressed
Which makes us blessed
And makes for stormy weather

A friend in need's a friend indeed
My Japanese is better
And when she's pressed she will undress
And then she's boxing clever
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend who bleeds is better
My friend confessed she passed the test
And we will never sever

Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Pure morning
Pure morning
Pure morning

A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend who'll tease is better
Our thoughts compressed
Which makes us blessed
And makes for stormy weather
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend who bleeds is better
My friend confessed she passed the test
And we will never sever

Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Pure morning
Pure morning
Pure morning
A friend in need's a friend indeed
My Japanese is better
And when she's pressed she will undress
And then she's boxing clever
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend with weed is better
A friend with breast and all the rest
A friend who's dressed in leather

I really didn’t know what song I was going to talk about... coz the one I wanted, I don’t have the lyrics...
So.. Pure Morning... song from 1998, from the Without You I’m Nothing album by Placebo (for a change)
My greatest friend dedicated this song to me in 2004... and even though I fell a bit tired of it... it means a lot.. and it’s like our compromise of friendship... and in spite of the rest of my friends ( whom I love too, of course) she’s like my most important... there’s a moment in your life in which you have a brother or sister... and I have to say that she’s my sister.. she’s been my sister for a long time and i hope she keeps being my sister till the day I die. Pali, this one is for you...
These 3 weeks have been really tough, I’ve been feeling a bit lost, tired and all those things... but I’m going home, I’m going to see my family, my friend and last but not least... I’m going to see HIM...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

haemoglobin

Haemoglobin

I was hanging from a tree
Unaccustomed to such violence
Jesus looking down on me
I'm prepared for one big silence

How'd I ever end up here
Must be through some lack of kindness
And it seemed to dawn on me
Haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

At the time they cut me free
I was brimming with defiance
Doctors looking down on me
Breaking every law of science

How'd I ever end up here
A latent strain of color blindness
Then it seemed to dawn on me
Haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground

As they drag me to my feet
I was filled with incoherence
Theories of conspiracy
The whole world wants my disappearance

I'll go fighting nail and teeth
You've never seen such perseverance
Gonna make you scared of me
'Cause haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go.


Ok... back in hell..
I simply love this song... it has such strength, power, willing of living.. all the things I’m lacking right now...
I’m so tired, dissapointed, sick of everything and almost everyone.
I want to believe that everything will change someday... but I’m not so sure of it... it’s like, everytime a part of your life gets better, the other falls down espectacularly to pieces. Maybe I have to sacrifice that thing to get the other... but it seems like I can’t have both... I said I was going to fight... but I just can’t find the tools right now... I’m tired... so tired... I wish not to wake up tomorrow, I don’t care, I’m done with all this...
Dunno what else to say...

Best Wishes for you all
Molks xxx

You don't care about us

If it's a bad day,
you try to suffocate.
Another memory, scarred.
If it's a bad case,
then you accelerate,
you're in the getaway car

.You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us.

If it's a bad case,
you're on the rampage
.Another memory, scarred
.You're at the wrong place,
you're on the back page,
You're in the getaway car

.You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us.

It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage

You're too complicated,
we should separate it.
You're just confiscated,
you're exasperating.
This degeneration,
mental masturbation.
Think I'll leave it all behind
Save this bleeding heart of mine
It's a matter of trust X4

Because
You don't care about us X4
It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage


I really like this song.. dunno why I’m posting it today.. maybe because I’ve got an age problem... which has brought me more problems... that’s why it’s my rage.
And he doesn’t care about us either.. so why I keep on this?... I seriously don’t know... the most sensible thing to do is leaving it all behind and save this bleeding heart of mine. I hate feeling like this. sometimes I hate him. I hate the way he can change my mood... I said before that I was going to get rid of him... but til now... I haven’t. And it’s not because I don’t want to, it’s because I can’t. Well.. this weekend I might see him.. I mean I have to.. he’s got some of my cds and I need them... I hope I can tell him the way I feel, and stop all this....
Have a nice looooooong weekend.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Outsiders

We've seen some change
But we're still outsiders
If everybody's here
Then hell knows
We ride alone

I've seen some years
But you're still my Caesar
With everything I feel
I feel you've already been here
The only difference is all I see is now all that I've seen
It's bright on the outside
The bright love the dark side
I know it's obvious
But sometimes
You just have to say it
So you don't feel so weak
About being such a freak
Or alone
In seventeen years
Will you still be Camille
Lee Miller, Gala or whatever
You know what I mean, yeah
Love'll die
Lovers fade
But you still remain there
Squeezing in your fingers
What it means for me to be
The only difference is what might be is now what might have been
When you saw me sleeping
You thought I was dreaming of you
I didn't tell you
That the only dream
Is Valium for me
The only difference is that
What Might Be Is NOW


