Wednesday, August 30, 2006

You Could (always) Have it So Much Better!!

You Could Have It So Much Better
The last message you sent
Said I looked really down
That I oughtta come over

And talk about it
Well I wasn't down
I just wasn't smiling at you
As I look at us now it seems
That your slapping my back
as if it's all alright
but it's not
I'm trying to get up
But you're pushing me down
Yeah you're pushing me down

So I'll get on my own

Now there's some grinning goon
On my TV screen
Telling us all that
It's alright because
She wears this and
He said that and
If you get some of these
It'll all be alright
Yeah if you get some of these
It'll all be alright
Well I refuse
To be a cynical goon
Passing the masses
An easy answer
Because it won't be alright
Oh no it won't be alright
It won't be alright

Unless you get up
Come on and get up

Well I'm just a voice in your earpiece
Telling you no
It's not alright
You know you could have it so much better
You could have it so much better
If you tried


This song is great, it is meant to be the antithesis of the slogan “you never had it so good” according to an interview I read.
This is my attitude nowadays... never to feel satisfied, knowing that I can do it better.. am I obsessed?? NO, I just want to be the best in what I do.
It also gives me energy, the tune is quite catchy, especially when you’re going on the fucking bus to Uni... that’s why I love FF so much,they’re amazing.. I really hope they come back soon... A very good friend of mine went to the Reading Festival, when they were presentating... I can’t help hating him, because he doesn’t like them, so he didn’t enjoyed it at all... I wish I could have been there... at least he’s sending me the pictures and some videos he got me... I appreciate a lot the fact that he took some pics just for me.. thank you!!!!!!!!!!
Dunno was noch to say...
I’m a bit lost, now that I don’t have a specific album to write about, but I think the next song is by FF too...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx


*sobre el post anterior: me dio la wea cuando estaba hablando con mi amigo que fue a ver FF, me estruje el cerebro tratando de entender por que esta tan lejos, y por que estan todos lejos. Tengo muy buenos amigos aqui, pero igual se siente raro sin algunas personas con las que solia pasar mucho tiempo... haciendo nada pero a la vez, añadiendo paginas a nuestra historia. Solo el destino tiene las respuestas de los por que... el destino quiso que nos encontraramos en un random place para despues separarnos... y quizas encontrarnos en otro random place... ojala sea pronto... me carga la incertidumbre de no saber cuando.
Si preocupe a algunas de mis lectoras regulares (Caty o Romi), lo siento... pero aca esta la explicacion. (dudo que otras personas aparte de uds. Pase por aqui...) En la casa esta todo bien...
Aprovecho de pasar el dato: TENGO 5 GATOS! La prostituta de mi gata ya los tuvo... no los he visto, pero segun mi mama estan todos bien y lindas las cagas esas... no se si mi familia va a querer alguno... la loca de mi hermana los quiere todos... pero.. SI ALGUIEN QUIERE UN GATO ME AVISA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O mi perrito lindo se volvera loco...


Eso.. ahora si que si... Auf Wiedersehen! xxx

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Y ahora que?? (tercera parte)

estaba todo bien y de repente me vino otra vez...
estaba todo tan bien...
es solo una caida momentanea... pero puta que dolio...
por qué estás tan lejos y a la vez tan cerca?
lejos geograficamente
cerca mentalmente...
te extraño caleta... no tienes idea
por lo menos siento que tambien me hechas de menos...
te quiero mucho...
eso queria decir... ojala reciba algun puto post!
estoy bien... ya pasara...
y ahora si que el prox. post es FF... creo que es I'm your Villain o YCHISMB...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx
Good Work if you can get it.....

