Hell Ain´t a Bad Place, Hell Is from Here to Eternity

The End?

2010-11-14T15:43:00.002-03:00

SO...

what a year.. what a year..

It started so well, but the earthquake turned everything upside down..

so many things to do, so little time to worry, no time to lose.

so many things in my head, in my life and my stupid habit of weighing everything instead of just enjoying it.

Anyway, it has been a busy year.. and my life as a student will be over soon. And then, real life starts. The best of it is that I won't be here, I'll be somewhere else. new people, new city, new start... they're always good signs.

I don't want to start saying good bye, it is too soon...

Best wishes and best of luck in everything

xxxx

Clocks

2010-01-02T20:36:00.000-03:00

The clock kept ticking and there was nothing she could do to stop it or to make it go slower. She could feel something drawing nearer every second, every heartbeat felt like the last. She woke up with difficulty, her eyelids were heavy and she was thirsty in spite of not drinking at all last night.

She walked to the bathroom to take a shower, the silence of the flat was depressing, but due to the recent events, she wasn’t allowed to have a radio, stereo or any electronic device to play music. The only sound was the constant tick-tock of the clock. She showered and walked towards the kitchen to drink at least a cup of coffee before going to work, trying not to pay attention to the last latter she had received.

Tick-tock, the clock announced that she was getting late for work. The only relief was that the office was only a few streets away. She could easily walk there, she shouldn’t. She definitely shouldn’t... the time was not suitable for wandering around, although you had a specific place to go.

Whatever, she thought. She grabbed her small purse and descended the stairs, covered her hair and face with her veil and went out.

As she walked throught the familiar streets, she checked the time on her wristwatch. If she walked a bit faster than usual, she would be able to get right on time.

She wasn’t tired but her heart was racing, she felt that everytime she went out. The worst of all this situation was not knowing when. After someone receives a death sentence, the judge will set a date, but this was different. She knew her time was almost over, but she couldn’t say when it was going to happen. She kept walking and hoping she would get to the office and have another cup of coffee, even though the sun was up and the sky was was clear blue, she felt there was a cloud over her, her shadow was invisible.

A rattling noise appeared out of nowhere as she reached a corner next to her office building. The men on the truck looked at her and everything was over in a second. She stopped and looked at the one on the back of the truck with a M16. She made eye contact as he pulled the trigger and the truck sped up and was gone. She was terrified, she had written several articles about war and different attacks, but she hadn’t seen one in her life.

She fell down on her back and realised she couldn’t breathe properly. It had finally happened, everything was over now, she knew no one would come to save her. She waited on the hot dirt looking at the sky, she heard someone scream, some people running... and as background noise, the ticking f the clock, it was maybe her idea but it seemed slower, as if it was counting her last heartbeats.

Tick.

She remembered the letter on the table

Tock.

The last call from her mother.

Tick.

She closed her eyes.

BM Week

2009-08-30T22:50:00.002-04:00

There have been 2 important events these last couple of days:

1) Oasis splitting up

2) Black Metal

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1) Noel Gallagher announced he left Oasis after a brawl with Liam... that’s not surprising at all, because they never got along.. But it’s still shocking and I would hate to see the end of one of my favourite bands ever.

The only thing that keeps me happy is that at least saw them once.. and it was one of the best concerts I’ve even been to.

I just hope they can mend things and if they don’t... Noel as a solo artist will be great.. I don’t know if Oasis would have the same fate, as Noel is the one with the anthems...

2) I have to admit that I first knew about it was in 2002.. but at the time I couldn’t listen to it without feeling disturbed and distressed. I couldn’t stand the screaming.. I was already screaming inside and I definitely didn’t nee anyone telling me what it was like.

However, last week I read about it. A lot. I checked Burzum’s site and when I read the biography, I realised it was written by Vikernes himself. “That’s interesting” I thought.. and I read, the whole thing..

This week was definitely “Norwegian Black Metal Week”.

And I liked it... My favourite so far is Aske.. but I still have to listen to Filosofem and the ones he did while in Jail (to compare, as everyone I’ve talked to about it has said those are not like his first works).

One of the most attractive things of Black Metal for me is Satanism... I don’t believe in God nor in Satan, so it’s even funny to see people so angry at an idea and to embrace another one that is as extreme as the other... But that would be another post maybe.

So, in my personal Metal Journey, I have arrived to this... I’m not saying that I don’t listen to anything else.. I couldn’t.. I realised that today yet again... In other words, as a friend of mine called me... I’M A HYBRID.

Always have been

Always will be

And fucking proud of it!

Song for today (I won't say anything about ti because I haven't got the time to interpret it..) is by Burzum..

The Head is a Head of a Serpent
From its Nostrils Mucus Trickles...
The Ears Are those of a Basilisk
His Horns Are Twisted into three Curls

Ea, lord of the depths........

The Body is a Sun Fish, Full of Stars
The Base of His Feet Are Claws
His Name Is Sassu Wunnu
A Sea Monster. A Form of Ea

Ea, lord of the depths......

Best Wishes

Why I Listen to Britpop

2009-08-10T22:52:00.003-04:00

Cigarrettes and Alcohol by Oasis

Is it my imagination
Or have I finally found something worth living for?
I was looking for some action
But all I found was cigarettes and alcohol
You could wait for a lifetime
To spend your days in the sunshine
You might as well do the white line
Cos when it comes on top . . .
You gotta make it happen!

Is it worth the aggravation
To find yourself a job
when there's nothing worth working for?
It's a crazy situation
But all I need are cigarettes and alcohol!
You could wait for a lifetime
To spend your days in the sunshine
You might as well do the white line
Cos when it comes on top . . .
You gotta make it happen!

I was watching a documentary about indie music and britpop... for those who didn’t know, it is related.. the indie scene of the 80 was the beginning of the britpop scene of the 90s.

I’ve always listened to this kind of music and now I remembered why... indie and britpop was all about being different from the rest and not giving a fuck about it. People who considered themselves as indie, and in my case, britpopers, knew that they didn’t belong to the “mass”, knew they were different... maybe even rejected... and they didn’t care! And that’s why I like this music.. of course, when I first started listening... but I knew I wasn’t like the rest of my classmates, to give an example... I wasn’t into the things they were into, I didn’t have the same opinion as them.. in fact..I HAD an opinion, and so on...

After realising I really didn’t want to pretend anymore that I could belong to the group by forgetting who I really was, I embraced my true self (how emo this sounds.... I know XD) so fuck’em all... I didn’t need them, I certainly do not need them now.

So... after this brief introduction... many people have asked me what happened that I’m listening to metal music now...

Britpop is part of a darker stage of my life, it was with me through very tough times and I’ll always remember it for that. According to Alex James of Blur, the music you listen when you’re 16 will always be the best.

I know I won’t stop listening to it, but now, living better days, I want to keep investigating where metal will lead me... so far it’s been an interesting journey...

I’m sure I had already posted Cigarrettes and alcohol by Oasis... it’s a song that summarises the feeling of the indie youth... but I’ll finish with an even more clear example of it... if you feel identified, whatever you listen to, welcome to the pit!

Live Forever by Oasis

Maybe I dont really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone

Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I dont want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just dont believe
Maybe youre the same as me
We see things theyll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

Maybe I dont really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone

Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
But now is not the time to cry
Nows the time to find out why
I think youre the same as me
We see things theyll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
Were gonna live forever
Gonna live forever

Best wishes

Summary

2009-07-17T22:38:00.002-04:00

The Masterplan

by Oasis

Take the time to make some sense

Of what you want to say

And cast your words away upon the waves

Bring them back with Acquiesce

On a ship of hope today

And as they fall upon the shore

Tell them not to fear no more

Say it loud and sing it proud

And they...

Will dance if they want to dance

Please brother take a chance

You know they're gonna go

Which way they wanna go

All we know is that we don't know

What is gonna be

Please brother let it be

Life on the other hand won't let you understand

Why we're all part of the masterplan

I'm not saying right is wrong

It's up to us to make

The best of all things that come our way

And all the things that came have past

The answer's in the looking glass

There's four and twenty million doors

Down life's endless corridor

Say it loud and sing it proud

And they...

Will dance if they want to dance

Please brother take a chance

You know they're gonna go

Which way they wanna go

All we know is that we don't know

What is gonna be

Please brother let it be

Life on the other hand won't let you understand

Why we're all part of the masterplan

Damn it.... another semester gone... loads of new things, conflicts, ideas, people and so on... I haven't written because there's so many things to do for that fuckin' course I'm in.. but hey... I'm enjoying it.. I just wish the day had a couple more hours to do everything I want...

About music, I haven't quit metal, of course... I haven't quit my roots either.. I think the Oasis gig was an essential point where I could make a closure with that stage of my life. I will always love britpop, but I also can't forget that too many things happened while I listened to it so I can't help remembering some things I might not want to remember.

The gig itself was a gift for all old fans... they didn't play too much of the new album, but a long list of classics. I never thought I would sing I am the Walrus, Slide Away and the one I'm posting today... The Masterplan.. that was fucking awesome.. I never thought they would play it... and starting with Rock n' roll star????? amazing...

really, I felt like it was a gift and now I can check that band from my "bands I have to see before I die" list.

What else?

I'm feeling awesome as well... waiting for the challenges the future might bring, hoping for the best and just enjoying the ride... I've just met a very cool group of people... I think it's so healthy talking to new people or getting to know new people, changing the air and everything...

I'll try to post more often... I had forgotten how liberating this was...

Best Wishes

xxxx

Back From the Edge

2009-04-26T20:50:00.004-04:00

Back from the Edge

by Bruce Dickinson

A silent river flowing black

strange attractions no turning back

present danger I recall

that pins my senses to the wall

Back from the edge where the darkness has fled

and I'm swimming in light

and I'm falling...

falling from the edge...

back from the edge

I fell from grace and that's a fact

still have urges I fight back

cold decisions wear me thin

kill yourself begin again

back from the fear

that you're not worth a damn

throw yourself

into light and the rush as you

spin from the edge...

back from the edge...

now and then I wonder where the faces from my childhood have gone

like father like son your bones it lives on glowing shadows

back from the edge

I have to confess that I first listened to this song last week. Ive been hearing Bruce Dickinson's solo career since a bit before the Maiden concert. and I have to say that I like it very much. I think it was a necessary change of style between the first albums and where Iron Maiden was going at the moment.

but going to what matters today, if I had known this song last year, it would have been even cooler... as someone who had a rebirth, I feel this song very close to me and I can really appreciate the lyrics. Falling from grace is never easy, but it is also necessary for the process to be complete...

I also want to ddedicate it to all of you who had fallen... enjoy how everything feels so mcuh better afterwards...

Keep on rockin'

Best Wishes

Molks

xxx

New Change...

2009-04-13T12:22:00.002-04:00

Hell, I never thought I could feel like this again…

I mean, I’m usually very good with feelings... but this... this has overwhelmed me.. and I do not feel the same sadness of last time. Today, I just want to experience it over and over again... I can’t wait to go to the next concert, and the nexdt one after that one... I can’t get enough of it. I dont want to be fed up with it.. and as I heard in the documentary, this is a feeling, and it’s a global feeling. It’s so much stronger that what I feel with britpop... this is so much better than that!... I definitely think that my life was marked and til the day I day, I’ll love britpop everyday... it was the first kind of music that I liked and obsessed about...

I’m definitely not quitting,... I couldn’t, even if I wanted... and I don’t want to.. it’s just that this thing I’m feeling it’s so much stronger than everything I’ve felt before... I’d like to focus on this just a bit,.. of course, I’ve got the Oasis concert coming soon... which would be a very good reminder of my roots.

I still don’t know about my levels of obsession... I still believe it’s in a “healthy” level... it’s so fun to feel like this! I don’t get to worry about stupid things, I’m happy everytday, just hoping, that someday I’ll be there again, or I’ll have a chance to meet them...

So... having said all that, the new stage of this blog will be, as it was first intended, comment on songs that rock my life... the only difference will be that there will be metal songs and not Placebo...

Best Wishes

Molks xxx

Things have changed / story of a song

2008-06-14T17:24:00.003-04:00

Things have changed a lot since I last wrote....

I want to share the story of a song...

Nearly 3 months ago, a girl was sitting on her bed. She was worried about someone who was on a trip, and an amazing trip, mark you.
She couldn't stop thinking about the favour she had asked him the night before, when he left her home, she was worried that something could happen to him in the course.
She thought of texting him about it, but a call from him made her change her mind. Nothing bad could happen.
the hours passed by and she got even more nervous, as she found out that she could share that part of the trip with him, mentally, spiritually.She got even more excited at the thought of how he was feeling at the moment
The moment came. The sound of people screaming in the radio made her heart fill itself with emotion. She would have loved to go to, but she had had problems... anyway she could listen to it in the radio... it definitely not the same.. but it was safer that way.
She laid back, with her bottle of water in one hand and her teddy bear in the other... She didn't know all the songs, but she loved them anyway. She liked that band before she had met him and he had taught her everything about it.
Songs sounded loud, so she decided to use her headphones, so she wouldn't bother any of the people in the house.
Emotion made her heart feel too little for all that she was feeling, she felt that it would explode any minute, and the only way to prevent this was screaming... She shivered with every beat, reef, voice of the singer and the voice of the crowd, thinking that one of that voices could be his.
A walk to the kitchen to get more water could be a good way of relaxing.. but she missed there an important song. she didn't know about it, and she regretted later having left for 3 minutes.
Suddenly it started. This was it. The song she had been waiting. She didn't know if he would remember to call her; if he hadn't she wouldn't have minded. The emotion of the moment was too intense. Her telepohe rang. on the screen, his name. She answered and the emotion was beyond she could have ever imagined it. She listened hard to the crowd and the band, and at the chorus she sang at the top of her voice. she could hear him singing as well. then they screamed at the telephone, hoping that the other one would listen, and then it was over.
she couldn't stop smiling.
the rest of the concert was calmer. still clutching her teddy bear and singing what she knew, she tought that it had been an amazing concert, and she couldnt wait to tell him about it.
When coming out of the stadium, he called again and told her what he had screamed, she told him the same... it was a pity that they didn't listen to each other, but the fact the they had both said the same was worth it. the only worry was that he catch the bus at time. The bus that left 2 minutes to midnight... weird coincidences.

They saw each other next day, commented about everything that had happened and slept together in each other's arms.

I thought that I wouldn't be able to listen to that song again... But I have to say that I only have good memories of it and that band. And I thank him for calling me that night and share that special moment with me.