Good day to you all… this is another song by FF… it’s called outsiders... the tune is awesome, I love the sound of the drums.
There’s one phrase of the song that captivated me when I first listened to it. “Love will die, Lovers fade, but you still remain there” meaning no matter how many people you love, someone will always be there and for me those are my friends. As I’ve written before my friends are the most important thing for me…
I’d love to write more, but I’ve got phonetics homework to do, study for my German test, and write a story about Vanity Fair… has anyone seen that movie? It’s very good…
Well, that’s all… take care… dunno what song is coming next…
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

You Could (always) Have it So Much Better!!

You Could Have It So Much Better
The last message you sent
Said I looked really down
That I oughtta come over
And talk about it
Well I wasn't down
I just wasn't smiling at you
As I look at us now it seems
That your slapping my back
as if it's all alright
but it's not
I'm trying to get up
But you're pushing me down
Yeah you're pushing me down

So I'll get on my own

Now there's some grinning goon
On my TV screen
Telling us all that
It's alright because
She wears this and
He said that and
If you get some of these
It'll all be alright
Yeah if you get some of these
It'll all be alright
Well I refuse
To be a cynical goon
Passing the masses
An easy answer
Because it won't be alright
Oh no it won't be alright
It won't be alright

Unless you get up
Come on and get up

Well I'm just a voice in your earpiece
Telling you no
It's not alright
You know you could have it so much better
You could have it so much better
If you tried


This song is great, it is meant to be the antithesis of the slogan “you never had it so good” according to an interview I read.
This is my attitude nowadays... never to feel satisfied, knowing that I can do it better.. am I obsessed?? NO, I just want to be the best in what I do.
It also gives me energy, the tune is quite catchy, especially when you’re going on the fucking bus to Uni... that’s why I love FF so much,they’re amazing.. I really hope they come back soon... A very good friend of mine went to the Reading Festival, when they were presentating... I can’t help hating him, because he doesn’t like them, so he didn’t enjoyed it at all... I wish I could have been there... at least he’s sending me the pictures and some videos he got me... I appreciate a lot the fact that he took some pics just for me.. thank you!!!!!!!!!!
Dunno was noch to say...
I’m a bit lost, now that I don’t have a specific album to write about, but I think the next song is by FF too...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx


*sobre el post anterior: me dio la wea cuando estaba hablando con mi amigo que fue a ver FF, me estruje el cerebro tratando de entender por que esta tan lejos, y por que estan todos lejos. Tengo muy buenos amigos aqui, pero igual se siente raro sin algunas personas con las que solia pasar mucho tiempo... haciendo nada pero a la vez, añadiendo paginas a nuestra historia. Solo el destino tiene las respuestas de los por que... el destino quiso que nos encontraramos en un random place para despues separarnos... y quizas encontrarnos en otro random place... ojala sea pronto... me carga la incertidumbre de no saber cuando.
Si preocupe a algunas de mis lectoras regulares (Caty o Romi), lo siento... pero aca esta la explicacion. (dudo que otras personas aparte de uds. Pase por aqui...) En la casa esta todo bien...
Aprovecho de pasar el dato: TENGO 5 GATOS! La prostituta de mi gata ya los tuvo... no los he visto, pero segun mi mama estan todos bien y lindas las cagas esas... no se si mi familia va a querer alguno... la loca de mi hermana los quiere todos... pero.. SI ALGUIEN QUIERE UN GATO ME AVISA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O mi perrito lindo se volvera loco...


Eso.. ahora si que si... Auf Wiedersehen! xxx

Y ahora que?? (tercera parte)

estaba todo bien y de repente me vino otra vez...

estaba todo tan bien...

es solo una caida momentanea... pero puta que dolio...

por qué estás tan lejos y a la vez tan cerca?

lejos geograficamente

cerca mentalmente...

te extraño caleta... no tienes idea

por lo menos siento que tambien me hechas de menos...

te quiero mucho...

eso queria decir... ojala reciba algun puto post!

estoy bien... ya pasara...

y ahora si que el prox. post es FF... creo que es I'm your Villain o YCHISMB...

Best Wishes

Molks xxx

Good Work if you can get it.....