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Scheisse

aburrida....




hoy es uno de los pocos dias en que odio concepcion....
quiero ver a mis amigos... los extraño mucho!!!!


ahora voy a salir... me sacan a pasear....



hasta la prox y no se que wea voy a escribir desdues

best wishes
Molks xxx

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

The Start of Something Beautiful

Always in my thoughts you are
Always in my dreams you are
I got your voice on tape, I got your spirit in a photograph
Always out of reach you are
Cold inside my arms you are
Simple like a child you are
I remember when you took my hand and led me through the rain
Down inside my soul you are

The more I show the way I feel
The less I find you give a damn
The more I get to know
The less I find that I understand
Innocent, the time we spent
Forgot to mention we're good friends
You thought it was the start of something beautiful?
Well think again.

Mother lost her looks for you
Father never wanted you
I trust to love and then I find you never really felt the same
There's something in your heart so cruel

This song is by a band called Porcupine Tree, the album is Deadwing from 2005 if you’re interested...
I like this song because it’s like me, the more I show the way I feel to someone the less I find he cares... Sometimes I get confused and I start feeling things I shouldn’t for some people. And when I think something magical is happening, suddenly I realise it’s not true, it’s all in my head... and I was thinking it was the start of something beautiful...
Lately, I’ve been recovering of that “disease” the last time it hasppened, I told myself that I always did those kind of things so it wasn’t real.. and it went away... as simple as that... I’m glad... otherwise, I would be crazier now...
Well.. I can’t think of anything interesting to write... so I’ll leave it here... dunno what song will be next.. I think it’s FF... but I’m not sure...
Take care and don’t forget to post...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx









Good Work if you can get it...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Come on Home

Although my lover lives in a place that I can't live
I kind of find I like a life this lonely
It rips and pierces me in places I can't see
I love the rip of nerves, the rip that wakes me
So I'm dissatisfied, I love dissatisfied
I love to feel there's always more that I need

So come on home

You're where you want to be, I'm where I want to be
Caught up chasing everything I've ever wanted
I replace you easily, replace pathetically
I flirt with any flighty thing that falls my way
But how I needed you, when I needed you
Let's not forget we are so strong, so bloody strong

Come on home

Blue light falls upon your perfect skin
Falls, and you draw back again
Falls, and this is how I fell
And I can not forget this
And I can not forget this

Come on home
So come on home
But don't forget to leave


Hallo hallo!!!
I told you I was going to write other songs, not by Placebo.. this one is by Franz Ferdinand (FF for short)... from the first album... A friend told me once that FF was a band with a weak first record and an excellent second record... I agree to a certain point, I love the first album and without it, the second one would have never been so great as it is...
I love this song, is fucking amazing... maybe musically speaking is simple and all that... but the lyrics... they’re so like me...
I kinda find I like a life this lonely... I’m always complaining aout being alone and single and whatever, the truth is that I like being alone... I can’t see myself tied to someone... dunno how much I could stand it without turning into a psycho.. and the thought of becoming a psycho freaks me out.. so I prefer being alone... and I’m liking it, you know? I never thought of liking this situation, but right now I’m loving it! And I’m chasing everything I’ve ever wanted, I’m having the time of my life with my friends, though I miss a lot of them who are away from here... sometimes I really think it’s a blunder that this country is so long... everything is so far away... but I don’t forget that we’re so strong, so bloddy strong...

That’s all I can say.. Ich habe viele Sachen zu machen...
Take care and I’ll see you soon
Best Wishes
Molks xxx


P.S.: I confess my weakness... I couldn't stick to what I wrote in the last post... but i don't regret it and that's what counts... right?

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Song to say Goodbye

song to say goodbye

you are one of god’s mistakes
you crying, tragic waste of skin
I’m well aware of how it aches
And you still won’t let me in
Now I’m breaking down your door
To try and save your swollen face
Though I don’t like you anymore
You lying trying waste of space

Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of tose
Blessed with lucky sevens
And the voice that made me cry
My oh my


You were mother nature’s son
Someone to whom I could relate
Your needle and your damage done
Remains a sordid twist of fate
Now I’m trying to wake you up
To pull you from the liquid sky
‘cause if I don’t we’ll both end up
with just your song to say goodbye
my oh my

a song to say goodbye

a song to say
before our innocence was lost
you were always one of tose
blessed with lucky sevens
and the voice that made me cry

a song to say
goodbye...