Best wishes
Molks xxx

Bloody Sunday

2007-12-05T01:30:00.000-03:00

wow.... at the beginning of the year I said that if I didnt flunk any courses, Id be a genius.

here I am, 3rd Year and no courses failed.

thats the greatest success of my life.

Ive just watched "bloody sunday", an Irish movie about the attack to a pacific march by the british groups in Londonderry.

I have to say I didnt imagine the attack as it was described in the film. I thought it was less terrible.

People running, scared. people being shot at, when they were doing nothing illegal. that's wirklich unfair. I know Im always on the british side, yet Ive always thought that was an unnecessary measrure to "keep the peace".
you cant make peace ny shooting innocent people...

and this conflict keeps on and on..

If youve gotthe chance of watching the movie (mihgt be a bit long) it is worthy.
Ill leave you with the song inspired by that day Sunday, Bloody Sunday by U2

I can't believe the news today
I can't close my eyes and make it go away.
How long, how long must we sing this song?
How long, how long?
'Cos tonight
We can be as one, tonight.

Broken bottles under children's feet
Bodies strewn across the dead-end street.
But I won't heed the battle call
It puts my back up, puts my back up against the wall.

Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Oh, let's go.

And the battle's just begun
There's many lost, but tell me who has won?
The trenches dug within our hearts
And mothers, children, brothers, sisters
Torn apart.

Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.

How long, how long must we sing this song?
How long, how long?
'Cos tonight
We can be as one, tonight.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.

Wipe the tears from your eyes
Wipe your tears away.
I'll wipe your tears away.
I'll wipe your tears away.
I'll wipe your bloodshot eyes.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.

And it's true we are immune
When fact is fiction and TV reality.
And today the millions cry
We eat and drink while tomorrow they die.

The real battle just begun
To claim the victory Jesus won
On...

Sunday, bloody Sunday
Sunday, bloody Sunday..

...

2007-11-21T11:01:00.000-03:00

La verdad es que tenia super botado el blog.

la verdad es que han pasado muchas cosas y por culpa del tiempo, u, tareas que corregir y paja en general no he escrito nada.

y tanta paja tengo que me da lata escribrir en ingles.

Y wea que han pasado cosas... y pasaran mas todavia.

no quiero hacer muchas cosas que estoy obligada a hacer para mantener esta existencia vacia y pajera que llevo.

de verdad me pregunto de que sirve si las cosas no cambian y nunca lo haran.

lata

mejor que venga el cataclismo luego
ya no hago nada
ya no se me ocurre nada, me bloquee

y de verdad no quiero hacer nada porque nada va a cambiar

aunque SI estoy feliz con mi pololo, siento que el hecho que el resto de mi vida este como la mierda a veces es mas fuerte que mi felicidad de estar con alguien tan genial.

NO se si sera el ultimo posteo que dejo aca... cualquier cosa el fotolog esta un poco mas activo.

y pensar que era muy optimista cuando empece el blog...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Der Morgen Danach

2007-10-06T23:41:00.000-04:00

So viele Menschen sehen Dich
Doch niemand sieht Dich so wie ich
Denn in dem Schatten deines Lichts
Ganz weit dort hinten sitze ich
Ich brauche Dich - Ich brauch dein Licht
Denn aus dem Schatten kann ich nicht
Du siehst mich nicht - du kennst mich nicht
Doch aus der Ferne lieb ich Dich
Ich achte Dich - verehre Dich
Ich hoff auf Dich - begehre Dich
Erfühle Dich - erlebe Dich
begleite Dich - erhebe Dich
Kann nicht mehr leben ohne Dich

Dies ist der Morgen danach
Und meine Seele liegt brach
Dies ist der Morgen danach
Ein neuer Tag beginnt
Und meine Zeit verrint

Dieses alles schreib ich dir
Und mehr noch brächt ich zu Papier
Könnt ich in Worten alles Leiden
Meiner Liebe dir beschreiben
Nicht die Botschaft zu beklagen
Sollen diese Zeilen tragen
Nur - Ich liebe Dich - doch sagen

Heute Nacht erhälst du dies
Ich bete daß du dieses liest
Im Morgengrauen erwart ich Dich
Ich warte auf dein strahlend Licht
Ich träume daß du mich bald siehst
Du morgen in den Schatten kniest
Und mich zu dir ins Lichte ziehst

Dies ist der Morgen danach
Und meine Seele liegt brach
Dies ist der Morgen danach
Ein neuer Tag beginnt
Und meine Zeit verrint

long time without writing...

this song's by Lacrimosa and its beautiful...

there's nothing better than waking up next to someone you love... the song's got nothing to do with it, but I remembered...

tomorrow's the concert..if anyone's going.. enjoy it and call me!!!!

Best wishes
Molks xxx

2007-09-08T20:28:00.000-04:00

some people have asked me to update...

sorry..
I haven't had time for anything...

for the same reason I won't post a song today...

for all those who care about me..
I'm happy....
and I'm no longer a spinster..
lol

people... see you in linares for the 18..
I'll tell you everything when we have our aquelarre... DDR included!!!!!

Best wishes
Molks xxx

An einem Morgen

2007-08-17T18:07:00.000-04:00

AN DEM MORGEN EINES MORGENS
SAH´N WIR DES MORGENS TIEFSTEN SCHEIN
WILD UND WILLIG, WARM UND BILLIG
BITTE LAß MICH, WECK MICH NICHT

WIR FRAßEN UNS AM REST DES MONDES SATT UND FREI
VON STIRN ZU STIRN VOM BESTEN BIS ZUM HEILIGSTEN
WIR FRAßEN UNS AM REST DES MONDES SATT UND FREI
HINTER DIESEN WÄNDEN ZU MORGENS TIEFSTEM SCHEIN

SCHAU HER, DU KANNST UNS BUCHEN
HIER SIND ALLE GLEICH
NIMM DEN REST DES KUCHENS
UND LAß UNS SEIN, SEIN, SEIN

No time to translate it into English or Spanish.
It tells a story of a morning, wehre you wake up next to someone special... and you ask not to wake up because you don't want it to end. that's the general idea..

I love it.. it's one of the thing I like when Im dating someone... and also, its not necessary to have a boyfriend... you can wake up next to a friend and feel the same. although i dont feel lonely, id love to spend more time with some people i dont have the chance of visiting or spending more time with eachother..

right..

ok..
what's going on?

no fucking idea..
i dont care much either...
just waiting for my time to come. I dont want to make it myself coz it won't work anyway..
what's the meaning of success?
what's the meaning of everything?
what's death?

does it really matter?

I don't think so.. as long as you dont fear it..

is there a tomorrow?

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Leaving So Soon? by Keane

2007-08-06T16:41:00.000-04:00

Ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah!
Ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah!

You must think I'm a fool
So prosaic and awkward and all
D'you think you've got me down?
D'you think I've never been out of this town?
Do I seem too eager to please to you now?
You don't know me at all

I can't turn it on, turn it off like you now
I'm not like you now
Now you're here
I bet you're wishing you could disappear
I'm trying to be kind
I get the feeling you're just killing time

You look down on me
Don't you look down on me now
You don't know me at all
A slap in the face
In the face for you now
Just might do now

You're leaving so soon
Never had a chance to bloom
But you were so quick
To change your tune
Don't look back
If I'm a weight around your neck
Cos if you don't need me
I don't need you

Ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah!
Ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah!
Leaving so soon, soon
Leaving, leaving so, soon
You're leaving so soon
Never had a chance to bloom
But you were so quick
To change your tune
Don't look back
If I'm a weight around your neck
Cos if you don't need me
Then I don't need you
Ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah!

This is an awesome song by Keane, form the album “Under the Iron Sea”.
I chose this song because it is the way I feel towards some people.
I like the ironic tone of it, though the melody of it is sort of happy and maybe even cheesy.

I don’t have much to say.. I’m a bit tired and I’ve been very busy, despite I’m just on my second week after the winter break.

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

holiday

2007-07-25T13:51:00.000-04:00

OK...

I'm here in the city I hate...

but today I remember the only thing I like in here...

the bloody mountains!
there were all snowy and beautiful....

that's the only good thing opf this place...

wanna play pool with my people.-... but there's no one here...

I've been writing a lot...

thinking a lot

analysing a lot...

I want to go back.
thanks to all the people who have sent me their support... lol

love you all
best wishes
Molks xxx

I dont have a song today... sorry

No Volveré a Caer by Phono

2007-07-12T23:40:00.000-04:00

Ya no habrá mas fuego dentro de mi corazón.
Se apagó el encanto dulce que sentía por ti.
Tú no haces nada que me haga sentir bien…
Me queda ser infiel.

Y siento que mañana será mejor,
Quiero entender que existe alguien más,
Como recuperar los años que te deje,
No volveré a caer, No volveré a caer.

La monotonía juega con mi voluntad .
Se apagó la adrenalina que sentía por ti.
Tu no haces nada que me haga sentir bien.
Mi sueño esta al revés.

Y siento que mañana será mejor,
Quiero entender que existe alguien más,
Como recuperar los años que te deje,
No volveré a caer, No volveré a caer.

Y siento que mañana será mejor,
Quiero entender que existe alguien más,
Como recuperar los años que te deje,
No volveré a caer, No volveré a caer.

It´s a promise to myself.... hope to keep it...

keine Lust of going on holidays..
I'll work on my projects this weekend, but if anyone wants to come and pay a visit... you're welcome.. I'll be here by myself

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Siehst du mich im Licht? by Lacrimosa... WITH TRANSLATION

2007-07-09T18:24:00.000-04:00

Deine Lippen in das Fleisch gepresst
Die Meinen wild verzerrt
Der Orgasmus der Verwundbarkeit
Die Seele schreit nach mehr
Nur herein in meine kleine Welt
Und friss dich durch bis zum Schafott
Zerbeisse jede Zelle meiner kalten rohen Haut

Und du bleibst leer
Hast zerstört
Nur fur Sekunden diesen Rausch erlebt
Und du bleibst leer
Hast gelogen und betrogen
Und bei allem dich nur selbst projeziert

Zwei Augen im Kopf
Und die Ohren links und rechts
Und so blind wie ein toter Fisch
Du kannst mich nicht verstehen
Nein - du wirst mich nie verstehen
Nur reden kannst du über mich
Dir ist es scheissegal ob es wahr ist oder nicht
Denn am Ende trifft es niemals dich
Du bist die letzte Instanz
Du bist die Pegel der Bilanz
Du bist der Mörder jeder Wahrheitssubstanz

Im kurzen Augenblick
Des blinden Übermuts
Verspruhst du deine Weisheit
Deine Falschheit - Deine Sucht
Und du bist dir nichts bewusst
Deine Dummheit ist die Lust
Die deinen Verstand langsam ausradiert
Und du bleibst leerHast zerstört
Nur Für Sekunden diesen einen kurzen Rausch erlebt
Und du brauchst mehr
Du musst gelügen und betrügen
Und bei allem -Siehst du mich im Licht?!?

Zwei Augen im Kopf
Und die Ohren links und rechts
Und so taub wie ein toter Fisch
Du kannst mich nicht verstehen
Nein - du wirst mich nie verstehen
Nur schreiben kannst du über mich
Dir ist es scheissegal ob es wahr ist oder nicht
Denn am Ende trifft es niemals dich
Du bist die letzte Instanz
Du bist der Pegel der Bilanz
Du bist der Mörder jeder Wahrheitssubstanz
Nicht im Gesprach liegt deine Kraft
Im Monolog suchst du die Opfer
Deren Dasein dich am Leben halt
Zwei Augen im Kopf
Und das Herz am falschen Platz
Du bleibst das Echo unsrer Zeit
Du bist das Sprachrohr weit und breit
Nicht viele Worte mocht ich machen
Denn du machst ja schon genug
Wahrscheinlich wirst du wieder lachen
Solange trinke ich dein Blut

Zwei Augen im Kopf
Und das Herz am falschen Platz
Und so taub wie ein toter Fisch
Du kannst mich nicht verstehen
Nein - du wirst mich nicht verstehen
Du wirst mich nicht verstehen!

CAN YOU SEE ME IN THE LIGHT?
Your lips pressed into the flesh
Mine wildly contorted
In the orgasm of vulnerability
The soul is crying out for more
Come along into my little world
And eat your way through to the scaffold
Chew each cell of my cold raw skin to pieces

And you remain empty
You have destroyed
Only experienced this ecstasy for seconds
And you remain empty
You lied and deceived
And only projected yourself in all this

Two eyes in your head
And the ears left and right
And as blind as a dead fish
You cannot understand me
No - you will never understand me
You can only talk about me
You don't give a shit if it's true or not
Because it never affects you in the end
You are the last authority
You are the gauge of the balance
You are the murderer of each essence of truth

In a short moment
Of blind arrogance
You sense your wisdom
Your falseness - your obsession
And you are not aware that
Your stupidity is the desire
Which is slowing erasing your mind
And you remain empty
You have destroyed
Only experienced this ecstasy for seconds
And you need more
You must lie and deceive
And in all of this -Can you see me in the light?

Two eyes in your head
And the ears left and right
And as blind as a dead fish
You cannot understand me
No - you will never understand me
You can only write about me
You don't give a shit if it's true or not
Because it never affects you in the end
You are the last authority
You are the gauge of the balance
You are the murderer of each essence of truth

Your strength doesn't lie in talking
You look for your victims in monologues
Whose beings keep you alive
Two eyes in your head
And your heart in the wrong place
You are the echo of our time
You are the mouthpiece far and wide
I don't want to make any words
Since it is you who makes enough already
You will probably laugh again
In the meantime I'll drink your blood

Two eyes in your head
And your heart in the wrong place
And as deaf as a dead fish
You cannot understand me
No - you will never understand me
You will never understand me!

OK!! for all those who don't understand German... the English translation. I didn't do it so it's not my responsability...

i love this song.. it's so us... that's why I like it perhaps..

dunno what to say... I DON'T WANNA LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna miss so many people.. special people that only here I can find... special people I've met in these months... VERY special people that have given me a new perspective of life, an opinion... that have made ask about everything.. taht have made me think and work... people I've shared very special moments with... I'm gonna miss them so much!!! at least I have my projects...
best wishes
Molks xxx

You Know You're Right, by Nirvana

2007-07-03T14:59:00.000-04:00

I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You wont be afraid of fear
No thought was put in to this
I always knew it would come to this

Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to feel
Pain [3x]

You Know your Right [3x]

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let’s talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You wont be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew to come like this

Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to feel
Pain [5x]

You know Your Right [17x]

Pain [1x]

Right.. it came to this...