Scheisse

aburrida....




hoy es uno de los pocos dias en que odio concepcion....
quiero ver a mis amigos... los extraño mucho!!!!


ahora voy a salir... me sacan a pasear....



hasta la prox y no se que wea voy a escribir desdues

best wishes
Molks xxx

The Start of Something Beautiful

Always in my thoughts you are
Always in my dreams you are
I got your voice on tape, I got your spirit in a photograph
Always out of reach you are
Cold inside my arms you are
Simple like a child you are
I remember when you took my hand and led me through the rain
Down inside my soul you are

The more I show the way I feel
The less I find you give a damn
The more I get to know
The less I find that I understand
Innocent, the time we spent
Forgot to mention we're good friends
You thought it was the start of something beautiful?
Well think again.

Mother lost her looks for you
Father never wanted you
I trust to love and then I find you never really felt the same
There's something in your heart so cruel

This song is by a band called Porcupine Tree, the album is Deadwing from 2005 if you’re interested...
I like this song because it’s like me, the more I show the way I feel to someone the less I find he cares... Sometimes I get confused and I start feeling things I shouldn’t for some people. And when I think something magical is happening, suddenly I realise it’s not true, it’s all in my head... and I was thinking it was the start of something beautiful...
Lately, I’ve been recovering of that “disease” the last time it hasppened, I told myself that I always did those kind of things so it wasn’t real.. and it went away... as simple as that... I’m glad... otherwise, I would be crazier now...
Well.. I can’t think of anything interesting to write... so I’ll leave it here... dunno what song will be next.. I think it’s FF... but I’m not sure...
Take care and don’t forget to post...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Good Work if you can get it...

Come on Home

Although my lover lives in a place that I can't live
I kind of find I like a life this lonely
It rips and pierces me in places I can't see
I love the rip of nerves, the rip that wakes me
So I'm dissatisfied, I love dissatisfied
I love to feel there's always more that I need

So come on home

You're where you want to be, I'm where I want to be
Caught up chasing everything I've ever wanted
I replace you easily, replace pathetically
I flirt with any flighty thing that falls my way
But how I needed you, when I needed you
Let's not forget we are so strong, so bloody strong

Come on home

Blue light falls upon your perfect skin
Falls, and you draw back again
Falls, and this is how I fell
And I can not forget this
And I can not forget this

Come on home
So come on home
But don't forget to leave

Hallo hallo!!!
I told you I was going to write other songs, not by Placebo.. this one is by Franz Ferdinand (FF for short)... from the first album... A friend told me once that FF was a band with a weak first record and an excellent second record... I agree to a certain point, I love the first album and without it, the second one would have never been so great as it is...
I love this song, is fucking amazing... maybe musically speaking is simple and all that... but the lyrics... they’re so like me...
I kinda find I like a life this lonely... I’m always complaining aout being alone and single and whatever, the truth is that I like being alone... I can’t see myself tied to someone... dunno how much I could stand it without turning into a psycho.. and the thought of becoming a psycho freaks me out.. so I prefer being alone... and I’m liking it, you know? I never thought of liking this situation, but right now I’m loving it! And I’m chasing everything I’ve ever wanted, I’m having the time of my life with my friends, though I miss a lot of them who are away from here... sometimes I really think it’s a blunder that this country is so long... everything is so far away... but I don’t forget that we’re so strong, so bloddy strong...

That’s all I can say.. Ich habe viele Sachen zu machen...
Take care and I’ll see you soon
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: I confess my weakness... I couldn't stick to what I wrote in the last post... but i don't regret it and that's what counts... right?

Song to say Goodbye

song to say goodbye

you are one of god’s mistakes
you crying, tragic waste of skin
I’m well aware of how it aches
And you still won’t let me in
Now I’m breaking down your door
To try and save your swollen face
Though I don’t like you anymore
You lying trying waste of space

Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of tose
Blessed with lucky sevens
And the voice that made me cry
My oh my

You were mother nature’s son
Someone to whom I could relate
Your needle and your damage done
Remains a sordid twist of fate
Now I’m trying to wake you up
To pull you from the liquid sky
‘cause if I don’t we’ll both end up
with just your song to say goodbye
my oh my

a song to say goodbye

a song to say
before our innocence was lost
you were always one of tose
blessed with lucky sevens
and the voice that made me cry

a song to say goodbye...