this is why I love this album... because I can feel every song; this one for example, it tells how I feel right now... I have to say goodbye to someone who’s fucking with my Brain, whose voice makes me cry and everything he does. I’m sorry for all this, but I can’t do it anymore.. I know that finally I had the approval of all my friends... I thought he would do me some well... but he hasn’t and he won’t... after all, we just have our song to say goodbye. I still like him, though... but I can’t stand feeling like this for someone who doesn’t even like me, respect me and valuate me at all...
maybe someday he will realise that he could have had everything he had ever wanted with me, and regret for losing the chance... as some other guy did last year... but, this is the last time I write about you in this blog... or at least with good feelings.. I wish you the best for your future; but seriously, next time you call me, I won’t be there... I just need to get the cd’s I lent you...
enough of this.. I greet the friend I met this weekend after a looooooong time without seeing them, I’m so glad that there weren’t empty spaces between us... I love you my girls!!!!!

As I said before, this is the last dong of MEDS, but I’ll be writing about other songs now...
Best wishes
Molks xxx

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

In the cold light of morning...

In the cold light of morning

In the cold light of morning
While everyone’s yawning
You’re high
In the cold light of morning
The party gets boring
You’re high
As your skin starts a scratching
Wave yesterday’s actions goodbye
Forget past indiscretions and stolen possessions
You’re high
In the cold light…

In the cold light of morning
While everyone´s yawning you’re high
In the cold light of morning
You’re drunk sick from whoring and high
Staring back from the mirror
A face that you don’t recognise
It’s a loser, a sinner, a cock in a dildo’s disguise
In the cold light…

Tomorrow…

As your skin starts a scratching
Wave yesterday’s actions goodbye
Forget past indiscretions and stolen possessions
You’re high
In the cold light of day
Tomorrow´s only a kettle whistle… away
In the cold light of day…


Hello once again…
This song is the one that gives the name to this blog, I’m sure that someday I’ll be sued for using the name…
Well, the song is beautiful. It’s got a lot of influence from Leonard Cohen if you think about it… the thing I like the most is that, (from my point of view) is the story of an end of a party, and therefore, the end of a story… and morning might be the start of a brand new day, but here it means the end of something, that’s why maybe it’s cold…
And the kettle whistle… means, breakfast… the natural symbol of breakfast, and of course that the day has begun… sad song to be honest…

I remind you, reader, that these are just my thoughts, it’s not the personal thinking of the band or anything like it… it’s just what I feel…

That’s all… Next time I’ll be writing about the last song and that will conclude my revision of Meds…
Take care and see you soon
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Monday, August 07, 2006

I'm one of a kind!

One of a Kind

On top of the world you get nothing done
Talk is cold and burns like the sun
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause the top of the world is where I’m from
the back of the class is where I was
keeping quiet, playing dumb
can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause the back of the class is where I’m from

and I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

I’m on a race and it’s killing time
I don’t need yours I’ll keep it with mine
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause I’m on a race and I’m doing fine, thank you
two of a kind and no one home
I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause one of a kind is all I own

and I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

Out of the womb and into the void
I wanna try but I get annoyed
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause I’m out of the womb and into the void

I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am (x2)

On top of the world you get nothing done




This is the other song that I first said “don’t think I’ll like it” and it turned out to be the contrary.
This song represents me a lot... quite a lot, especially “the back of the class is where I was, keeping quiet playing dumb” I never did anything in high school, I didn’t want to be noticed too. I wanted to keep a low profile to avoid teasing and all that. My classmates never understood me, just my friends. And I’m glad... because I never liked them anyway, and I never felt part of the class...
The other bit that I like is “I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone” that represents life in general, you might think there will always be someone by your side, but no... you were born alone and you’ll die alone... it’ll sound stupid but it is described in the movie Titanic, when Rose says that she felt she was screaming in a crowded room and no one paid attention to her. Dunno if any of you will remember...
“I don’t need yours, I’ll keep it with mine” it’s a way to get rid of things that aren’t necessary, facing things alone... which sucks, but someday you have to grow up and realise that you have to live for yourself and become independent (erwachsen, lol)
the reason why I like this song is because I am one of a kind!, I’ve got a gift and I hope to develop it in this race in which I’m still doing fine, THANK YOU...

to end with this post, thanks to all the people who have posted lately, and if Nullmensch is around here... Who are you?? You posted in my friend Motoko’s blog saying that you got there through my blog...
that’s all
next one is In the cold light of morning.. and only 2 songs to go!!!! After I finish with meds, I’ll keep writing about songs, I’ll give a rest to Placebo...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Friday, August 04, 2006

Ich weiss nicht

No se que escribir.. una amiga me dijo que cambiara el post, y como no venia con nada preparado... vomitare lo que he estado haciendo..
vengo a la U para disfrutar las clases... y NO HAY!!!!! me levante temprano pa puro weiar...

pero estoy de vuelta y eso es lo que importa, porque tengo a mis amigos aqui... aunque extraño a alguien.. a varias personas en realidad... la facultad ya no es la misma... y concepcion es un poco mas latoso si no estan aqui...
quiero mucho a mi gente que esta lejos...
al del norte y a los de mas al norte todavia...
cuidense y pa la proxima es One of a Kind...

best wishes
Molks xxx

Friday, July 28, 2006

Broken Promise

Guten Abend Leute...

Broken Promise

We’ll rise above this
We’ll cry above this
As we live and learn
A broken promise
I was not honest
Now I watch as tables turn
(and you’re singing)

I’ll wait my turn to tear inside you
watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

I’ll cry about this
And hide my cuckold eyes
As you come off all concerned
I’ll find no solace in your poor apology
In your regret that sounds absurd
(keep singing)

I’ll wait my turn to tear inside you
watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn to terrorize you
Watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

A promise is a promise, A promise is a promise, A promise is a promise...

I’ll wait my turn to tear inside you
Watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

A broken promise, you were not honest
I’ll bide my time, I’ll wait my turn.



This song cannot fit my any better at this moment...
Feeling betrayed, broken and all that is exactly what I’m feeling right now. But I don’t want to talk about that now. Although it wasn’t for the same reason that appears in the song. The song talks about adultery, and it’s sooooo modern the fact that is sung by two men. You have to be really hurt to want to watch someone burn and to wait the time for revenge... so like me...

Well, it’s the end of the
semester,I’m going home this weekend and dunno when I’m coming back... hope to be like Brian in the picture... drinking and smoking. Let’s hope everything ends
up ok...

Mind you, I wrote that a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time ago...
well, my holidays were shit (as always) but anyway... it could have been worst if it weren't for someone who made me go out of my house... I deeply thank you...
now I've got to come back to Uni... I miss everyone! I just want to go back soon!!!
seeya later

best wishes
Molks xxx

Monday, July 24, 2006

Maldita sea la papaya tecnologia

puta la wea...


tenia un gran post para hoy y este computador de mierda, de este ciber de mierda, en este basurero de mierda no me pesca el puto pen drive...


vayanse todos a la chucha...


ya estoy chata de todo... quiero cerrar los ojos y no volver a despertar...
de que sirve soñar si nada te va a resultar?

de nada



solo quiero desaparecer o extirpar esto que estoy sintiendo






postee el que se haya sentiodo como yo alguna vez.

best wishes (NOT for me)
Molks xxx

Thursday, June 29, 2006


Pierrot the clown

Leave me dreaming on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
keep this scene inside your head
as the bruises turn to yellow
the swelling goes down

and if you’re ever around
in the city or the suburbs of this town
be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown

Saw you crashing round the bay
Never seen you act so shallow
Or look so Brown
Remember all the things you’d say
How your promises rang hollow

As you threw me to the ground

And if you’re ever around
In the backstreets or the alleys of this town
Be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in pity
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown


When I dream, I dream your lips
When I dream, I dream your kiss
When I dream, I dream your fists...

Leave me bleeding on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
keep this scene inside your head
as the bruises turn to yellow
the swelling goes down

and if you’re ever around
in the city or the suburbs of this town
be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown


Guten Morgen...
I’m so fucking stressed I can’t take long with this... but I leave you this beautiful song...
It’s so tragic and sensitive... I love it...
I really have to dash now, take care and next time I post, it’ll be broken promise...
By the way, if any of you is interested, I used to have 5 hours in the computer lab, but now I’ll have just 2, and one of them I can barely use the computer because the teacher doesn’t let us use them unless she commands us which is not very often. So, I’ll be posting just once a week...
Take care
Best wishes
Molks xxx

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Please don't drive me blind

Blind
If I could tear you from the ceiling
And guarantee a source divine
Rid you from possessions fleeting
Remain your funny valentine


Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind

If I could tear you from the ceiling
I know best have tried
I’d fill your every breath with meaning
And find a place we both could hide

Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind
You don’t believe me
But you do this every time
Please don’t drive me blind

I know you’re broken

If I could tear you from the ceiling
I’d freeze us both in time
And find a brand new way of seeing
Your eyes forever glued to mine


Wow... what could I say about this song... fucking amazing...
I don’t think it’s healthy to love in such way... especially if the other person doesn’t feel the same... which I can say it has happened to me... more times than I would like to remember.
But anyway...
For the same reason, I’m not very sure if I would like to feel like it is described, it’s a bit desperating... I wish I could tear some people from the ceiling, to stop feeling something for them when they don’t even deserve it... and I always Remain their funny valentine, the only one who cares about them when everyone has left them... I’m such an idiot sometimes... if I ever do that again, someone shoot me please!
I’d fill your every breath with meaning, And find a place we both could hide: this is like the maximum expression meaning that you REALLY want to be with that someone, someone who might feel the same as you...
I could say something about every verse, but I don’t have much time... so.. the last one
Your eyes forever glued to mine: is there anything cooler than looking at someone’s eyes, especially after you’ve kissed? I don’t thing so. Going backwards, I remember that one of the best kisses I’ve received, we looked at each other for what it seemed hours, and I was thinking, “I could easily spend the rest of my life like this”. I’d never felt that comfort before...
Ok... that’s all... I’ve got thousands of things to do... Including talking to someone... hope it works this time...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx


(this doesn’t belong to the song, it’s just a bit of my thoughts)
*what the fuck is going on??? Everytime I try to reach you, you’re doing something else, and you always reach me when I don’t want to talk about it... we’re not as synchronised as I thought we were... or someone really don’t want us to be together. I really can’t understand why people hate you, they always try to stop me thinking about you, but they don’t know and they’ll never understand why I like you. They underestimate you. It’s probably true that we don’t have the same frequency, but I can’t stand whern they talk shit about you, they don’t know you... I hope you see this someday, but i know I’ll have to translate you everything, won’t I?
(I might regret of writing this someday but that’s really what I feel about Him.)


*this one goes to some people: I’m tired! I hope you get away from me as soon as possible, I can’t stand you anymore. Fucking bastards, leave me alone, I don’t care about you. I hope a swordfish fucks you and leave you all pregnant. If you were more important, I would take the time to fuck up your lives, but you’re not important and being as stupid as you all are, you’re gonna fuck it up anyway.

* I love looking at you, you know? I love the way you smile but why do you have to be in that position?? I bet she doesn’t deserve you. I hope our eyes keep meeting in the middle of the strangest situations... I won’t hurt you, unless you ask me to hurt you

*you really fucked it up, you should have look for someone better, at least someone cuter than her.
But now she’e very dissapointed and I really wanted her to suffer because of what she did, hats off to you!. But anyway, you could have chosen better... not the most desperate woman 0n earth... I still hope you don’t get together with the girl you like because she’s weirder than me and that’s saying something

...Good work if you can get it...

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Para ti...


Because I want you

Fall into you, it’s all I seem to do
When I hit the bottle, ‘cause I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two, it’s all it seems to do
As the anger fades, this house is no longer our home
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting
And everything that’s true
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you


Stumble into you is all I ever do
My memory’s hazy and I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two is all it’s gonna do
As the headache fades, this house is no longer our home
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting
And everything that’s true
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you


Fall into you it’s all I ever do
When I hit the bottle ‘cause I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two
Tear us in two
Tear us in two

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you


I’ve just heard the song to see if my emotions have changed...
They haven’t. So I’ll start trying to analyse it.
It’s the story of someone who’s absolutely fallen for someone. I presume that the other person feels the same, otherwise it wouldn’t say “I want you too”
This song makes me feel positive, and that’s saying something. I’d also like to dedicate it, but I don’t know… I want to dedicate it to a special boy. I don’t know if he wants me too, but now everytime I hear it, I think about you. I miss you a lot. You’re the reason that I want to go home sometimes, just to see you. Even if I have to go to your house to see you for ten minutes, I think you’re worth the waiting...
I’d love to be with you and stop fucking around, we like each other, maybe it’s time to take this a little bit further... if you want... I’ll be waiting... I’ve been waiting for you for almost two years now, I don’t care if I have to wait a bit more. But I won’t be here forever...
I also like singing it, especially the last part, it heals me when I sing it. I think singing it’s a great therapy and I really can’t believe that there are people who don’t care about music very much.
I can’t think of anything else, I watched The Omen... I read the book some years ago and i went crazy and it absolutely scared me… great movie... I reccomend you to go and see it, and speaking of it, I have to do a presentation about it in an hour, so if you’re around... WISH ME LUCK!!!!
See you around. Next song is Blind...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Adiós a la basura (especialmente a ti)

en este momento decido dejarte atrás...
lo que pasó lo recordaré siempre pero ya es tiempo de dejarte atrás porque no puedo seguir viviendo de recuerdos.

lo más probable es que no te importe, pero prefiero dejar un registro en caso de que vuelva a caer en tus garras...

lo pasé bien, gracias espero que tu tb.

nos veremos en algún otro lugar...

ahora si que el prox post es because I want you....

best wishes
Molks xxx



P.S.: esto va para el ciudadano anónimo...

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Y?

puta que me da lata cuando vengo a revisar si alguien dejo un post y no encontrar nada...
pero =... esta wea la hago pa vomitar la mierda que tengo adentro.
no he podido postear ultimamente porque estoy en paro...
pero vuelvo la prox. semana....
si es que a alguien le importa... lo dudo
best wishes
Molks xxx

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Post Blue (what a coincidence!)


Post blue
It’s in the water baby, it’s in the pills that bring you down
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your bag of gold and brown
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your frequency
It’s in the water baby, it’s between you and me

It’s in the water baby, it’s in the pills that pick you up
It’s in the water baby, it’s in the special way we fuck
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your family tree
It’s in the water baby, it’s between you and me

Bite the hand that feeds, tap the vein that bleeds
Down on my bended knees, I break the back of love for you

It’s in the water baby, it’s in the pills that bring you down
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your bag of gold and brown
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your frequency
It’s in the water baby, it’s between you and me

Bite the hand that feeds, tap the vein that bleeds
Down on my bended knees, I break the back of love for you


Very unproductive weekend…
Well, here’s the song... this song makes me think of hidden things, feelings maybe... it’s a bit of what I’m feeling right now... and exactly it’s between you and me. The thing is, I don’t know if I can handle it, and I don’t know if want to tell you about it, ‘cause you’ll probably think that I’m losing my mind... If I weren’t so scared of what you might think, I would dedicate it to you.
I’ll just have to tap the vein that bleeds… once again. And stop feeling like this because I really don’t want to be like this... especially with you.
Next song is Because I want you... one of my favourites

Till next time, wrtite you all later
Molks xxx

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Follow the Cops Back home (Plus message)




Follow the cops back home

The call to arms was never true
Time to imbibe, here’s to you
I’ll tell you stories bruised and blue
Of drum machines and landslides
Just one more round before were through
More psychedelic yuppie flu
It’s such a silly thing to do
And now we’re stuck on rewind

Let’s follow the cops back home
Follow the cops back home
Let’s follow the cops back home
And rob their houses


The call to arms was never true
Let’s take a ride and push it through
Suspended animation blue
And blame it on Apartheid
Let’s spend the night in Jimmy Choo’s
I’ll give you coats and cheap shampoo
I’ll give you nothing else to do
And now we’re stuck on rewind

Let’s follow the cops back home
Follow the cops back home
Let’s follow the cops back home
And rob their houses

The call to arms was never true
I’m medicated how are you
Let’s take a dive
Swim right through sophisticated points of view

Let’s follow the cops back home
Follow the cops back home
Let’s follow the cops back home
And rob their houses




Fuck, this song’s kinda difficult...
Maiinly because I don’t know to who is dedicated... and I can’t figure out some bits.
This songs makes me want to sing, as loud as I can...
There are loads of parts that I like, such as:
Now we’re stuck on rewind:
It’s good to remember the time in which you’ve been with someone or something good that happened, but it’s not good to dwell on memories and dreams and forget about living...

I’ll give you nothing else to do:
I love having nothing to do, who doesn’t? And if you’ve got a friend by your side, it’s even better.
Talking about nothing and everything at the same time it’s something I would forever... unfortunately, you can’t...
I’m medicated how are you, Let’s take a dive, Swim right through sophisticated points of view:
Dunno what to say about this, just that it’s the part I like the most... Let’s take a dive, swim right through sophisticated points of view it’s got a lot to do with what I wrote before...

That’s all...
Feeling better at least...
To all my friends:
I Love you all, I won’t write their names, they know who they are...
I couldn’t live without you, I thank you for everything. You are all very important to me, more important than anything. Maybe I don’t see you or talk to you very often, but please remember that you’re always on my mind. Always.
For that special friend:
It will be 2 years without you, and I still can’t get used to the fact that you’re gone. You’ll never read these lines. You never knew how much I loved you, how much I loved to spend the afternoons with you, playing Nintendo and laughing at each other. I will never forget that picture in your room. I will never forget you. I miss you. And I’m sorry that I never told you all this when I could. I didn’t want to say goodbye, and because of that, I’m carrying that guilt until these days.
I Love you and I’ll never forget you.

See you next time... Post blue it’s the next song... I hope I can say more about it... something Clever at least...

Best Wishes,
Molks xxx

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

...


No he tenido tiempo para nada...

Ni siquiera para escribir un simple post aqui...

Ahora estoy en clases de alemán...
y pa variar, no tengo ganas de trabajar...

Vi al ciudadano anónimo...
espero que haya entendido la indirecta, aunque no era mi intención hacerlo...

será pa mejor supongo

quién soy yo para dilucidar las vueltas que da el papayo mundo?
Sólo un títere que puede arriesgarse a tratar de encontrarle explicación a los comportamientos humanos...
y encontrar que nada tiene mucho sentido...




Y Nada.


Eso Sería...



Nos vemos en un futuro malditamente no muy lejano...



Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Y ahora que? (segunda parte)

La wea pa rara...
por qué cuando unaparte de tu vida va excelente, otra se cae a pedazos?
por qué?


y lo peor es que no puedo hacer nada...

también estoy chata de ser la única que se preocupa de esto... que te cuesta decir que de verdad no te interesa?? para que pretender que te interesa? pa que mierda???

sé que no tengo poder alguno sobre ti, sólo quiero escuchar que te interesa, que me necesitas... lo que sea...


aunque no parezca estar de buen ánimo, lo estoy... tengo a mis amigos y mi música... eso es todo lo que necesito...


Best Wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: pa la otra, posteare Follow the cops...

P.S.: y también la próxima vez que te vea,ciudadano anónimo, te mando a la mierda!... o quizás no...