I have to.
I need to..
I must to...

It wasn’t enough to have broken up, it wasn’t enough to play with me, it wasn’t enough to feel used by you. No. You had to go further and, besides all the things mentioned above, you had to disappoint me. Not once, not twice... but nore time than I can remember and stand.

How could you?

Did you mean all the things you told me? I seriously can’t understand you. And you can’t understand me. it doesn't matter though... because I will do exactly as the lyrics of this song say. I will never bother you..
and it doesn't matter because you know you're right. you always were. But I'm right now. I don't think you'll ever come back to me because when I say that you don't care, I really meant it. You only come to me when you need something..

I hope this is the last time you do this. I’m not there for you anymore, as you weren’t when I needed you. I can’t believe that I went from loving you so much to this feeling, mixture of despise and pain.

Then again, you’re the only one who can make me feel such strong things.

I would like to say it’s over. But I’m almost sure that sooner or later, I’ll be back in your arms... even if I don’t want to.

Even if it’s just for a short moment of pleasure and lust, just as we like it.

I have to be strong and not to fall again.
I have to.
I need to..
I must to...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Sachliche Romance

2007-06-30T17:54:00.000-04:00

Als sie einander acht Jahre kannten
und man darf sagen: sie kannten sich gut,
kam ihre Liebe plötzlich abhanden.
Wie andern Leuten ein Stock oder Hut.

Sie waren traurig, betrugen sich heiter,
versuchten Küsse, als ob nichts sei,
und sahen sich an und wußten nicht weiter.
Da weinte sie schließlich. Und er stand dabei.

Vom Fenster aus konnte man Schiffen winken,
Er sagte es wäre schon Viertel nach Vier
und Zeit, irgendwo Kaffee zu trinken.
Nebenan übte ein Mensch Klavier.

Sie gingen ins kleinste Cafe am Ort
und rührten in ihren Tassen.
Am Abend saßen sie immer noch dort.
Sie saßen allein, und sie sprachen kein Wort
und konnten es einfach nicht fassen.

(Erich Kästner)

ok.. To change the lyrics..

this is a poençm about a breakup.. about a relationship that is now over... in spite that they knew each other since a long time. What a paradox..

to know a person and to feel that you dont know her/him at all..

ok... i was thinking about writing something very cool.. but the plan failed...

looking forward to next week... its bound to be better than the last one...

Best wishes
Molks xxx

Days Before You Came

2007-06-24T04:03:00.001-04:00

Days before you came
Freezing cold and empty
Towns that change their name
And a horn of plenty

Days before you came
Counting breaths inside me
Even crack cocaine
Couldn't start to hide me

Won't you join me now
Baby's looking torn and frayed
Join the masquerade
Join the masquerade

Won't you join me now
Baby's looking to get laid
Join the masquerade
Join the masquerade

Days before you came
It always seemed enticing
to be naked and profane
there is no denying

Days before you came
Thunderbolts and lightning
Each day a brand new vein
Each tourniquet colliding

Didn't want you anyway [x4]

Won't you join me now
Baby's looking torn and frayed
Join the masquerade
Join the masquerade

Won't you join me now
Baby's looking to get laid
Join the masquerade
Join the masquerade

Days before you came [repeat]

I'm sure I've posted this song before... but in order of the recent events I have to do it again.
I need to say that I didn¡t want him... I'm so sick of him, of everything.. Sometimes I really wish I never met him or never fell for him.

on the other hand... this new friend is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He's definitely the most interesting person I've ever had the pleasure to meet. and of course, that days before he came were absolutely worthless...

I'm not saying that my friends are not worthy, it's just that I'm in awe... how can someone be so damn nice??

I had forgotten how sweet can some eyes be, and how warm a smile can be... when it's an honest smile. Not the everyday smile.. a true one..

I'm sick of acid rain.. I regret taking such a stupid thing to do an oral report... alwaysstasthesame, nothingeverchanges...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Home :P

2007-06-15T15:04:00.000-04:00

I'm going home...

I don't know if I really want to, but at 5 o'clock I'll be on the bus.

I should have stayed in Concepcion but I can't change the ticket now...

What an idiot I am...

take care and best wishes
Molks xxx

Buttons, Pussycat Dolls

2007-06-09T22:35:00.000-04:00

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

Typical
Hardly the type I fall for
I'm liking the physical
Don't leave me asking for more
I'm a sexy mama (Mama)
Who knows just how to get what I want and (Want and)
What I want to do is spring this on you (On you)
Back up all of the things that I told you (Told you)

You been saying all the right things all along
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

I'm telling you loosen up my buttons baby (Uh huh)
But you keep fronting (Uh)
Saying what you going to do to me (Uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothing (Uh)

You say you're a big boy
But I can't agree
'Cause the love you said you had
Ain't been put on meI wonder
If I'm just too much for you
WonderIf my kiss don't make you just
Wonder
What I got next for you
What you want to do? (Do)

Take a chance to recognize that this could be yours
I can see, just like most guys that your game don't please
Baby, can't you see?
How these clothes are fitting on me
And the heat coming from this beat
I'm about to blow
I don't think you know

How sexy, isn't it? I would love todedicate it, but the one I have in mind doesn¡t deserve it at all... I hate when he acts like a complete idiot, and when I need to tell him to stop, he turns into this sweet guy that I love that I regret and I keep the same old game we've been playing for so long.
I'm so tired of it... of him.. of everything, to be honest.

I need to rest...

I have nothing special to say today... just that I have many internal debates about going home or not, doing what I have to do or not, giving him the elbow once and for all... no fucking idea. Right now I have presentation stress... Everytime that I have a big presentation, I can't sleep. I can be tired as hell, but when the time comes, I can't sleep at all.

I would take the pills again but they are too strong..

advices to the comments box, plz!

best wishes
Molks xxx
P.s.: if I offended anyone with the previous post, I'm sorry.. but as a disclaimer... I SAID THAT IT WAS JUST WHAT I WAS FEELING AT THEMOMENT. althoug manyof the things I wrote are true... sorry.

y ahora que? (capitulo 4)

2007-06-02T22:52:00.000-04:00

hoy tome la decision de escribir en español.

hoy quise desvincularme aunque sea un poco de mi primer idioma. (jajaja)

hoy quiero hacer un verdadero brainstorming.

asi que aca va. las mayoria de las cosas pareceran incoherencias, pero el cerebro tiene millones de conexiones extrañas (preguntar a ferre)

siempre me pregunte que pasaria si las cosas cambiaran entre esa perosna y yo. quien seria el primero en dar el paso y definitivamente terminar todo de una buena vez, algo que quizas nunca debio haber pasado,.
me molesta de sobremanera la gran influencia que tiene sobre mi persona. no existe nadie que me haga enojar tan facilmente, y tampoco existe alguien que me alegre un rato con un gesto simple como decir hola de vez en cuando

hasta cuando seguimos con esta wea, me carga que te desaparezcas y que no des la cara, eres tan inmaduro que me da una lata enorme a veces tener que aguantarte. porque no hay otra palabra. no me vengas con estupideces, es tu deber cumplir con las cosas que te pido

a pesar de todo, te extraño.
lo mas probable es que tu no, pero aun asi. es lo que siento en este momento

estoy tan cansada de tener que ser la que saque la cara. estoy cansada de la actitud enferma de ceirtas personas. estoy cansada de la envidia weona. que cresta les importa lo que hago y con quien?. pense que habia dejado eso cuando me fui de ese pueblo de mierda... poero no... hay gente weona en todos lados. sobretodo los provincianos.
lo que son provincianos me van a disculpar pero encuentro que todos tienen el patron de andar viendo las weas que hacen las personas y juzgandolas de inmediato por eso. que estupidez.

ok, no soy puramente capitalina.. pero eso se lleva siempre en el corazon, y a la vez soy penquista de corazon. porque en esta ciudad he encontrado la paz interior que buscaba.. la libertad de hacer lo que se me de la gana y que a nadie le importe. porque a decir verdad.. la mayoria de la gente de aca, quiere ser santiaguina entonces imitan ciertas actitudes. ok dejo de hablar pestes de los huasos..

hugo chavez es un grandisimo pelotudo y en realidad los lideres mundiales en general.la musica deberia ser nuestro gobernante. imaginate a bono de presidente del mundo. todos serian felices Y tendriamos buena musica. o alguin como sting.... no se.. ya estoy escribiendo mierda

odio las clases de ingles. como me gustaria hacer el internship en la cas de sso! super! no se como esos profes pueden hacer incluso los temas mas geniales e interesantes la wea mas paja del mundo

que mierda me importa la wea del CAE si ni siquiera estamos haciendo practicos! los reports son una mierda y me encantaria ser hacker para destruir a lextutor (el programa mas maligno de la tierra) tambien varias paginas malignas.. como el infoalumno y dicom.

me aburri... seguiria tirando mierda pero tendria que involucrar a muchas personas y no es bueno. es una lata hacer esto... pero es el pensadero mas barato que tengo.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

y use colores que jamas usaria...

Bedshaped, by Keane. (For You, Rodrigo a.k.a. Cofla)

2007-05-24T21:03:00.000-04:00

Bedshaped
Many's the time I ran with you down
The rainy roads of our old town
Many the lives we lived in each day
And buried altogether

Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

I know you think I'm holding you down
And I've fallen by the wayside now
And I don't understand the same things as you
But I do
Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

And up we'll go

In white light

I don't think so

But what do I know?

What do I know?

I know!

I've forgotten about something that happened last weekend.
My friend's death aniversary.

I wento to visit him at the cemetery... by myself. For some reason I didn't want to go with my sister like I always do.
as I was walking towards his grave, there was something on it.

I came closer.
I sat where I always do. and I saw a drawing from his daughter... and it said "I love you". the picture was filled with hearts and there was a drawing that I think it was my friend, watering the flowers.

I lost control.

I started crying... Something about that picture moved me so much I couldn't help it.
And then I remembered...

The first time I listened to that song I thought of him, and I said to myself "someday I'll sing that song to you".

There was no one else there... just a couple of ladies visiting someone else.
I closed my eyes and I sang...

In a moment, as I was singing, I felt better. I stopped crying and I was able to think about all the cool things we did together.

but I still can't get over it...

to my special friend. the song's for you.

to the rest of my friends...

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! sometimes I just want to be with you. sorry for being so me.

that's all for today
best wishes
Molks xxx

It's The End of the World As We Know It (And I Feel Fine), By R.E.M.

2007-05-23T19:40:00.000-04:00

That's great, it starts with an earthquake, birds and
snakes, an aeroplane and Lenny Bruce is not afraid.
Eye of a hurricane, listen to yourself churn -
worldserves its own needs, dummy serve your own needs.
Feed it off an aux speak, grunt, no, strength,
Ladderstart to clatter with fear fight down height.
Wire in a fire, representing seven games,
a government for hire and a combat site.
Left of west and coming in
a hurry with the furies breathing down your neck.
Team by team reporters baffled, trumped, tethered cropped.
Look at that low playing! Fine, then.
Uh oh,overflow, population, common food, but it'll do.
Save yourself, serve yourself.
World serves its own needs,
listen to your heart bleed dummy with the rapture and
the revered and the right, right.
You vitriolic,patriotic, slam, fight, bright light, feeling prettypsyched.

It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it
.It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine.

Six o'clock - TV hour. Don't get caught in foreign
towers. Slash and burn, return, listen to yourself
churn. Locking in, uniforming, book burning, blood
letting. Every motive escalate. Automotive incinerate.
Light a candle, light a votive. Step down, step down.
Watch your heel crush, crushed, uh-oh, this means no
fear cavalier. Renegade steer clear! A tournament,
tournament, a tournament of lies. Offer me solutions,
offer me alternatives and I decline.

It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine.

The other night I dreamt of knives, continental
drift divide. Mountains sit in a line, Leonard
Bernstein. Leonid Brezhnev, Lenny Bruce and Lester
Bangs. Birthday party, cheesecake, jelly bean, boom!
Yousymbiotic, patriotic, slam book neck, right? Right.

It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it.
It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel
fine...fine...
(It's time I had some time alone)

Well..

In Metdologia we are working on texts about global warming and global dimming...

that's the reason I'm posting this song..
I mean besides of scorching, we re getting darker now? how didn't we realise before?
fucking thing..
nevertheless, I dont care! I mean I'm going to die soon, I hope, so I won't live to see this whole diosaster.. the prob is now; that my next me will have to endure this..
anyway, it is an interesting subject, but I hate feeling so paranoid...

BTW, I hate 3rd year... I want my life back please!!!

that's all...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

The Sound of Muzak, Porcupine Tree

2007-05-17T08:17:00.000-04:00

The Sound Of Muzak

Hear the sound of music
Drifting in the aisles
Elevator prozac
Stretching on for miles

The music of the future
Will not entertain
It's only meant to repress
And neutralise your brain

Soul gets squeezed out
Edges get blunt
Demographic
Gives what you want

Now the sound of music
Comes in silver pills
Engineered to suit you
Building cheaper thrills

The music of rebellion
Makes you wanna rage
But it's made by millionaires
Who are nearly twice your age

One of the wonders of the world is going down
It's going down I know
It's one of the blunders of the world that no-one cares
No-one cares enough

I've always said that I've got a special relationship with music... I'ts very hard to explain, but music has always been present in my life and therefore, important.

this song by PT talks about a new of making music, that I consider a blasphemy! Music can't be stopped and it shouldn't come in pills.. the vibration you feel when you are listening to a song that you like... or even stronger, when you're in a concert..

ok, I've only been to a concert once.,.. but I'll never forget what I felt that night...
I write about this 'cause I've been meeting new bands, which is always exciting

I'm in class right now and the teacher is talking about sonething I couldn't care less...

Going home this weekend...
hope everything works out fine...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

SOY ELECTRONICA

2007-05-10T16:58:00.000-04:00

Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
El botón color caramelo me miro
El botón color caramelo me miro
Tengo subwoofer
Tengo palm
Tengo zapatillas raras
Y uso laptop

Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Voy a la disco me subo a la tarima
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea
Porque soy electronico
Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Soy Electrónico Soy Electrónico
Soy Electrónico

Tengo cool edit y uso fruity loops
fruity loops fruity loops
fruity fruity fruity loops
Porque soy electronico
Tech machine Tech machine
Tony Mass Dj Wask Dj Wask
Soy amigo de cabezas

Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Uso el reason
No se me va en collera Uso el reason
No se me va en collera
Crackeo programas
Porque soy electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea
Porque soy electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico
Voy al riesco en mi City Car
No hago fila Tomo mineral
Saludo a Marciano En el bar
Y quedo solo Hablando weas

Porque soy electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico Soy Electronico
Soy Electronico
Tengo fonos cuaticos Tengo fonos cromados
Tengo fonos cromados Porque soy electronico
Tengo fonos cromados Porque soy electronico

Tengo sed tengo sed
Quiero mineral quiero mineral
de 3 lucas quiero mineral
de 3 lucas quiero mineral
de 3 lucas

Porque soy electronico
Cecilia Amenabar y Gustavo Cerati
Son mis amigos
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea Veo wea
Veo wea Veo wea
Oh que estuvo weno el loop

ok.. esta es la cancion mas idiota que voy a subir..

ultimamente me he sentido electronica... y segun la nueva version de la cancion que habla del fotolog y weas varias, me puse a pensar:

tengo flog
tengo 2 blogs, y creo que hare otro
tengo facebook
tagged

mis fonos son cuaticos...

y si apareciera otra cosa como esas, creo que me crearia una..

han sentido fiebre tecnologica??
yo si!
eso...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Freak on a Leash

2007-05-07T17:32:00.000-04:00

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Somethings raped and taken from me... from me.
Lifes got to always be messing with me. (you wanna see the light)
Cant they chill and let me be free? (so do I)
Cant I take away all this pain. (you wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes its my life I cant taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
Youll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (you wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (so do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (you wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes its my life I cant taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
Youll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me

So...fight! something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.
Part of me...Part of me...Part of me...Oh...

I loved the unplugged version with amy lee..

I post it because that's the way I fell right now...

Comments??

NONE...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich

2007-04-25T19:27:00.000-04:00

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
und dann sag, dass du mich liebst
Ich weiß genau, es ist nicht Wahr
doch ich spüre keinen Unterschied
wenn du dich mir hingibst...

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach mir ruhig etwas vor
ich vergesse was passiert ist
und ich hoffe und ich träume
ich hätt dich noch nicht verloren

es ist mir total egal,
ob du wirklich etwas fühlst
...tu was du willst

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
ist es auch das letzte Mal
lass uns den Moment des Abschieds noch verzögern
Lass mich jetzt noch nicht allein mit meiner Qual

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach mir ruhig etwas vor
Wenn du willst kannst du dann gehen
Aber denk dran ohne dich,
ohne dich bin ich verloren...

Es ist mir absolut egal
ob du nurnoch mit mir spielst
Tu was du willst

Mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu und küss mich
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu
mach die Augen zu und küss mich

to all those who don't know german...
the song is about someone who tells someone to close his/her eyes and kiss him/her... that it doesnt matter it she/he says i love you and it's not true... that he/she doesnt care if she/he is playing with him/her... but that he or she must think that without him/or her/ she or he is lost.

things that a 21st century independent woman shouldn't say or think... but I do...

CONFUSED AS HELL...

waiting for the long weekend to see what happens...
best wishes
Molks xxx

The Kill, 30 seconds to Mars

2007-04-15T15:51:00.000-04:00

The Kill
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with
if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
Youre killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ahOh, ohAh, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

I wanted to post this song a long time ago... I didnt know the name of the band nor the name of the song... If you remember Jared Leto from Requiem for a Dream.. you might like it... hes the singer... and hes fit! lol
I know its very Emo... but I like it anyway..

my blog looks different because I need to cahnge some things about myself, as I wrote in the previous post.
and I really need to find my way again.. Im a bit lost and I hate it.
what else??

I have to keep studying...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Tell me where did you sleep last night

2007-04-14T11:03:00.000-04:00

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

Tell me where did you sleep last night.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through

Her husband, was a hard working man,

Just about a mile from here.

His head was found in a driving wheel,

But his body never was found.

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

me where did you sleep last night.

the pines, in the pines,

the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine.

I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, don't lie to me,

Tell me where did you sleep last night.

In the pines, in the pines,

Where the sun don't ever shine

.I would shiver the whole night through.

My girl, my girl, where will you go?

I'm going where the cold wind blows.

In the pines, …the pines,……… sun,……….shine.

Im not very sure why Im uploading this song... maybe beacuse I really like it, a friend of mine lent me the cd, last week was Kurt Cobains death anniversary...

Ive got a problem with myself.... Its the part of me that believes that everyone should listen to me and the world would be better... and it shouldnt be like that, really...

and that pisses me off... hes not part of me anymore, and he shouldnt do anything for me unless he really wants to. the thing is that Im always expecting something... that he says something or that he does something... etc.

I really need to change that because its not doing me any good..

and I wanted to know where did he sleep last night...

thats all...

thanks to one people who post..

best wishes

Molks xxx

IDK

2007-04-09T21:14:00.000-04:00

Make Damn Sure

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought
you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
In time, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
It says, "Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red.
"You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)
I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna bring you down so badly
I just wanna bring you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

fucked is the word that im looking for right now...
my head goes mad and the worst is that I cant help it. Im losing it. Im losing myself. there is only one thing that keeps me alive and I wont say what it is... but its a good one.Ive lost interest in so many things...
BTW, the song is by taking back sundays...
and it tells what I want to do
thats all for today. no one reads this blog anyway.... but its cool to have it... otherwise I would have closed it a looooooooong time ago.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Mercy in You

2007-03-26T18:30:00.000-04:00

I still dont feel very well... I'm so sick of everything... I'm about to give up.
too tired to carry on...
too tired to wait for you
too tired of waiting

if I could only find the mercy in him...

Mercy in you (Depeche Mode)

You know what I need
When my heart bleeds
I suffer from greed
A longing to feed
On the mercy in you
I can't conceal
The way I'm healed
The pleasure I feel
When I have to dea
lWith the mercy in you

I would do it all again
Lose my way and fall again
Just so I could call again
On the mercy in you

When here in my mind
I feel inclined
To wrongly treat you unkind
I have faith I will find
The mercy in you
I would lose my way again
Be led hopelessly astray again
Just so I could pray again
For the mercy in you

When here in my mind
I have been blind
Emotionally behind
I have faith I will find
The mercy in you

Officially Dead

2007-03-20T21:27:00.000-04:00

that's a bit of a song by Robbie Williams called No Regrets...

I do regret a lot of things...

the thing is... I shouldn't.. it wasn't my fault in the first place.
everytime that I think of doing something... I can't do it because I know I'll regret later... and really that's an awful thing to feel...

feeling preety low and pretty lonely... I leave you the song that has inspired me to write today

No Regrets
Tell me a story
Where we all change
And we'd live our lives together
And not enstranged
I didn't lose my mind
it wasMine to give away
Couldn't stay to watch me cry
You didn't have the time
So I softly slip away...

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt

Sing me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine
I know from the outside
We looked good for eachother
Felt things were going wrong
When you didn't like my mother

I don't want to hate but that's
All you've left me with
A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of
How we all could live

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt
(We've been told you stay up late)
I know they're still talking
(You're far too short to carry weight)
The demons in your head
(Return the videos they're late)
If I could just stop hating you
(Goodbye)
I'd feel sorry for us instead
Remember the photographs
(insane)
The ones where we all laugh
(so lame)
We were having the time of our lives
Well thank you it was a real blast

No regrets they don't work
No regrets they only hurt

Write me a love song
Drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine

Everything I wanted to be
everyTime I walked away
Everytime you told me to leave
I just wanted to stay
Every time you looked at me and
Everytime you smiledI felt so vacant you treat me like a child
I loved the way we used to laugh
I loved the way we used to smile
Often I sit down and think of you
For a while
Then it passes by me and I think of
Someone else instead
I guess the love we once had is
Officially dead

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

13

2007-03-13T22:34:00.000-04:00

today was horrible... there is a myth with the day 13 and today i felt the curse upon me..

it really was a fucking awful day

i wont mention all the things that happened today... just that if planets have something to do with this... the the whole universe is against me... and its not fair!!!!

im not that bad...
sometimes...

well, i really do think that no one reads this blog anymore, so ill have to promote it once more...

best Wishes
Molks xxx

back

2007-03-08T17:34:00.000-03:00

im still alive and im not happy...

at least i have returned to my city!

dunno what's going to happen

Molks xxx

Nothing

2007-02-15T17:18:00.000-03:00

ok.. I'm so tired of not having anything to write about...

it's annoying..

I'm ok btw... been going out a lot with a friend of mine... and having a blast everytime we're together.. it's a pity it's not going to last...

just waiting for the time to come back... I miss you, people!!!

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

ps: although we're not together anymore. I send you a valentine's kiss... you're still the best thing that has ever happened to me...

False Memory

2007-01-23T21:30:00.000-03:00

hello..
long time wothout writing... honestly, dunno what to write about...
it's a bit frustrating...
i want to talk about the book im reading, it's called false memory, by dean Koontz..

the book has the hypothesis that people can control your mind with the help of some durgs.. and something very misterious, haikus.
haiku is a literature form called poetry from the japanese culture. it has the 5-7-5 verse...
and according to the book the manchurian candidate, people can control your mind just by sayong a haiku...
terrifying..
if you have the chance of reading it.. do it!

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Words fail me ( Alleine zu Zweit)

2007-01-09T17:40:00.000-03:00

Alleine zu zweit
Am Ende der Wahrheit
Am Ende des Lichts
Am Ende der Liebe
Am Ende - da stehst Du
(Im Herzen wird es leerer -
ein Teil geht nun von mir
Nichts hat uberlebt
Wir haben schweigend uns schon lange getrennt
Und mit jedem Tag Wir
Wuchs die Luge unserer Liebe
Und je weiter wir den Weg zusammen gingen
Desto weiter haben wir uns voneinander entfernt

Einsam - gemeinsam
Wir haben verlernt uns neu zu suchen
Die Gewohnheit vernebelt
Die Tragheit erstickt
Der Hochmut macht trunken
Und die Nahe treibt zur Flucht

Tanz - mein Leben - tanz
Tanz mit mir
Tanz mit mir noch einmal
In den puren Rausch der nackten Liebe

Und wenn ich sie (ihn) so sehe
Wenn ich sie (ihn) erlebe
Wenn ich uns betrachte
Etwas hat uberlebt
Und wenn ich Kraft und Hoffnung fande
Wenn ich selbst noch den Glauben an uns hatte
Wenn ich sie (ihn) erreichen konnte
Sie (Ihn) noch einmal fur mich hatte
Wenn die Basis - unser Fundament
Wenn wir uns noch einmal neu entdecken wurden
Wenn sie (er) nur wollte
Ich will!

yesterday I started to write about how I couldn't write...

and it ended up with all the things I'm thinking about...

I'm very confused... dunno what I want...
I suppose it's typical... it's something you have to endure after a break up

I need to go back to my life....

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

la trasuccion no es mia... pero aca va

Solos los dos
Al final de la verdad
Al final de las luces
Al final del amor
Al final - ahí estas tú
(El corazón se vacía una parte se va de mí)
Nada ha sobrevivido
Nos hemos callado por largo tiempo
Y con cada día de ese "Nosotros"
La mentira de nuestro amor creció
Y más allá juntos hemos ido por nuestro camino
Más allá nos hemos alejado

Solos - juntos
Nos hemos olvidado como buscarnos
La costumbre nubla
La indolencia ahoga
El orgullo embriaga
Y la cercanía impulsa a huir

Danza - Mi vida - Danza
Danza conmigo
Danza conmigo otra vez
En el éxtasis puro de amor desnudo

Y si yo la veo
Si yo la vivo
Si nos contemplamos
Algo ha sobrevivido
Y si encuentro fuerza y esperanza
Si yo aún tengo fe en nosotros
Si la pudiera alcanzar
Otra vez la tendría
Si regresáramos a la base - nuestro fundamento
Si otra vez nos llegamos a descubrir
Si sólo ella quisiera...
¡Yo sí!

New Year...

2006-12-29T20:05:00.000-03:00

what's this thing about new year??

I hate all the people that starts celebrating and proposing things to do in the new year... WTF!!!
you can start over every day!!

anyway... I'm breaking the routine of playing with the computer till dawn... I'm celebrating with my urban family.. i hope to have fun...

to all of you... my dear readers... have a great time and as always, my best wishes for all of you...

Love, Molks xxx

A Week After...

2006-12-20T21:06:00.000-03:00

well..

a week has passed.. ive had a lot of time to think... and i dont always like to think... basically because i get really depressed...
he pensado tanto que ya no se que mas pensar... me he cuestionado tanto que ya no se que es cierto y que conjeturas ha llegado a hacer mi cabeza de mierda...

i didnt mean for this to happen in the first place... when we started to go out, i was determined to say goodbye to him... soemething happened and i couldnt..
now i think that my biggest mistake was loving him too much... more than he deserved maybe...

and now i think that if i am the way i used to be, everything would be ok again... that's the best idea till now...

i accept comments of all kinds...

and I leave you my cartoon which is very cool.. a friend of mine madeit, you can see her drawings in www.fotolog.com/devil_katy

take care and best wishes
Molks xxx

No Distance Left to Run

2006-12-14T12:05:00.000-03:00

No Distance Left To Run

It's over
you don't need to tell me
I hope you're with someone
who makes you feel save in your sleeping tonight
I won't kill myself trying to stay in your life
I've got no distance left to run

When you see me,
please,
turn your back and walk away
I don't wanna see you
'cause I know the dreams that you keep
that's where we meet
when you're coming down
think of me here
I've got no distance left to run

-whoo whoo whoo-

It's over
I knew it would end this way
I hope you're with someone
who makes you feel
that this life, is a life
Who settles down,
stays around,
spends more time with you,
I've got no distance left to run

I think the song explains it all.... nothing else to do... nothing else to say....
my thoughts are so confusing right now... I don't want to wake up tomorrow...

please.... my girls from santiago call me... Im in Linares and I really need to talk to you... any or both of you would be even better

Molks xxx

Holiday plus In your Room

2006-12-12T13:45:00.000-03:00

In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here

In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave

In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here

Your favourite innocence
Your favourite prize
Your favourite smile
Your favourite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here

In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise
Will you let the fire die down soon
Or will I always be here

Your favourite passion
Your favourite game
Your favourite mirror
Your favourite slave

I'm hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
Will I always be here

the song's by Depeche Mode, form the album Songs of Faith and Devotion. nothing else to say... I think it0s very explicit... it's my darkest desire....

ok...
once again Im back in the shithole...
desperate bacuse it's too fucking hot and and Im already bored. i miss loads of people and most of all, I miss concepcion.

nothing has happened as I planned...

this is gonna be a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong summer.... if I survive...

best wishes
Molks xxx

FCE

2006-12-08T00:59:00.000-03:00

This is the greatest and best song in the world. . . tribute.

Long time ago me and my brother Kyle here,...

we was hitchhikin' down a long and lonesome road.

All of a sudden,

there shined a shiny demon...

in the middle...

of the road.

And he said:

"Play the best song in the world,

or I'll eat your souls (wisper:Souls)."

Well me and Kyle,... we looked at each other,

and we each said...

"Okay."

And we played the first thing that came to our heads,

Just so happened to be,

The Best Song in the World,

it was The Best Song in the World.

Look into my eyes and it's easy to see

One and one make two,

two and one make three,

It was destiny.

Once every hundred-thousand years or so,

When the sun doth shine and the moon doth glow

and the grass doth grow oooh

Needless to say,

the beast was stunned.

Whip-crack went his whippy tail,

And the beast was done.

He asked us:

"(snort) BE you angels?"

And we said,

"Nay.

We are but men

rock on!!!!"

Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh-ah-ah-ah-ah-ahh,

Ohhh, whoah, ah-whoah-oh!

This is not The Greatest Song in the World, No No!

This is just a tribute.

Couldn't remember The Greatest Song in the World, yeah,

No!

This is a tribute, oh,

To The Greatest Song in the World,

All right!

It was The Greatest Song in the World,

All right!

And it was the best mother fuckin' song,

The Greatest Song in the world!

Allllllright!

'Ti Tuga digga tu Gi Friba fligugibu Uh Fligugigbu Uh Di Ei Friba Du Gi Fligu fligugigugi Flilibili Ah

(Bow) (Bow) (Bow) (Ooh) (Bow) (Bi)

Fligu wene mamamana Lucifer!

(Mene) (LUCIFER)!

(guitar solo)

And the peculiar thing is this my friends:

the song we sang on that fateful night it didn't actually sound

anything like this song!

This is just a tribute!

You gotta believe it!

And I wish you were there!

Just a matter of opinion.

Ah, fuck!

Good God, God lovin' ,

So surprised to find you can't stop me.(scat)

O hallelujah I'm found! Rich motherfucker compadre aaaaah!

All right!

All right!

OK... im tired and I love this song because its stupid... and I have deleted the post I had... basically, Im taking FCE tomorrow and Im nervous... and I wanted to go somewehew and I couldnt because of the exam and Im sad... so...

take care and Best Wishes
Molks xxx

2006-11-28T20:54:00.000-03:00

I would tell you about the things they put me through
The pain I've been subjected to
But the Lord himself would blush
The countless feasts laid at my feet
Forbidden fruits for me to eat
But I think your pulse would start to rush

Now I'm not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes

Morality would frown upon
Decency look down upon
The scapegoat fate's made of me
But I promise now, my judge and jurors
My intentions couldn't have been purer
My case is easy to see

I'm not looking for a clearer conscience
Peace of mind after what I've been through
And before we talk of any repentance
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

Now I'm not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
You'll stumble in my footsteps
Keep the same appointments I kept
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes
If you try walking in my shoes
Try walking in my shoes

endless week!!!! and its just tuesday....

I love this song because it totally represents what I do and what generally, people say about me.. you what? I dont give a fuck!

im ok... didnt get the mark I wanted in FCE but im the best of my class anyway...

I really need holidays..
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Today

2006-11-22T12:35:00.000-03:00

So, I’ve been going out with this guy I met two years ago. It has been strange in a very particular way, because if we count the days that we have been actually together, it’s less than a week. But we’ve been together for 2 months… and officially a couple 2 weeks ago…
I always said that I didn’t like relationships, that I didn’t like the feeling of “belonging” to someone, that I liked being free, and most of all, that I preferred having an affaire than someone who would end up breaking my heart once again.
I was too scared.
I was and I’m still scared of the unknown.
Am I silly?
No, I’m just a coward.
My best friend asked me if I really liked him… that maybe it was an obsession. I have to say that I wondered that myself, and the final answers are the following:
♥ If I don’t like him, why I get these butterflies everytime I see him, and even when we talk by the phone?
♥ Why I’ve never been able to get rid of him, no matter how much I wanted to forget about him?
♥ Why do I feel so good when I’m with him?
Conclusion: I like him. And with my friends as witnesses, I’ve liked him since the first time we kissed. What scares me the most is that I think that I’m falling in love with him, which is annoying, because I’ve never felt this way before.
It’s strange… why now? And why him? Maybe people could say that I’ve could have chosen better, someone my age or something… but I really don’t care… right now I just want to be by his side, hold him tight, and kiss him goodnight… stroke his hair until he falls asleep, kiss his forehead and rest my head on his chest and fall asleep listening to his breathing….
Is that Love?

Ok,I think I’m Fucked

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Atlantic, by Keane

2006-11-15T11:56:00.000-03:00

"Atlantic"
I hope all my days will be lit by your face
I hope all the years will hold tight our promises
I don't want to be old and sleep alone
An empty house is not a home

I don't want to be old and feel afraid
I don't want to be old and sleep alone
An empty house is not a home
I don't want to be old and feel afraid

And if I need anything at all
I need a place that's hidden in the deep
Where lonely angels sing you to your sleep
Though all the world is broken
I need a place where I can make my bed
A lover's lap where I can lay my head
'Cause now the room is spinning
The day's beginning

that’s all I need right now.,.. just a moment of peace in this chaos... this song’s by Keane by the way...
I’m too stressed to think about something interesting to say... listen to this song, it’s really beautiful...
I don’t know if you feel the same, but there are bands who are perfect for certain period of your life. For example, everytime I like someone, I listen to keane and I feel more likely to fall in love with that person. It happened to me when I got Hopes and Fears, and when I got Under the Iron Sea I felt the same... it’s weird... but then again, music it’s such a wonderful thing, that makes you feel a great variety of things...
I really can’t live without music...
And I can’t live without him...

Best wishes, and leave a fucking post, ok??
Molks xxx

How Could anybody say they know how I feel?

2006-11-09T11:45:00.000-03:00

How Could anybody say they know how I feel?

She told me she loved me
which means she must be insane
I’ve had my face dragged
in fifteen miles of shit
and I do not / and I do not
and I do not like it
so how can anybody say
they know how I feel?
the only one around here who is me
is me
They said they respect me
which means
their judgment is crazy
I’ve had my face dragged in fifteen miles of shit
and I do not / and I do not
and I do not like it
so how can anybody say
they know how I feel?
when they are they
and only I am I
He says he wants to befriend me
which means he can’t possibly know me
the voices of the real and the imagined cry:“the future is passing you by
the future is passing you by.”
so how can anybody possibly think they
know how I feel?
everybody look / see pain /walk away
and as for you in your uniform
your smelly uniform
and so you think you can be rude to me
because you wear a uniform
a smelly uniform
and so you think you can be rude to me
but even I / as sick as I am
I would never be you even I / as sick as I am
I would never be youeven I / sick and depraved
a traveler to the grave I would never be you

This is a song by Morrissey, from the Album You Are the Quarry..
Why I chose it? Right now, I don’t know...
It’s a question I have asked myself in uncountable times, after hearing people say “I know how you feel” it’s very irritating, but when you’re having a hard time, it’s difficult to understand and realise that soemone is having a harder time tat you... and so on.
I like this song since the first time I listened to it, which I have to admit that it was very recently. My friend Tamara downloaded the album and I stole it...
About the prob of the previous post.. I’m better now. I feel a mixture of giving the fight and accept the facts that I’ve been lazy.. but seriously, I was really demotivated this year with german. I seriously thought of dropping it. Until the second semester, suddenly I thought that I could do it, I’ve got the ability... I’m just lazy. And all this semester’s events were like the push I needed to go on... and here I am... with a good level of the language (not excellent, but I can pass) and with the regret of missing too much classes and the high possibility of losing the whole fucking year.
That’s the truth.

And that’s all for this week...
I’m taking FCE next week... so I don’t know if I’ll be able to post something... but anyway... I’ll try.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

NCR

2006-11-05T20:57:00.000-03:00

ni siquiera tengo ganas de escribir en ingles....

es grave...

la sentencia ha dicho lo siguiente...
NCR en aleman (no cumple requisito)

perdi un puto año...

voy a salir de esa carrera del orto cuando tenga 60 años!!
como mierda fui tan pava??¡¡

eso...

desolacion total...

y tampoco tengo cancion...

igual a nadie le importa..

asi que chao no mas

sus condolencias a los posts por favor

Best Wishes
Molks xxxx

I QUIT!!!!!!!

2006-10-26T11:51:00.000-03:00

I'm so fucking tired!!!!!!!!!!!!

and stressed as well...

I've noticed I've got like 4 weeks of classes and 100000000 things to do, 4 BIG exams (two FCE's, ZD and Final Exam in german literature)

thousands of papers, articles, stories, tests... this is going to be another hell month....

an to make it worst... no one posts here!! I havent forgotten this blog, even though I've got a new one...

take care and best wishes... I hope to have at least one post... since in the last song there wasn't any...

Molks xxx

You're The Reason I'm Leaving

2006-10-19T11:37:00.000-03:00

Some granite wall
Numbs our bones, numbs our all
As we sit on skinny hands
Nothing to say, nothing at all
I don't know you and I don't want to
You're so awkward just like me
But I don't care
You're the reason I'm leaving
I'd no idea that in four years
I'd be hanging from a beam
behind the door of number ten
Singing fare thee well
I am leaving
Yes I leave it all to you
You're the reason I'm leaving
As we ride along under an optimistic sun
The radio sings that Everybody song by rem
And Here I Am Fighting Fighting
Yes I'm Fighting not to cry
And that's another reason
Why I oughtta hate you like I do
Like I do
I'm the reason you're leaving

Things have gotten a bit better... I’m still nervous about my presentation tomorrow....
I really like this song because it’s a bit of a hate song but without being too rude, and that’s is to be politically correct... sometimes it’s necessary not being rude the whole time like I do...

I SERIOUSLY don’t know what to write... my stock of songs to write about is empty right now..
But for all those who were worried, don’t be... I’m ok... JUST SHIT SCARED ABOUT TOMORROW!

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Drown With Me

2006-10-12T11:36:00.000-04:00

Drown With Me

So you have been of use
And you have been abused
You know you look pale today
Your lipstick has gone astray

You sold out and lost your looks
You gave away all your books
(You should drown with me)
Your coil has been wound up tight
Unwind it with me tonight
(You should drown with me)

Tyre tracks Fresh on the ground
Where she will be found
Held under the water
Resting there in a stream
View from the cold water
Buried in green
Orange filter sky

Your drowning in family there
When will you come up for air
(You should drown with me)
Don't feel you let 'em down
Cos they have already drowned
(You should drown with me)

I wanted to write this song since a long time... I get a lot of memories with it... it makes me think of a really good friend of mine; because porcupine tree is his favourite band.
It’s the first time I read the lyrics... what do I think it means?? It’s about letting people down, and about how you shouldn’t care about it..
It doesn’t matter if you’re letting someone down as long as you feel you’re doing the right thing. It’s a bit harsh.. but how many times you have given up on something you wanted, just because other people told you not to do it? If I had followed other people’s opinion.. I wouldn’t be studying what I’m studying and I wouldn’t be with Him... you have to drown all that kind of people somehow.... just listen to your mind, and it will tell you exactly what to do...

I’m not very well for all those who want to know... I’m very stressed and worried about 1000 things to do... I didn’t do very well in 2 exams... tomorrow I’ve got another one... and he hasn’t texted me very much... he doesn’t remember that I exist I think..

I’ll try to write something happier next week... but that’ll depend on a lot of things...
Best wishes,Molks xxx

Pure Morning...

2006-10-05T11:27:00.000-04:00

Pure morning
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend with weed is better
A friend with breast and all the rest
A friend who's dressed in leather
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend who'll tease is better
Our thoughts compressed
Which makes us blessed
And makes for stormy weather

A friend in need's a friend indeed
My Japanese is better
And when she's pressed she will undress
And then she's boxing clever
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend who bleeds is better
My friend confessed she passed the test
And we will never sever

Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Pure morning
Pure morning
Pure morning

A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend who'll tease is better
Our thoughts compressed
Which makes us blessed
And makes for stormy weather
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend who bleeds is better
My friend confessed she passed the test
And we will never sever

Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Pure morning
Pure morning
Pure morning
A friend in need's a friend indeed
My Japanese is better
And when she's pressed she will undress
And then she's boxing clever
A friend in need's a friend indeed
A friend with weed is better
A friend with breast and all the rest
A friend who's dressed in leather

I really didn’t know what song I was going to talk about... coz the one I wanted, I don’t have the lyrics...
So.. Pure Morning... song from 1998, from the Without You I’m Nothing album by Placebo (for a change)
My greatest friend dedicated this song to me in 2004... and even though I fell a bit tired of it... it means a lot.. and it’s like our compromise of friendship... and in spite of the rest of my friends ( whom I love too, of course) she’s like my most important... there’s a moment in your life in which you have a brother or sister... and I have to say that she’s my sister.. she’s been my sister for a long time and i hope she keeps being my sister till the day I die. Pali, this one is for you...
These 3 weeks have been really tough, I’ve been feeling a bit lost, tired and all those things... but I’m going home, I’m going to see my family, my friend and last but not least... I’m going to see HIM...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

haemoglobin

2006-09-27T11:51:00.000-04:00

Haemoglobin

I was hanging from a tree
Unaccustomed to such violence
Jesus looking down on me
I'm prepared for one big silence

How'd I ever end up here
Must be through some lack of kindness
And it seemed to dawn on me
Haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

At the time they cut me free
I was brimming with defiance
Doctors looking down on me
Breaking every law of science

How'd I ever end up here
A latent strain of color blindness
Then it seemed to dawn on me
Haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground

As they drag me to my feet
I was filled with incoherence
Theories of conspiracy
The whole world wants my disappearance

I'll go fighting nail and teeth
You've never seen such perseverance
Gonna make you scared of me
'Cause haemoglobin is the key

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heartbeat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat

Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat
Haemoglobin is the key
To a healthy heart beat

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go

Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go
Now my feet don't touch the ground
Now my feet don't touch the ground, go.

Ok... back in hell..
I simply love this song... it has such strength, power, willing of living.. all the things I’m lacking right now...
I’m so tired, dissapointed, sick of everything and almost everyone.
I want to believe that everything will change someday... but I’m not so sure of it... it’s like, everytime a part of your life gets better, the other falls down espectacularly to pieces. Maybe I have to sacrifice that thing to get the other... but it seems like I can’t have both... I said I was going to fight... but I just can’t find the tools right now... I’m tired... so tired... I wish not to wake up tomorrow, I don’t care, I’m done with all this...
Dunno what else to say...

Best Wishes for you all
Molks xxx

You don't care about us

2006-09-12T09:34:00.000-04:00

If it's a bad day,
you try to suffocate.
Another memory, scarred.
If it's a bad case,
then you accelerate,
you're in the getaway car

.You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us.

If it's a bad case,
you're on the rampage
.Another memory, scarred
.You're at the wrong place,
you're on the back page,
You're in the getaway car

.You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us oh oh
You don't care about us.

It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage

You're too complicated,
we should separate it.
You're just confiscated,
you're exasperating.
This degeneration,
mental masturbation.
Think I'll leave it all behind
Save this bleeding heart of mine
It's a matter of trust X4

Because
You don't care about us X4
It's your age,
It's my rage
It's your age,
It's my rage

I really like this song.. dunno why I’m posting it today.. maybe because I’ve got an age problem... which has brought me more problems... that’s why it’s my rage.
And he doesn’t care about us either.. so why I keep on this?... I seriously don’t know... the most sensible thing to do is leaving it all behind and save this bleeding heart of mine. I hate feeling like this. sometimes I hate him. I hate the way he can change my mood... I said before that I was going to get rid of him... but til now... I haven’t. And it’s not because I don’t want to, it’s because I can’t. Well.. this weekend I might see him.. I mean I have to.. he’s got some of my cds and I need them... I hope I can tell him the way I feel, and stop all this....
Have a nice looooooong weekend.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Outsiders

2006-09-05T10:10:00.000-04:00

We've seen some change
But we're still outsiders
If everybody's here
Then hell knows
We ride alone

I've seen some years
But you're still my Caesar
With everything I feel
I feel you've already been here
The only difference is all I see is now all that I've seen
It's bright on the outside
The bright love the dark side
I know it's obvious
But sometimes
You just have to say it
So you don't feel so weak
About being such a freak
Or alone
In seventeen years
Will you still be Camille
Lee Miller, Gala or whatever
You know what I mean, yeah
Love'll die
Lovers fade
But you still remain there
Squeezing in your fingers
What it means for me to be
The only difference is what might be is now what might have been
When you saw me sleeping
You thought I was dreaming of you
I didn't tell you
That the only dream
Is Valium for me
The only difference is that
What Might Be Is NOW

Good day to you all… this is another song by FF… it’s called outsiders... the tune is awesome, I love the sound of the drums.
There’s one phrase of the song that captivated me when I first listened to it. “Love will die, Lovers fade, but you still remain there” meaning no matter how many people you love, someone will always be there and for me those are my friends. As I’ve written before my friends are the most important thing for me…
I’d love to write more, but I’ve got phonetics homework to do, study for my German test, and write a story about Vanity Fair… has anyone seen that movie? It’s very good…
Well, that’s all… take care… dunno what song is coming next…
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

You Could (always) Have it So Much Better!!

2006-08-30T12:31:00.000-04:00

You Could Have It So Much Better
The last message you sent
Said I looked really down
That I oughtta come over
And talk about it
Well I wasn't down
I just wasn't smiling at you
As I look at us now it seems
That your slapping my back
as if it's all alright
but it's not
I'm trying to get up
But you're pushing me down
Yeah you're pushing me down

So I'll get on my own

Now there's some grinning goon
On my TV screen
Telling us all that
It's alright because
She wears this and
He said that and
If you get some of these
It'll all be alright
Yeah if you get some of these
It'll all be alright
Well I refuse
To be a cynical goon
Passing the masses
An easy answer
Because it won't be alright
Oh no it won't be alright
It won't be alright

Unless you get up
Come on and get up

Well I'm just a voice in your earpiece
Telling you no
It's not alright
You know you could have it so much better
You could have it so much better
If you tried

This song is great, it is meant to be the antithesis of the slogan “you never had it so good” according to an interview I read.
This is my attitude nowadays... never to feel satisfied, knowing that I can do it better.. am I obsessed?? NO, I just want to be the best in what I do.
It also gives me energy, the tune is quite catchy, especially when you’re going on the fucking bus to Uni... that’s why I love FF so much,they’re amazing.. I really hope they come back soon... A very good friend of mine went to the Reading Festival, when they were presentating... I can’t help hating him, because he doesn’t like them, so he didn’t enjoyed it at all... I wish I could have been there... at least he’s sending me the pictures and some videos he got me... I appreciate a lot the fact that he took some pics just for me.. thank you!!!!!!!!!!
Dunno was noch to say...
I’m a bit lost, now that I don’t have a specific album to write about, but I think the next song is by FF too...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

*sobre el post anterior: me dio la wea cuando estaba hablando con mi amigo que fue a ver FF, me estruje el cerebro tratando de entender por que esta tan lejos, y por que estan todos lejos. Tengo muy buenos amigos aqui, pero igual se siente raro sin algunas personas con las que solia pasar mucho tiempo... haciendo nada pero a la vez, añadiendo paginas a nuestra historia. Solo el destino tiene las respuestas de los por que... el destino quiso que nos encontraramos en un random place para despues separarnos... y quizas encontrarnos en otro random place... ojala sea pronto... me carga la incertidumbre de no saber cuando.
Si preocupe a algunas de mis lectoras regulares (Caty o Romi), lo siento... pero aca esta la explicacion. (dudo que otras personas aparte de uds. Pase por aqui...) En la casa esta todo bien...
Aprovecho de pasar el dato: TENGO 5 GATOS! La prostituta de mi gata ya los tuvo... no los he visto, pero segun mi mama estan todos bien y lindas las cagas esas... no se si mi familia va a querer alguno... la loca de mi hermana los quiere todos... pero.. SI ALGUIEN QUIERE UN GATO ME AVISA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O mi perrito lindo se volvera loco...

Eso.. ahora si que si... Auf Wiedersehen! xxx

Y ahora que?? (tercera parte)

2006-08-27T16:20:00.000-04:00

estaba todo bien y de repente me vino otra vez...

estaba todo tan bien...

es solo una caida momentanea... pero puta que dolio...

por qué estás tan lejos y a la vez tan cerca?

lejos geograficamente

cerca mentalmente...

te extraño caleta... no tienes idea

por lo menos siento que tambien me hechas de menos...

te quiero mucho...

eso queria decir... ojala reciba algun puto post!

estoy bien... ya pasara...

y ahora si que el prox. post es FF... creo que es I'm your Villain o YCHISMB...

Best Wishes

Molks xxx

Good Work if you can get it.....

Scheisse

2006-08-26T18:19:00.000-04:00

aburrida....

hoy es uno de los pocos dias en que odio concepcion....
quiero ver a mis amigos... los extraño mucho!!!!

ahora voy a salir... me sacan a pasear....

hasta la prox y no se que wea voy a escribir desdues

best wishes
Molks xxx

The Start of Something Beautiful

2006-08-23T12:33:00.000-04:00

Always in my thoughts you are
Always in my dreams you are
I got your voice on tape, I got your spirit in a photograph
Always out of reach you are
Cold inside my arms you are
Simple like a child you are
I remember when you took my hand and led me through the rain
Down inside my soul you are

The more I show the way I feel
The less I find you give a damn
The more I get to know
The less I find that I understand
Innocent, the time we spent
Forgot to mention we're good friends
You thought it was the start of something beautiful?
Well think again.

Mother lost her looks for you
Father never wanted you
I trust to love and then I find you never really felt the same
There's something in your heart so cruel

This song is by a band called Porcupine Tree, the album is Deadwing from 2005 if you’re interested...
I like this song because it’s like me, the more I show the way I feel to someone the less I find he cares... Sometimes I get confused and I start feeling things I shouldn’t for some people. And when I think something magical is happening, suddenly I realise it’s not true, it’s all in my head... and I was thinking it was the start of something beautiful...
Lately, I’ve been recovering of that “disease” the last time it hasppened, I told myself that I always did those kind of things so it wasn’t real.. and it went away... as simple as that... I’m glad... otherwise, I would be crazier now...
Well.. I can’t think of anything interesting to write... so I’ll leave it here... dunno what song will be next.. I think it’s FF... but I’m not sure...
Take care and don’t forget to post...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Good Work if you can get it...

Come on Home

2006-08-20T17:53:00.000-04:00

Although my lover lives in a place that I can't live
I kind of find I like a life this lonely
It rips and pierces me in places I can't see
I love the rip of nerves, the rip that wakes me
So I'm dissatisfied, I love dissatisfied
I love to feel there's always more that I need

So come on home

You're where you want to be, I'm where I want to be
Caught up chasing everything I've ever wanted
I replace you easily, replace pathetically
I flirt with any flighty thing that falls my way
But how I needed you, when I needed you
Let's not forget we are so strong, so bloody strong

Come on home

Blue light falls upon your perfect skin
Falls, and you draw back again
Falls, and this is how I fell
And I can not forget this
And I can not forget this

Come on home
So come on home
But don't forget to leave

Hallo hallo!!!
I told you I was going to write other songs, not by Placebo.. this one is by Franz Ferdinand (FF for short)... from the first album... A friend told me once that FF was a band with a weak first record and an excellent second record... I agree to a certain point, I love the first album and without it, the second one would have never been so great as it is...
I love this song, is fucking amazing... maybe musically speaking is simple and all that... but the lyrics... they’re so like me...
I kinda find I like a life this lonely... I’m always complaining aout being alone and single and whatever, the truth is that I like being alone... I can’t see myself tied to someone... dunno how much I could stand it without turning into a psycho.. and the thought of becoming a psycho freaks me out.. so I prefer being alone... and I’m liking it, you know? I never thought of liking this situation, but right now I’m loving it! And I’m chasing everything I’ve ever wanted, I’m having the time of my life with my friends, though I miss a lot of them who are away from here... sometimes I really think it’s a blunder that this country is so long... everything is so far away... but I don’t forget that we’re so strong, so bloddy strong...

That’s all I can say.. Ich habe viele Sachen zu machen...
Take care and I’ll see you soon
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: I confess my weakness... I couldn't stick to what I wrote in the last post... but i don't regret it and that's what counts... right?

Song to say Goodbye

2006-08-16T12:44:00.000-04:00

song to say goodbye

you are one of god’s mistakes
you crying, tragic waste of skin
I’m well aware of how it aches
And you still won’t let me in
Now I’m breaking down your door
To try and save your swollen face
Though I don’t like you anymore
You lying trying waste of space

Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of tose
Blessed with lucky sevens
And the voice that made me cry
My oh my

You were mother nature’s son
Someone to whom I could relate
Your needle and your damage done
Remains a sordid twist of fate
Now I’m trying to wake you up
To pull you from the liquid sky
‘cause if I don’t we’ll both end up
with just your song to say goodbye
my oh my

a song to say goodbye

a song to say
before our innocence was lost
you were always one of tose
blessed with lucky sevens
and the voice that made me cry

a song to say goodbye...

this is why I love this album... because I can feel every song; this one for example, it tells how I feel right now... I have to say goodbye to someone who’s fucking with my Brain, whose voice makes me cry and everything he does. I’m sorry for all this, but I can’t do it anymore.. I know that finally I had the approval of all my friends... I thought he would do me some well... but he hasn’t and he won’t... after all, we just have our song to say goodbye. I still like him, though... but I can’t stand feeling like this for someone who doesn’t even like me, respect me and valuate me at all...
maybe someday he will realise that he could have had everything he had ever wanted with me, and regret for losing the chance... as some other guy did last year... but, this is the last time I write about you in this blog... or at least with good feelings.. I wish you the best for your future; but seriously, next time you call me, I won’t be there... I just need to get the cd’s I lent you...
enough of this.. I greet the friend I met this weekend after a looooooong time without seeing them, I’m so glad that there weren’t empty spaces between us... I love you my girls!!!!!

As I said before, this is the last dong of MEDS, but I’ll be writing about other songs now...
Best wishes
Molks xxx

In the cold light of morning...

2006-08-09T14:37:00.000-04:00

In the cold light of morning

In the cold light of morning
While everyone’s yawning
You’re high
In the cold light of morning
The party gets boring
You’re high
As your skin starts a scratching
Wave yesterday’s actions goodbye
Forget past indiscretions and stolen possessions
You’re high
In the cold light…

In the cold light of morning
While everyone´s yawning you’re high
In the cold light of morning
You’re drunk sick from whoring and high
Staring back from the mirror
A face that you don’t recognise
It’s a loser, a sinner, a cock in a dildo’s disguise
In the cold light…

Tomorrow…

As your skin starts a scratching
Wave yesterday’s actions goodbye
Forget past indiscretions and stolen possessions
You’re high
In the cold light of day
Tomorrow´s only a kettle whistle… away
In the cold light of day…

Hello once again…
This song is the one that gives the name to this blog, I’m sure that someday I’ll be sued for using the name…
Well, the song is beautiful. It’s got a lot of influence from Leonard Cohen if you think about it… the thing I like the most is that, (from my point of view) is the story of an end of a party, and therefore, the end of a story… and morning might be the start of a brand new day, but here it means the end of something, that’s why maybe it’s cold…
And the kettle whistle… means, breakfast… the natural symbol of breakfast, and of course that the day has begun… sad song to be honest…

I remind you, reader, that these are just my thoughts, it’s not the personal thinking of the band or anything like it… it’s just what I feel…

That’s all… Next time I’ll be writing about the last song and that will conclude my revision of Meds…
Take care and see you soon
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

I'm one of a kind!

2006-08-07T16:33:00.000-04:00

One of a Kind

On top of the world you get nothing done
Talk is cold and burns like the sun
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause the top of the world is where I’m from
the back of the class is where I was
keeping quiet, playing dumb
can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause the back of the class is where I’m from

and I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

I’m on a race and it’s killing time
I don’t need yours I’ll keep it with mine
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause I’m on a race and I’m doing fine, thank you
two of a kind and no one home
I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause one of a kind is all I own

and I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am

Out of the womb and into the void
I wanna try but I get annoyed
Can’t you see these skies are breaking
‘cause I’m out of the womb and into the void

I am one
I am
I am one
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am (x2)

On top of the world you get nothing done

This is the other song that I first said “don’t think I’ll like it” and it turned out to be the contrary.
This song represents me a lot... quite a lot, especially “the back of the class is where I was, keeping quiet playing dumb” I never did anything in high school, I didn’t want to be noticed too. I wanted to keep a low profile to avoid teasing and all that. My classmates never understood me, just my friends. And I’m glad... because I never liked them anyway, and I never felt part of the class...
The other bit that I like is “I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone” that represents life in general, you might think there will always be someone by your side, but no... you were born alone and you’ll die alone... it’ll sound stupid but it is described in the movie Titanic, when Rose says that she felt she was screaming in a crowded room and no one paid attention to her. Dunno if any of you will remember...
“I don’t need yours, I’ll keep it with mine” it’s a way to get rid of things that aren’t necessary, facing things alone... which sucks, but someday you have to grow up and realise that you have to live for yourself and become independent (erwachsen, lol)
the reason why I like this song is because I am one of a kind!, I’ve got a gift and I hope to develop it in this race in which I’m still doing fine, THANK YOU...

to end with this post, thanks to all the people who have posted lately, and if Nullmensch is around here... Who are you?? You posted in my friend Motoko’s blog saying that you got there through my blog...
that’s all
next one is In the cold light of morning.. and only 2 songs to go!!!! After I finish with meds, I’ll keep writing about songs, I’ll give a rest to Placebo...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Ich weiss nicht

2006-08-04T13:52:00.000-04:00

No se que escribir.. una amiga me dijo que cambiara el post, y como no venia con nada preparado... vomitare lo que he estado haciendo..
vengo a la U para disfrutar las clases... y NO HAY!!!!! me levante temprano pa puro weiar...

pero estoy de vuelta y eso es lo que importa, porque tengo a mis amigos aqui... aunque extraño a alguien.. a varias personas en realidad... la facultad ya no es la misma... y concepcion es un poco mas latoso si no estan aqui...
quiero mucho a mi gente que esta lejos...
al del norte y a los de mas al norte todavia...
cuidense y pa la proxima es One of a Kind...

best wishes
Molks xxx

Broken Promise

2006-07-28T18:01:00.000-04:00

Guten Abend Leute...

Broken Promise

We’ll rise above this
We’ll cry above this
As we live and learn
A broken promise
I was not honest
Now I watch as tables turn
(and you’re singing)

I’ll wait my turn to tear inside you
watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

I’ll cry about this
And hide my cuckold eyes
As you come off all concerned
I’ll find no solace in your poor apology
In your regret that sounds absurd
(keep singing)

I’ll wait my turn to tear inside you
watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn to terrorize you
Watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

A promise is a promise, A promise is a promise, A promise is a promise...

I’ll wait my turn to tear inside you
Watch you burn
I’ll wait my turn
I’ll wait my turn

A broken promise, you were not honest
I’ll bide my time, I’ll wait my turn.

This song cannot fit my any better at this moment...
Feeling betrayed, broken and all that is exactly what I’m feeling right now. But I don’t want to talk about that now. Although it wasn’t for the same reason that appears in the song. The song talks about adultery, and it’s sooooo modern the fact that is sung by two men. You have to be really hurt to want to watch someone burn and to wait the time for revenge... so like me...

Well, it’s the end of the semester,I’m going home this weekend and dunno when I’m coming back... hope to be like Brian in the picture... drinking and smoking. Let’s hope everything ends
up ok...

Mind you, I wrote that a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time ago...
well, my holidays were shit (as always) but anyway... it could have been worst if it weren't for someone who made me go out of my house... I deeply thank you...
now I've got to come back to Uni... I miss everyone! I just want to go back soon!!!
seeya later

best wishes
Molks xxx

Maldita sea la papaya tecnologia

2006-07-24T17:07:00.000-04:00

puta la wea...

tenia un gran post para hoy y este computador de mierda, de este ciber de mierda, en este basurero de mierda no me pesca el puto pen drive...

vayanse todos a la chucha...

ya estoy chata de todo... quiero cerrar los ojos y no volver a despertar...
de que sirve soñar si nada te va a resultar?

de nada

solo quiero desaparecer o extirpar esto que estoy sintiendo

postee el que se haya sentiodo como yo alguna vez.

best wishes (NOT for me)
Molks xxx

2006-06-29T08:28:00.000-04:00

Pierrot the clown

Leave me dreaming on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
keep this scene inside your head
as the bruises turn to yellow
the swelling goes down

and if you’re ever around
in the city or the suburbs of this town
be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown

Saw you crashing round the bay
Never seen you act so shallow
Or look so Brown
Remember all the things you’d say
How your promises rang hollow
As you threw me to the ground

And if you’re ever around
In the backstreets or the alleys of this town
Be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in pity
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown

When I dream, I dream your lips
When I dream, I dream your kiss
When I dream, I dream your fists...

Leave me bleeding on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
keep this scene inside your head
as the bruises turn to yellow
the swelling goes down

and if you’re ever around
in the city or the suburbs of this town
be sure to come around
I’ll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown like Pierrot the clown

Guten Morgen...
I’m so fucking stressed I can’t take long with this... but I leave you this beautiful song...
It’s so tragic and sensitive... I love it...
I really have to dash now, take care and next time I post, it’ll be broken promise...
By the way, if any of you is interested, I used to have 5 hours in the computer lab, but now I’ll have just 2, and one of them I can barely use the computer because the teacher doesn’t let us use them unless she commands us which is not very often. So, I’ll be posting just once a week...
Take care
Best wishes
Molks xxx

Please don't drive me blind

2006-06-22T08:24:00.000-04:00

Blind
If I could tear you from the ceiling
And guarantee a source divine
Rid you from possessions fleeting
Remain your funny valentine

Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind

If I could tear you from the ceiling
I know best have tried
I’d fill your every breath with meaning
And find a place we both could hide

Don’t go and leave me
And please don’t drive me blind
You don’t believe me
But you do this every time
Please don’t drive me blind

I know you’re broken

If I could tear you from the ceiling
I’d freeze us both in time
And find a brand new way of seeing
Your eyes forever glued to mine

Wow... what could I say about this song... fucking amazing...
I don’t think it’s healthy to love in such way... especially if the other person doesn’t feel the same... which I can say it has happened to me... more times than I would like to remember.
But anyway...
For the same reason, I’m not very sure if I would like to feel like it is described, it’s a bit desperating... I wish I could tear some people from the ceiling, to stop feeling something for them when they don’t even deserve it... and I always Remain their funny valentine, the only one who cares about them when everyone has left them... I’m such an idiot sometimes... if I ever do that again, someone shoot me please!
I’d fill your every breath with meaning, And find a place we both could hide: this is like the maximum expression meaning that you REALLY want to be with that someone, someone who might feel the same as you...
I could say something about every verse, but I don’t have much time... so.. the last one
Your eyes forever glued to mine: is there anything cooler than looking at someone’s eyes, especially after you’ve kissed? I don’t thing so. Going backwards, I remember that one of the best kisses I’ve received, we looked at each other for what it seemed hours, and I was thinking, “I could easily spend the rest of my life like this”. I’d never felt that comfort before...
Ok... that’s all... I’ve got thousands of things to do... Including talking to someone... hope it works this time...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

(this doesn’t belong to the song, it’s just a bit of my thoughts)
*what the fuck is going on??? Everytime I try to reach you, you’re doing something else, and you always reach me when I don’t want to talk about it... we’re not as synchronised as I thought we were... or someone really don’t want us to be together. I really can’t understand why people hate you, they always try to stop me thinking about you, but they don’t know and they’ll never understand why I like you. They underestimate you. It’s probably true that we don’t have the same frequency, but I can’t stand whern they talk shit about you, they don’t know you... I hope you see this someday, but i know I’ll have to translate you everything, won’t I?
(I might regret of writing this someday but that’s really what I feel about Him.)

*this one goes to some people: I’m tired! I hope you get away from me as soon as possible, I can’t stand you anymore. Fucking bastards, leave me alone, I don’t care about you. I hope a swordfish fucks you and leave you all pregnant. If you were more important, I would take the time to fuck up your lives, but you’re not important and being as stupid as you all are, you’re gonna fuck it up anyway.

* I love looking at you, you know? I love the way you smile but why do you have to be in that position?? I bet she doesn’t deserve you. I hope our eyes keep meeting in the middle of the strangest situations... I won’t hurt you, unless you ask me to hurt you

*you really fucked it up, you should have look for someone better, at least someone cuter than her.
But now she’e very dissapointed and I really wanted her to suffer because of what she did, hats off to you!. But anyway, you could have chosen better... not the most desperate woman 0n earth... I still hope you don’t get together with the girl you like because she’s weirder than me and that’s saying something

...Good work if you can get it...

Para ti...

2006-06-20T08:30:00.000-04:00

Because I want you

Fall into you, it’s all I seem to do
When I hit the bottle, ‘cause I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two, it’s all it seems to do
As the anger fades, this house is no longer our home
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting
And everything that’s true
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

Stumble into you is all I ever do
My memory’s hazy and I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two is all it’s gonna do
As the headache fades, this house is no longer our home
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting
And everything that’s true
Don’t give up on the dream, don’t give up on the wanting

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

Fall into you it’s all I ever do
When I hit the bottle ‘cause I’m afraid to be alone
Tear us in two
Tear us in two
Tear us in two

Because I want you too
Because I want you too
Because I want you
Because I want you

I’ve just heard the song to see if my emotions have changed...
They haven’t. So I’ll start trying to analyse it.
It’s the story of someone who’s absolutely fallen for someone. I presume that the other person feels the same, otherwise it wouldn’t say “I want you too”
This song makes me feel positive, and that’s saying something. I’d also like to dedicate it, but I don’t know… I want to dedicate it to a special boy. I don’t know if he wants me too, but now everytime I hear it, I think about you. I miss you a lot. You’re the reason that I want to go home sometimes, just to see you. Even if I have to go to your house to see you for ten minutes, I think you’re worth the waiting...
I’d love to be with you and stop fucking around, we like each other, maybe it’s time to take this a little bit further... if you want... I’ll be waiting... I’ve been waiting for you for almost two years now, I don’t care if I have to wait a bit more. But I won’t be here forever...
I also like singing it, especially the last part, it heals me when I sing it. I think singing it’s a great therapy and I really can’t believe that there are people who don’t care about music very much.
I can’t think of anything else, I watched The Omen... I read the book some years ago and i went crazy and it absolutely scared me… great movie... I reccomend you to go and see it, and speaking of it, I have to do a presentation about it in an hour, so if you’re around... WISH ME LUCK!!!!
See you around. Next song is Blind...
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Adiós a la basura (especialmente a ti)

2006-06-13T08:42:00.000-04:00

en este momento decido dejarte atrás...
lo que pasó lo recordaré siempre pero ya es tiempo de dejarte atrás porque no puedo seguir viviendo de recuerdos.

lo más probable es que no te importe, pero prefiero dejar un registro en caso de que vuelva a caer en tus garras...

lo pasé bien, gracias espero que tu tb.

nos veremos en algún otro lugar...

ahora si que el prox post es because I want you....

best wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: esto va para el ciudadano anónimo...

Y?

2006-06-08T11:28:00.000-04:00

puta que me da lata cuando vengo a revisar si alguien dejo un post y no encontrar nada...
pero =... esta wea la hago pa vomitar la mierda que tengo adentro.
no he podido postear ultimamente porque estoy en paro...
pero vuelvo la prox. semana....
si es que a alguien le importa... lo dudo
best wishes
Molks xxx

Post Blue (what a coincidence!)

2006-05-23T08:23:00.000-04:00

Post blue
It’s in the water baby, it’s in the pills that bring you down
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your bag of gold and brown
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your frequency
It’s in the water baby, it’s between you and me

It’s in the water baby, it’s in the pills that pick you up
It’s in the water baby, it’s in the special way we fuck
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your family tree
It’s in the water baby, it’s between you and me

Bite the hand that feeds, tap the vein that bleeds
Down on my bended knees, I break the back of love for you

It’s in the water baby, it’s in the pills that bring you down
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your bag of gold and brown
It’s in the water baby, it’s in your frequency
It’s in the water baby, it’s between you and me

Bite the hand that feeds, tap the vein that bleeds
Down on my bended knees, I break the back of love for you

Very unproductive weekend…
Well, here’s the song... this song makes me think of hidden things, feelings maybe... it’s a bit of what I’m feeling right now... and exactly it’s between you and me. The thing is, I don’t know if I can handle it, and I don’t know if want to tell you about it, ‘cause you’ll probably think that I’m losing my mind... If I weren’t so scared of what you might think, I would dedicate it to you.
I’ll just have to tap the vein that bleeds… once again. And stop feeling like this because I really don’t want to be like this... especially with you.
Next song is Because I want you... one of my favourites

Till next time, wrtite you all later
Molks xxx

Follow the Cops Back home (Plus message)

2006-05-18T08:20:00.000-04:00

Follow the cops back home

The call to arms was never true
Time to imbibe, here’s to you
I’ll tell you stories bruised and blue
Of drum machines and landslides
Just one more round before were through
More psychedelic yuppie flu
It’s such a silly thing to do
And now we’re stuck on rewind

Let’s follow the cops back home
Follow the cops back home
Let’s follow the cops back home
And rob their houses

The call to arms was never true
Let’s take a ride and push it through
Suspended animation blue
And blame it on Apartheid
Let’s spend the night in Jimmy Choo’s
I’ll give you coats and cheap shampoo
I’ll give you nothing else to do
And now we’re stuck on rewind

Let’s follow the cops back home
Follow the cops back home
Let’s follow the cops back home
And rob their houses

The call to arms was never true
I’m medicated how are you
Let’s take a dive
Swim right through sophisticated points of view

Let’s follow the cops back home
Follow the cops back home
Let’s follow the cops back home
And rob their houses

Fuck, this song’s kinda difficult...
Maiinly because I don’t know to who is dedicated... and I can’t figure out some bits.
This songs makes me want to sing, as loud as I can...
There are loads of parts that I like, such as:
Now we’re stuck on rewind:
It’s good to remember the time in which you’ve been with someone or something good that happened, but it’s not good to dwell on memories and dreams and forget about living...

I’ll give you nothing else to do:
I love having nothing to do, who doesn’t? And if you’ve got a friend by your side, it’s even better.
Talking about nothing and everything at the same time it’s something I would forever... unfortunately, you can’t...
I’m medicated how are you, Let’s take a dive, Swim right through sophisticated points of view:
Dunno what to say about this, just that it’s the part I like the most... Let’s take a dive, swim right through sophisticated points of view it’s got a lot to do with what I wrote before...

That’s all...
Feeling better at least...
To all my friends:
I Love you all, I won’t write their names, they know who they are...
I couldn’t live without you, I thank you for everything. You are all very important to me, more important than anything. Maybe I don’t see you or talk to you very often, but please remember that you’re always on my mind. Always.
For that special friend:
It will be 2 years without you, and I still can’t get used to the fact that you’re gone. You’ll never read these lines. You never knew how much I loved you, how much I loved to spend the afternoons with you, playing Nintendo and laughing at each other. I will never forget that picture in your room. I will never forget you. I miss you. And I’m sorry that I never told you all this when I could. I didn’t want to say goodbye, and because of that, I’m carrying that guilt until these days.
I Love you and I’ll never forget you.

See you next time... Post blue it’s the next song... I hope I can say more about it... something Clever at least...

Best Wishes,
Molks xxx

...

2006-05-17T12:39:00.000-04:00

No he tenido tiempo para nada...

Ni siquiera para escribir un simple post aqui...

Ahora estoy en clases de alemán...
y pa variar, no tengo ganas de trabajar...

Vi al ciudadano anónimo...
espero que haya entendido la indirecta, aunque no era mi intención hacerlo...

será pa mejor supongo

quién soy yo para dilucidar las vueltas que da el papayo mundo?
Sólo un títere que puede arriesgarse a tratar de encontrarle explicación a los comportamientos humanos...
y encontrar que nada tiene mucho sentido...

Y Nada.

Eso Sería...

Nos vemos en un futuro malditamente no muy lejano...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Y ahora que? (segunda parte)

2006-05-09T08:31:00.000-04:00

La wea pa rara...
por qué cuando unaparte de tu vida va excelente, otra se cae a pedazos?
por qué?

y lo peor es que no puedo hacer nada...

también estoy chata de ser la única que se preocupa de esto... que te cuesta decir que de verdad no te interesa?? para que pretender que te interesa? pa que mierda???

sé que no tengo poder alguno sobre ti, sólo quiero escuchar que te interesa, que me necesitas... lo que sea...

aunque no parezca estar de buen ánimo, lo estoy... tengo a mis amigos y mi música... eso es todo lo que necesito...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: pa la otra, posteare Follow the cops...

P.S.: y también la próxima vez que te vea,ciudadano anónimo, te mando a la mierda!... o quizás no...

Space Monkey...

2006-05-04T08:16:00.000-04:00

Buenos días país loser, gente loser y todo eso

Space Monkey
Space monkey in the place to be
Riding in a rocket to a planet of sound
Shooting the moon, playing dominoes in drag
An increase of population of a hundred percent
Space monkey in the place to be
With a chemical peel and a picture of Mary
Out on a limb in the carnival of me
Raising the temperature one hundred degrees.

We’re sown together
She’s born mesmer, beside, astride her
I die inside her.

Space monkey in the place to be
A mass of contradictions in a golden frame
Raising the roof in a calamity way
Completely meretricious of a poke in the eye
Space monkey in the place to be
Talk of the town with a colombian rock
Out on a limb in the carnival of me
Raising the temperature one hundred degrees

We’re sown together
She’s born mesmer, beside, astride her
I die inside her.
It’s far too sacred
Don’t ever fake it
And don’t, and don’t and don’t let me down
Like you let me down before

Space monkey in the place to be
With some free assosiation and a hole in her head
Out on a limb in the carnival of me
Raising the temperature one hundred degrees

We’re sown together
She’s born mesmer, beside, astride her
I die inside her.
It’s far too sacred
Don’t ever fake it
And don’t, and don’t and don’t let me down
Like you let me down before

I really like this song, it’s a bit dark, like “Something Rotten”.
I’m not in the mood to analyse it though...
I’ve been kinda busy, got 1000 things to do, prepare study, write... I’m still working on that stupid essay, got to finish it this weekend I think. :P
I thank the people who have posted...

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

Drag

2006-05-02T08:18:00.000-04:00

Last weekend was really cool, except for the essay I had to write… I had an amazing time, I saw one of my friends singing, had a milkshake (Yummy!) and a cool chat with one of my friends…
This time, I’ll write about Drag

Drag
You’re always ahead of the game, I drag behind
You never get caught in the rain, when I’m drenched to the bone everytime
You’re the first one to swim across the seine, I lag behind
You’re always ahead of the game, while I drag behind
I drag behind...
You’re always ahead of the pack, I drag behind
You possess every trait that I lack, by coincidence or by design
You’re the monkey I got on my back, that tells me to shine
You’re always ahead of the pack, while I drag behind
I drag behind...
You’re always ahead of the rest, when I’m always on time
You got A’s on your algebra tests, I failed and they kept me behind
I just gotta get off my chest, that I think you’re divine
You’re always ahead of the rest, while I drag behind
I drag behind.

Another song just like me...
Favourite parts: “You possess every trait that I lack, by coincidence or by design”.
Generally, I never get what I want, maybe because of destiny or whatever, who knows.
I always complain about that, or used to. Lately, I don’t care about that kind of things, I just want to feel ok. I rather thinking about the present instead of building castles in the air. It makes me feel more secure about everything.
“You’re the monkey I got on my back, that tells me to shine”
I’ve had so many monkeys on my back, they were kind of annoying, but in the end I started to listen to them, no matter how hard it was. I still have some, I still need people to remind me some things I often forget.
“You’re always ahead of the rest, while I drag behind”
I relate this part to a song by Candlebox “Far Behind”, it’s about the same. People who leave you waiting for them, and the you realise that they left you behind.

I really can’t write and I don’t want to hit the wall again, ‘coz my fucking fist is hurting a lot… my head is filled with the stupid essay and I should concentrate on that... even though I don’t want to!.
See you next time, maybe I’ll have a break of Placebo and write a song by other group... but I will finish with Meds some day. You’ve got to understand that analysing songs is difficult . I’d like to know if someone is reading this, leave your comments where it says comments (duh!).
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: That's my dear cat Wato... He died... :( he was so lovely!!

Infra-red

2006-04-27T08:19:00.000-04:00

Buenos días, país loser…
As I said before, this is the turn of Infra-red.

Infra-red
One last thing before I shuffle off the planet
I will be the one to make you crawl
So I came down to wish you an unhappy birthday
Someone call the ambulance
There’s gonna be an accident

I’m coming up on Infra-red
There is no running that can hide you
‘cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red
Forget your running, I will find you

One more thing before we start the final face-off
I will be the one to watch you fall
So I came down to crash and burn you beggar’s banquet
Someone call the ambulance
There’s gonna be an accident

I’m coming up on Infra-red
There is no running that can hide you
‘cause I can see in the dark
I’m coming up on infra-red
Forget your running, I will find you…

When I read the title of this song, I thought “mmh… I don’t think I’m gonna like this one”.
3 minutes and 15 seconds later, my head was goint to explote. I loved it, the lyrics and the melody. I don’t think it can be compared to any other song by Placebo. It’s unique.
From my point of view, it’s a song about vengeance, dissapointment. I’ve felt vindictive and dissapointed, so I can say this song suits me spectacularly well. It’s like: “you hurt me, now you’re absolutely fucked, I’m gonna hunt you down until you die” that’s what I say when someone mess with me or one of my friends. My friends are the most important thing (with music, of course) in my life, because without them, I would have given up a long time ago, “without them, I’m nothing”. And for my part, there was a time in my life in which everyone could fool me and take advantage of me easily. Until I said to myself that I wasn’t going to take it anymore. Along with that, I started to hate people. Some I don’t hate anymore, some still have to pay. So, don’t fuck with my friends or me.
I can’t think of an interesting thing to say, so I say good-bye.
Dunno when I’m going to post again, but I don’t think you care, coz I don’t know if someone is reading this.
I accept corrections of any kind, you’re welcome to leave them in the comments section.
Until next time, when I’ll be writing about “Drag” I hope.

Best Wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: Isn't he cute or what? :P

2006-04-26T12:55:00.000-04:00

One of the first things I wrote here was “Life after Meds”. If you wonder why, it’s quite easy.
If you’ve wasted time regretting everything you do and what you don’t do, if you’ve always fought against yourself, if you’ve been your worst enemy, if you’ve thought there’s no place in this world for you, if you thought you were alone and no one could ever understand you (the list could go on forever, but I’ll stop here), then we’ve been in the same place. And for that I can say NO ONE IS ALONE. You couldn’t imagine how many people are feeling like you.
Loads of people told me I should forget everything and start living. I didn’t listen, I didn’t want to listen. How could they know what I was feeling?
I was wrong.
I was so wrong and I’m sorry.
Last year I did something stupid, I didn’t think it was stupid until a couple of weeks ago. I didn’t think enough. I didn’t want to forget because I thought it was a big part of me, and if I denied it, it would be like denying myself.
I’m sorry.
I didn’t realise I was hurting people around me.
This summer, I never thought I would be so down. I had, maybe, the worst time of my life. It was so bad that it was hard to smile, to breathe.
Suddenly, good news. My savior would arrive in the middle of March. I embraced the hope of getting it.
I finally got it, after one of the most shocking experiences of my life at university. I lost control and my mind started to fool me once again. The result: a visit to the hospital. That same afternoon, I went out with my friends. We went to the shop and it was finally there, waiting for me... Meds.
I know I had listened to them before, but this album gave me a reason to keep going, when I had lost faith in everything and everyone. I know it’s not an important reason, like finishing my studies or travelling, but I really couldn’t see further than that.
You can say whatever the fuck you want, I don’t care. Not many people can understand the relationship I’ve got with Placebo. Call it obsession, stupidity, whatever. I prefer calling it connection.
I wrote this to let it all out, because when you’ve been bitten by a poisonous snake, you need to suck the poison OUT.
And again, sorry to all the people I hurt.
I’ve got a brand new way of seeing
Now I can start living.

Meds
I was alone, falling free
Trying my best not to forget
What happened to us
What happened to me
What happened as I let it slip
I was confused by the powers that be
Forgetting names and faces
Passers by were looking at me
As if they could erase it

Baby, did you forget to take your meds?

I was alone staring over the ledge
Trying my best not to forget
All manner of joy, all manner of glee
And our one heroic pledge
How it mattered to us
How it mattered to me
And the consequences
I was confused by the birds and the bees
Forgetting if I meant it

Baby, did you forget to take your meds?

And the sex, and the drugs, and the complications...

Baby, did you forget to take your meds?

I was alone, falling free
Trying my best not to forget

First song of the album, first step of a new beggining.
I’ve got no comments for it, I think it’s terrific.

Next time I post, it’ll be the turn of Infra-red, one of my favourite songs of the album. I hope to have time to analyse it and to write something interesting.
Best Wishes
Molks xxx

P.S.: A la gente que no entiende inglés... lo siento mucho pero... CAGARON. No creo que me de la lata de empezar a traducir todo lo que escribo, porque al traducir hay cosas que no quedan igual. Lamentablemente para ustedes, pienso más en inglés que en español, lo que conlleva a que escriba en inglés. Si realmente quieren saber lo que escribo, mándenme un mail o dejen un post y puede que traduzca algo y este blog empiece a ser enteramente bilingüe. Porque realmente no tengo idea si alguien se mete a este blog loser.
P.S.2: Sé que estudio traducción, pero este blog es para expresarme, no para empezar a ejercer.
P.S.3: Alguien me preguntó si las tres x tenían alguna relación con sexo. Si quieren saber... A ESTUDIAR! No les pienso decir, porque pasé 8 años antes de saber que cresta significaban.

y ahora que??

2006-04-25T08:29:00.000-04:00

Soy una bruta...

una ilusa...

en que cresta estaba pensando??

no estaba pensando...
solo me deje llevar por el instinto maldito de la caceria...

Maldito
Me las vas a pagar algun día
no antes de verte por ultima vez...

otro dia escribo mas...
best wishes
Molks xxx

Life after Meds

2006-04-20T12:57:00.000-04:00

Hello people, this is a new way of expressing emotions, mostly hate...
but anyway. life is not so shitty when you have wonderful people around and wonderful music to listen to...
Ive got to go now but Ill write soon
Best wishes
Molks xxx

*Hell Ain´t a Bad Place, Hell Is from Here to Eternity*

The End?

Clocks

BM Week

Why I Listen to Britpop

Summary

Back From the Edge

New Change...

Things have changed / story of a song

Bloody Sunday

...

Der Morgen Danach

An einem Morgen

Leaving So Soon? by Keane

holiday

No Volveré a Caer by Phono

Siehst du mich im Licht? by Lacrimosa... WITH TRANSLATION

You Know You're Right, by Nirvana

Sachliche Romance

Days Before You Came

Home :P

Buttons, Pussycat Dolls

y ahora que? (capitulo 4)

Bedshaped, by Keane. (For You, Rodrigo a.k.a. Cofla)

It's The End of the World As We Know It (And I Feel Fine), By R.E.M.

The Sound of Muzak, Porcupine Tree

SOY ELECTRONICA

Freak on a Leash

Mach die Augen zu und küss mich

The Kill, 30 seconds to Mars

Tell me where did you sleep last night

IDK

Mercy in You

Officially Dead

13

back

Nothing

False Memory

Words fail me ( Alleine zu Zweit)

New Year...

A Week After...

No Distance Left to Run

Holiday plus In your Room

FCE

Today

Atlantic, by Keane

How Could anybody say they know how I feel?

NCR

I QUIT!!!!!!!

You're The Reason I'm Leaving

Drown With Me

Pure Morning...

haemoglobin

You don't care about us

Outsiders

You Could (always) Have it So Much Better!!

Y ahora que?? (tercera parte)

Scheisse

The Start of Something Beautiful

Come on Home

Song to say Goodbye

In the cold light of morning...

I'm one of a kind!

Ich weiss nicht

Broken Promise

Maldita sea la papaya tecnologia

Please don't drive me blind

Para ti...

Adiós a la basura (especialmente a ti)

Y?

Post Blue (what a coincidence!)

Follow the Cops Back home (Plus message)

...

Y ahora que? (segunda parte)

Space Monkey...

Drag

Infra-red

y ahora que??

Life after Meds

Hell Ain´t a Bad Place, Hell Is from Here to Eternity