this is why I love this album... because I can feel every song; this one for example, it tells how I feel right now... I have to say goodbye to someone who’s fucking with my Brain, whose voice makes me cry and everything he does. I’m sorry for all this, but I can’t do it anymore.. I know that finally I had the approval of all my friends... I thought he would do me some well... but he hasn’t and he won’t... after all, we just have our song to say goodbye. I still like him, though... but I can’t stand feeling like this for someone who doesn’t even like me, respect me and valuate me at all...
maybe someday he will realise that he could have had everything he had ever wanted with me, and regret for losing the chance... as some other guy did last year... but, this is the last time I write about you in this blog... or at least with good feelings.. I wish you the best for your future; but seriously, next time you call me, I won’t be there... I just need to get the cd’s I lent you...
enough of this.. I greet the friend I met this weekend after a looooooong time without seeing them, I’m so glad that there weren’t empty spaces between us... I love you my girls!!!!!

As I said before, this is the last dong of MEDS, but I’ll be writing about other songs now...
Best wishes
Molks xxx

In the cold light of morning...

In the cold light of morning

In the cold light of morning
While everyone’s yawning
You’re high
In the cold light of morning
The party gets boring
You’re high
As your skin starts a scratching
Wave yesterday’s actions goodbye
Forget past indiscretions and stolen possessions
You’re high
In the cold light…

In the cold light of morning
While everyone´s yawning you’re high
In the cold light of morning
You’re drunk sick from whoring and high
Staring back from the mirror
A face that you don’t recognise
It’s a loser, a sinner, a cock in a dildo’s disguise
In the cold light…

Tomorrow…

As your skin starts a scratching
Wave yesterday’s actions goodbye
Forget past indiscretions and stolen possessions
You’re high
In the cold light of day
Tomorrow´s only a kettle whistle… away
In the cold light of day…


Hello once again…
This song is the one that gives the name to this blog, I’m sure that someday I’ll be sued for using the name…
Well, the song is beautiful. It’s got a lot of influence from Leonard Cohen if you think about it… the thing I like the most is that, (from my point of view) is the story of an end of a party, and therefore, the end of a story… and morning might be the start of a brand new day, but here it means the end of something, that’s why maybe it’s cold…
And the kettle whistle… means, breakfast… the natural symbol of breakfast, and of course that the day has begun… sad song to be honest…

I remind you, reader, that these are just my thoughts, it’s not the personal thinking of the band or anything like it… it’s just what I feel…

That’s all… Next time I’ll be writing about the last song and that will conclude my revision of Meds…
Take care and see you soon
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

I'm one of a kind!

One of a Kind

On top of the world you get nothing done
Talk is cold and burns like the sun
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause the top of the world is where I’m from
the back of the class is where I was
keeping quiet, playing dumb
can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause the back of the class is where I’m from

and I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

I’m on a race and it’s killing time
I don’t need yours I’ll keep it with mine
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause I’m on a race and I’m doing fine, thank you
two of a kind and no one home
I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause one of a kind is all I own

and I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

Out of the womb and into the void
I wanna try but I get annoyed
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause I’m out of the womb and into the void

I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am (x2)

On top of the world you get nothing done



This is the other song that I first said “don’t think I’ll like it” and it turned out to be the contrary.
This song represents me a lot... quite a lot, especially “the back of the class is where I was, keeping quiet playing dumb” I never did anything in high school, I didn’t want to be noticed too. I wanted to keep a low profile to avoid teasing and all that. My classmates never understood me, just my friends. And I’m glad... because I never liked them anyway, and I never felt part of the class...
The other bit that I like is “I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone” that represents life in general, you might think there will always be someone by your side, but no... you were born alone and you’ll die alone... it’ll sound stupid but it is described in the movie Titanic, when Rose says that she felt she was screaming in a crowded room and no one paid attention to her. Dunno if any of you will remember...
“I don’t need yours, I’ll keep it with mine” it’s a way to get rid of things that aren’t necessary, facing things alone... which sucks, but someday you have to grow up and realise that you have to live for yourself and become independent (erwachsen, lol)
the reason why I like this song is because I am one of a kind!, I’ve got a gift and I hope to develop it in this race in which I’m still doing fine, THANK YOU...

to end with this post, thanks to all the people who have posted lately, and if Nullmensch is around here... Who are you?? You posted in my friend Motoko’s blog saying that you got there through my blog...
that’s all
next one is In the cold light of morning.. and only 2 songs to go!!!! After I finish with meds, I’ll keep writing about songs, I’ll give a rest to Placebo...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx